Tuesday, February 03, 2009
3.40am.... cannot slp... tml needa work.... stress....
& our love goes round and round;
11:40 AM
Monday, February 02, 2009
i very long nv blog le.... maybe i should listen to my good fren advice to pen down wad happened on the blog... hmm... after toking to u... i realise my prob not sae only can liao... i realise i got alot alot of prob.... but i dunno who to tell and no one to tell to....
hmm.... i dun really noe how to start... but i only can sae i am really stress lor... prob the stress is so invisible so much so that i chose to deny it.... but putting an humongous weight unto me... i dunno if i am really proud of my work or not.... i can't sae wad is really going to happened to me... but is wad i really looking forward to... on the contrary... all my pride is balance by holistic fear and incurring doubts... i dunno wad is going to happen to me....
next is my studies.... i was so looking forward to my studies... and i finally made it in.... but next challenge is would i be able to cope? would i be able to attend my lesson? would i be able to excel??.... haiz....more to come for my studies....
then friendship....i reserve my comment on this first la....
relationship wise.... long long long story.... but fuck it... guess no one read my blog anw.... hmm... 1 and a half years le.... these 1 and a half years i had nv been happy.... even if i smiled, i laugh... it wasn't anything close to happy.... it will all go back to square one.... i had nv had a nice night for this times.... i am very sad.... since tt day... i really lose everythng...everything.....these times... i tried to forget u... at the same time... was reminded that u are the one that i love and always will... and it awaes turn back to a status quo.... i can accept myself having another person.... which seems so impossible.... i can only sae... i really love you.... but i am not forcing u... u choose....u boss....
"jiu suan wo you le zhen ge shi jie, mei you le ni, ren shen hai you se me yi yi.."
& our love goes round and round;
9:19 AM
Sunday, November 02, 2008
hmm... tired tired....
finally... finished my ops capture cycle... so now moving on to another stage of my career... going into ANOP... which i actually dunno wad's the full meaning for it... wahahaa... tml needa reprot to CNB office for work liao... dunno wad will i learn in there... but good thing is it is at DHQ... save on transport for 4 months... woohoo... hahaa... but now very tired... becuz i juz completed my night shift... then went to I guides camp.... then come home sleep... suppose to go out... buden... becuz of something something that's why nv go out la...
anything... i did went out to buy dinner... decided that botak jones is good choice... went there buy come back... to find out no coleslaw... nvm,,,, hahaa... then whole day do nth cuz cant do anything.... yawnzz./... wad else i can blog abt... hmm...
A FEW WORDS:
to changi , thank you for the hospitality and the land rover.. hahaa... enjoyed the food at changi village... officers...extending my appreciation to angel,roxy and allie... the famous bahpoks of Lor Bokukong....and the OCH visit every night...
to i guides, well done on the camp... impressive on the effort and impact u had done on the guides... smile more and dun 'siao ji' anymore....
erm erm... i alittle too tired to diary down my personal feelings.... shall do it prob tml k...
& our love goes round and round;
7:15 AM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
hmm... i really wanna update some stuff on blog... buden like no time... no strength... no motivation... haiz... hehee... so i think i TRY to sum up the week... issit a week?? yupp~... it is~....
from last monday until now... keep doing ops capture... so we juz patrol around in our land rover... go round and round and round... clocking milage... visiting premises... eating at changi village... not to miss out interacting with bah poks... oops!!... hahaa...
then... next week onwards is ANOP... woohoo... work 3 days a week... wearing plain clothes... its november... really looking forward to recieving a letter from SIM... haiz...
tired tired... update other day... hehee...
& our love goes round and round;
11:02 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
yes ah!! got time to blog abt my real run le~ hahaa
okie... here goes...
19th October 2008 Sunday
woke up early in the morning 0530hr... chiong out of house to walk to tanah merah MRT station to take the shuttle bus to Changi Exhibition Centre... woohoo.. the trip there was like amazing... u get to see the mist and the sun rise... very the nice~... too bad i looking it alone... haiz.. hahaa.. reach there then walk walk see see look look for a place that i can take off my pants... then i saw KC... juz nice he oso alone... so we decided to run tgt... hahaa
walk ard... wait for flag off... then when flag off... dunno why wanna go toilet leh... sian... plus another sian thing... adam harris lim oso there... that one ultra sian... no one wanna see his face lor... veyr nice route... run through 4km trial... uneven... hard to focus... but challenging and fun lor... then normal route... see dan on the way... thks KC for pacing the first 8 km... then after that was the returning point.... 11.6km is the beach... for 4oom... everyone felt like baywaatchers... wahahaa... juz kidding....
then reach the finishing point shuang... but the last stretch is long straight and sunny... i oso becum abit tanned le... then go find banana no banana... wait for lucky draw... take goody bag... and also sian the natural valley granola bar... hahaa... least to expect... i tio-ed 8th prize lucky draw... woohoo... and prize is more granola bars... 11packs= X12 = 132pcs....
then walk walk... realise... shimin and the whole bunch of Team D 127th intake... they oso got run... 15km somemore... so after that KC went home first... then G div take the shuttle tgt... only me and shimin went to eat... after that we went home lor... the hamper too heavy... hahaa...
yawn.. wanna go slp liao...
& our love goes round and round;
8:00 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
woohoo~~ 3.5hrs more i need to walk to tanah merah MRT station to take bus to Changi Exhibition Centre... for the New Balance Real Run 2008.... wahahaa.... hmm... first time sia... 3 different terrain... one of my greatest fear somemore... sian... but muz challenge~ hahaa
kk... hmm... should write abit...very very brief then... cuz tml i need to wear briefs... hahaa... oops... obsence....
basically wed was last day of work.... thurs off...till mon evening then report to changi NPC... bleah....
16 oct 2008
cut hair... then go and buy a prezzie for ms petite.... then go pass to her... hmm... sad sad... din get to take flyer... when its the most wanted thing to do... haiz... nvm.. can always do... with my flexi benefit?? hehee... but with who???.... then ate popeye somemore.... hehee... then... liddat lor....
17 oct
nth much
okie... wanna sae something only
my best fren... no matter wads ur decision whether rite or rong... i will always support u... but hope u can make the rite one... cuz no matter who else u r still impt to me k?? ;)
taa taa~
& our love goes round and round;
10:47 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
HIYO~
hmm... long long nv blog... juz to keep it more alive... blog on some jives then....
ystd...went to DHQ get tickets for ms Mei Nu 4... then went out with meihua, leechye, hengquan, peishi and jiaxuan irwan... eat at whitesands first... then they wanna go change.... then go SAFRA go play pool until dunno wad time sia... there got alot of ah nehs playing bowling take up all the space... sian...then go eat dinner... after dinner... send meihua home le... leechye wanna play basketball(which we planned to play la...) until midnight plus sia.. tired... then go home lor...
day before... 13th oct... met up with jerome... go watch storm rider... okie okie only la...
12 oct sun night... 2nd shift... attended one msg... din noe irwan was there... hahaa... abt a malay guy and a chinese girl... the girl got pregnant... then the father dun allow them to get marry... then i get the particulars... guy 1980(i really hate the year) girl 1987..... i really wanna F**K that guy... CH** B**.... KNN... nvm... i hold... professionalism... but tt F**ker only asking for trouble if he meet me... so basically... i tried to f**k him la... and i did... dun say leh... rather busy that day...
11 oct... shift 1?? cannot rmb much le... oh!!! ade's bday!! chiong to indochine with a cake for her... hmm... i chose carefully on how i wanna tok and who to tok to.... i mean... that was one very day i told myself that IT IS NOT A DAY KEAT SHOULD BE FU YAN AT~... true enough... no fuyan-ness.... and we watched a ridiculous show~... i'm sorry jianhong... its my fatigue plus the show is really ridiculous.... 4 plus then reach home... tired....
10 oct...went to shoot... pass... good... after that went to kak nazreen and abang sheik's house for raya... good food... watch iron man... hahaa... then went to novena to take race pack...
9 oct... cannot rmb...
8 oct... go out with meihua, leechye same group of ppl... they study for POA... hahaa...
can dun blog le mah?? tired.... i learn my lesson le... next time dun wait so long then blog... wahahaa....
& our love goes round and round;
8:14 AM
