Wednesday, September 29, 2004
well... actually i thot of updating the blog earlier this afternoon... abt 3 4 liddat... but kinda pulled back till now... hahaa... seriously, i got nth much to update today... seriously... erm... i juz feel like updating daily lah... though no one reads it... that's the best lah... hahaa... read for wad? ... i'm juz writing my personal feelings...er... only for the past few entries lah... hehee... but still rite??
well... u see... i juz didn't get used to the life of not liking anyone... juz wanna place my feelings onto someone rather than keeping it to myself... well... yea... i actually noe that... acceptance seems to like so impossible lor... regardless who lah... but.... aiyah cannot rmb wad i wanna type liao... oh yeah... nvm... juz my wishful thinkings... so dun write lah... or else... it seems so obvious...
anyway... er.... ahhh!!! arggh!! always the same ailment... always suffering from STM... haiz...
& our love goes round and round;
4:25 AM
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Once you have loved, you will always love...
For
what's in your mind may escape but what's
in
your
heart will remain forever...
The worst way to miss someone is to be
sitting
right beside them knowing you can't have
them...
hope you would understand...
Find time to realize that there is one person
who
means so much to you, for you might wake
up
one
morning, losing that person whom you
thought
meant nothing to you
found this in an email... then i copied and pasted it here lor... found this part of the mail... quite.... er.... erm.... contradicting? and its so not mi>? mi with all the hotbabes and etc. .... hahaa... but i dunno why.... the second paragraph kinda depicts my feeling rite now.... somewhat... and that... aiyah wadeva lah!! juz that... i contradicting myself... that's all! well, one way... trying to like look for hotbabes all ard.... another... my heart's missing someone.... rite~.... okie~ which's which?? dun ask mi... hahaa... tired tired.... slp slp....
& our love goes round and round;
9:01 AM
Monday, September 27, 2004
alot of ppl complain my blog too long... this one i write shorter lor... hehee...okie~ today monday... got lessons at 9 rite?... wokie up at 820... hehee... overslept mah... then go skool dunno for wad sia... juz to get a stupid quiz paper... i muz admit... i only got 11.5 lah... juz pass only... hehee... then after that is revision... which actually haf no much use... prob its becuz i'm too smart? hahaa.... no lah... end liao.. nth to do.. then saw this familiar guy... khairi lah... kaiying's ex classmate... very nice guy lah that guy... hahaa... tok for awhile... 3 of us... then he go first... then we went interchange ... for breakfast and pool... then left mi and azuan and yang... went cs... yang bot comics.. moi go play purcussion master... then saw tat, jas and peiqi... play awhile... then they go liao.. then yang oso go first... then left moi and azuan... went to TM walk walk... after that... went home lah... come home... slack... nv study at all... i sure die man... wasted one whole day.. juz like dat... haiz
now... mi got a very strange feeling... which i dun haf for a very long time liao(as if!! hahaa)... i'm kinda missing.... someone rite now~... haiz... but... aiyah... time will tell the story...hehee... i crap only... haiz...i dunno if she's thinking the same way... which... hahaa... impossible... and ITS NOT MEL!!! I SWEAR!! by the moon and the stars in the sky~...i'll be there~ ... hahaa....
& our love goes round and round;
8:35 AM
Sunday, September 26, 2004
today sunday... .so bored... hahaa... cuz nth to do mah....okie... i'll update from friday onwards lah... FRIDAY... nth much... got our very very last practical HAP... need to test urine... haiz.. HAP really downgrade our lives man... haf to pee into a small cup and carry it ard... hahaa.. nvm.. erm... we go onto to after that... we went to TM via walking lah... go there jalan... then they sae wanna eat first... so we go TM foodcourt to eat... saw glenn... he told mi he broke up with karin liao... haiz... saddening... nvm lah.. still can find one lah... for both... then somemore he like still not on good terms with leslie... for this thing... haiz... aiyah... i dun poke my nose too deep in liao lah... then clement eat so fast and 'stormed off' to play arcade.... when shortly after... jasmines and anqi come liao... they bot tiks to watch dodgeball... then now wanna eat... lucky only mi and jianhong there... if not... haiz... both of us'll suffer for nutz... then we go find him lor... he there dunno playing wad game... then he sae he wanna go home liao... then go lor... then we waited for azuan and hafiz to come... then we went toys r us to play play... hahaa... deprived childhood.... as if... then we went to catch a movie... cuz 2 hrs of nth... thenwe watch dodgeball lor... i wanna watch one... quite funny... hahaa... then after that i need to rush for erm... tpsu agm... then its 530 lor... reach on time... then all the preparation...then ms mah suddenly call mi and tell mi we won first for CCN day... then 6+ we start lor... i mingler so muz mingle.. its only a while... ended abt 8? then we go refreshment... got alot... pizzas and stuff... then the pizza its like.... they bot 20 boxes!!! but only ate... 10+ boxes... then the sub comms did not go home straight... we stay there... pack up... debrief... then tok tok... then we oso dance alot lah... spirit of sub comms okie!!! hahaa... they sae wanna go sentosa... then i cannot make it... training... sobz... they playing beach volleyball somemore!!! haiz... but one thing is they play at their usual place... diff from mine... they go palawan... aku at sunset bay... hahaa... then play until very late ah... they sae wanna chiong... i underage!! but the sub comms sae go pub lor... i dun wan... fuad oso.. so both of us go home first... tired....
SATURDAY... first thing... breakfast with mum... then i go training...then after training we went to haf lunch lah... on the bus jake suddenly rmb that jasmine told him to wait for them to haf lunch together lor... hahaa... then ask mi to call them to tell her that we'll be at interchange... while waiting for them... we went to eat and play arcade and pool... hahaa.. i nv eat lah... dunno wad to eat... then alot of them wanna go home liao... only left 3... we went to find them... then other 2 went home... only left... the gers, moi and ray and leong lor... went to find anqi at starbucks... celebrate alison and raymond bday... then we sat there to tok... waiting for anqi free time... then we there do alot of stuff lah... start out by playing truth or dare... hahaa.. play until dunno how to continue they sae discuss tactics... then got coffee to drink....we discuss until.... like hrs?... hahaa... after that only left with mi jas ray and leong lor... we tok abt alot other stuff lor... saw the sub comm ppl... they went shopping... they wan to do the v day thing together... hahaa... got team liao... then i leave first... cuz mama wan mi to go home first... at that time abt 10+... then i dunno wad time the others went home lor.....i tired... so i sleep damn early...
today... nth much... went for breakfast with mum again... then slacked the whole afternoon... and took abt 3 hrs to finish this blog...hahaa...haiz... there's something... which i dunno i should sae... but yeah... impossible... so i should stop thinking abt it... rite? tml got skool... so yeah... haiz..exams coming... haben study yet... need motivation....last words? life is like a toilet bowl.... why?full of shit!! so?!! flush it lah!!! why brood over a shitty life when u're in control!!!!rite? that's my life!!!hahaa.... i try...hehee
& our love goes round and round;
1:28 AM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
O me, what eyes hath Love put in my head,
Which have no correspondence with true sight!
Or, if they have, where is my judgment fled,
That censures falsely what they see aright?
If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
What means the world to say it is not so?
If it be not, then love doth well denote
Love's eye is not so true as all men's 'No.'
How can it? O, how can Love's eye be true,
That is so vex'd with watching and with tears?
No marvel then, though I mistake my view;
The sun itself sees not till heaven clears.
O cunning Love! with tears thou keep'st me blind,
Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find.
& our love goes round and round;
9:41 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
juz finish watching amazing race.... fine.... chip and kim won.... sucks.... anyway.... juz tok abit abt today... today morning... not much lah... tutorial lor... then no lab.... went to tampines.... clement's birthday mah.... ( i'm cutting alot of content cuz i dun haf to sae anthing here) went to play pool oso lor.... actually b4 that... we went BK... something nice for mi happened in BK.... it happened that one of the long lost( cuz last time seen her few times.... quite appealing) hotbabe(tm) was in the outlet.... Oo.... WOW!!!.... hahaa... okie... i'll sae more later.... next... we played pool lah... then chiong back to skool for maths tutorial.... okie.... then after pipc tutorial.... we went to opp ultra supply to cut cake.... then i saw one ger lah.... bio one.... whom i find very..... pretty... ONLY!! okie.... then erm... yeah lah.... happen to be jasmine's fren lah... her name? chantelle? i dunno the spelling...hehee... anyway.... we came to the end of the day lah.... well... okie.... like i sae.... i tok more abt hotbabe lah.... since this blog is initially dedicated for hotbabes....
well, to mi.... why i keep looking at.... or for? hotbabes is because... i dunno lah... hahaa... okie... 1 thing being.... i no gf... so no harm rite? secondly... cuz is juz to praise someone or wad... i dunno why... but... saying someone pretty.... or hot.... appreciating her pluses.... oh nvm... so i juz move on with life....hahaa.... of course.... with hotbabes lah.... but.... there will be a day.... when all these gone lah... u noe when lah...hahaa...
okie... one more thing.... jasmines today thot i like someone.... currently... and they thot 'she' is from canoe polo.... okie... verification.... there's one here..... she's not from canoe polo.... and her name is 'no one'.... true lah... i'm kinda tired of one sided love... after so long~.... i guess.... i juz haf to.... look around.... not moving? noe its 2+ and i need some sleep.... gotta go liao...
& our love goes round and round;
10:47 AM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
actually ystd i nv update properly... cuz mind not working properly.... then actually got one part i should update abt... ystd... after skool... need to go to kovan to meet rendolf and the others... combined cell meeting... at chomp chomp... hahaa... then we take bus 136 there lah... upon reaching there reminds mi of something.... some memories.... looking at the road sign... kensington park rd.... haiz.... the first time i walk a ger home... is to this road.... but on the other side lah.... not at the chomp chomp side.... but same road lah.... that time was my most daring thing i did.... but yea... outcome is nth lah....sobz... nvm....hahaa... still carry on with life... then somemore the day after.... i expected that she come support mi in the tournament i joined.... she didn't.... she went shopping with frens when i called her.... why am i stilling toking abt this!!! no more~ ahh~~ dun tok abt it!!! stop!
today... go to skool... juz to find out that i got into publication!! okie.... i'm relieved that i stayed in sub comm.... but why publication!!! i under andrew lee.... bro frac lah.... then i today damn tired... mood damn swingy.... dunno lah.... feel sad abt some stuff.... dun ask....i got nth more to write liao.... i dunno lah.... am i supposed to haf?
& our love goes round and round;
6:24 AM
Monday, September 20, 2004
well... dunno why i wanna update blog oso... juz update lah... this week is our last week liao... haben even start studying yet... hahaa... i quite tired now... dunno wad to do.... worry abt so much stuff... like results for sub comm coming out... exams coming... wad the.... haiz.... i actually wan to haf someone to care for mi.... to tok to mi.... yeah... i still haben found one yet.... so difficult.... hahaa... rite? today... surfing frenster in library rite... then choonyang show mi a ger photo.... named angel.... damn hot!! then i decided to add her lor... then they sae i siao!! becuz i deleted ppl to add her.... hahaa.... buden .... she's not going to be the ger i go gaga for for like more than 3 days... cuz.... dunno leh.... no interest.... think i need to take a rest in these stuff.... but its my recreation leh... my resort.... rite? i dunno leh.... it feels wierd not liking anyone... cuz i'm a very very despo person... then i damn drama mama oso .... but now i'm so not mi.... and i can't find any hotbabe!!! haiz... wad happened.... but still.... bottom line being... i need some soul searching... cuz seriously.... i dun look like myself....that's wad i haf to sae for now.... anyway.... nth to worry abt actually... issit?
& our love goes round and round;
7:28 AM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
woah so fast sunday liao... haiz... okie... think i should start out from where i ended.. which was wedneday.... well, erm... nth much happened during my weekdays.... except for a few incidents like.... flame for mel rekindle?no lah...dun haf...hahaa.... thurs... got duty at booth... finish duty at booth first... then mi and kaisheng go to tpsu lounge to slack... b4 that i go buy stuff for pretraining one... then saw the canoepolo gers lor... they shopping... hahaa.... then er....ask them to come lounge walk walk lah... after short while they go back to pool liao... then i need to attend meeting liao... for minglers .... then after tat i go training..... then i go to friday lah... friday... no skool... its like the afternoon nth to do... so sian... somemore i slept all the way till 1 lor.... my father was like so shocked when he found mi walking out of my room at that time.... he ask mi if i got skool... then i sae dun haf lor.... buden,... i muz go back to skool for camp lah.... so go skool at abt 5 plus lor... go into skool nth to do sia... slack there for a while... until most of them come... we go eat dinner.... trena found out i had 13 hrs of sleep.... she was like.... hating mi...hahaa... cuz she only had 3 hrs of sleep... hhaaa... then ate at ang keong lor... no time liao mah... we rush back to sports complex... i got myself into hufflepuff.... when i wan to be in slythverin.... hahaa... but hufflepuff use to make cheer more easy lah...hahaa... did alot of things.... night walk and some games lah... then all the till 3.... had sucky supper at mensa 2 cuz the pao sux... other okie..... then they wan to gaze at stars .... but when they go sports comple i go slp cuz next day got training mah... the next day... wake up.... go brush teeth... and we start playing with the volleyball hahaaa.... in the dark somemore... cannot see the ball... then we haf to go do PT on the track... then after that... the main comms challenge us captain's ball.... which we lost lah... cuz i keep on playing like canoe polo style... hahaa.... then breakfast ready... we go eat lah... i not that hungry... so eat alittle only... then we play the bottle game.... after that got station games.... play halfway... i need to go training liao.... then come back from training... they finish lunch liao... they going to ALP haiz.... juz come back haf to play games liao... then then play stupid games somemore.... then after the games i haf to go liao... cannot play the final clash.... then kai very sad... sorry lah bro... really rushing liao... then i play abit volleyball b4 going lah... then bro's bday.. we go eat suki sushi.... no appetite to eat oso... eat very little... liddat lor.... then today... damn sian.... did nth,....until now lor.... tml got skool liao... tml then sae....hahaa... dunno do wad....
& our love goes round and round;
5:54 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
hahaa... so long nv update liao... since when ah? ystd mel's bday... so today 14th.... last update 5th ..... 10 days liao lor... hahaa... then now jasmine sae wanna read something new.... so write something new lor.... guess wad? there's no hotbabe in keat's life now!!!! aaahhh!!! incredible!!! hahaa... no lah... jk jk...
well, nth much happen for the 10 days excpt for chionging for diff stuffs lor.... presentation, quizes.... and wad else?... hmm... forget about it. today was our presentation. well, it went quite alright... most of us had fun dolling up ourselves ( no doubt the guys did.... okie? u all dun fake!!) hahaa....then oso had alittle fun during presenting.... minusing away all the anxiety and qns.... okie... well.... Q&A sux.... okie... esp. when u're particularly in AA13.... some should noe why lah.... its not that cannot ask or wad.... limits is the word!!! rite? after the presentation, we took alot of photos oso lah... first time wear until liddat mah...hahaa... okie... da jie sent mi her photos.... like abt 80 pics? hahaa... so vain!!! taking photos always reminds mi of my fav qn from GP.... " narcissism is unacceptable but vanity is..." discuss. why i like it... its the qn i won over the whole class by standing on the opposition.... with only 2 of us....hahaa!!! good rite?? hahaa.... this is narcissistic...hahaaa.... during the presentation... i kinda sneak out to buy batt cuz jasmine's cam no batt liao... AND ITS A GOOD TIME TO SNEAK OUT cuz dun haf to listen to arrogant stuff like wad candice suffered....hahaa... well, anyway, when i came back, juz in time for their Q&A... hahaa... they all ask mi why i took so long.... imagine being popular in your own skool... the moment u walk of your LT.... everyone starts to wave at you(mel) and ask you how's life(like jillian did).... well....WAD A WONDERFUL WORLD!!!... no lah... hahaa.... bot batts.... and a bar for carbo.... training.... that's why i got so much zeal during running.... hahaa... actually... that's all for now lah... not feeling well liao... juz now still wanna ..... do wad i oso forgot liao...hahaa.... go slp liao....buay
& our love goes round and round;
8:36 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
okie... how should i start off... well ystd... saturday wad... so its a fun day for mi cuz canoe polo and church... then ystd got an additional sub comm meeting... SO happy... can get into sub comm... think so..hehee... then at the meeting is the briefing for FUN camp lah... then we are the sub comms for the camp lah... muz design the stuff and all ... then i need to go to canoe polo liao... leave early... later then come back... so off to canoe polo... was late lah... and saw that some 'ppl' no priority oso using the dagger sia... nv mind... then erm... left 2 more daggers... one spoilt one okie one... chee wee was with mi... he used the spoilt one... unlucky sia.... then still got lester haben come.... the last one for him lor... i suay suay use combatt lor... oso okie lah... doesn't matter.... combatt still can use.... like they sae... malaysia team won with shotovers...hahaa... then training lor... trained the bow rudder and dribbling and recovery... that's when i've got prob... cuz some 'ppl' waste resources mah... then ah pek ask mi to use sprayskirt on combatt.... wad heck sia... the moment u put TP's sprayskirt on combatt it will drop out lor.... anyway.... i still pro mah... can do recovery with combatt...hahaa... anyway... after that... i didn't get to play any game lah... ALDWIN SU... U WATCH OUT!!!
then after that... need to rush back to sutd lounge for the meeting again, then meeting actually over liao... but need to write my duty roster down for registration booth... write down liao... go back to pool there to get the lab report... wanna do one... but comm lab CLOSED.... no choice cannot do.... then ask jasmine help mi do... then send to leong to print... only submitted today...
then after LATE lunch, went home to change then go church lah... then at church... i was seriously late... but got there b4 sermon... sermon quite okie... with money one...then after the church.... ERNEST XUE TEO WEI REN AND JIANG CHEN XI U ALL WATCH OUT....nv tok abt ALDWIN SU in front of mi again okie.... ernest juz trying to be man in front of joanne lah...haaa... who also noes that idiot lah....then went home straight lah... all of us are very hungry.... but i rech home no dinner... only soup... but the soup filled mi up lah...okie lah... yeah lah .... that's all for ystd lah....
oh shit still got today .... today... went Parkway Parade.... then ALOT OF HOT BABES LOR.... not that its alot... but alot walk past mi!!! there this one ger in an accessories shop... some kim look a like.... but more matured.... very chio....~ hot babe~.... then got a few more others i cannot rmb well.... but like.... wad's with seeing so many hot babes today? deow~.... makes moi eyes abit bz only.....hahaa.... then went home got one more hotbabe sitting in front of mi... her fren was reading a christian book on homosexuality....hahaa.... that's all liao... now muz go study SFP lah.... 4 sub topics okie~...hahaa...die liao....
& our love goes round and round;
7:59 AM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
okie... .juz come home from canoe polo... today damn stress... we ran close 4 km... woah lao... stress rite? then we somemore go upslope leh...ahaa... then water training quite okie... but i tio bruises on my calves.... legs oso quite fatigue... i long time nv have muscle fatigue liao... then now then haf muscle fatigue... damn sian lah... juz now juz reach the swimming complex hor... like... erm... 4+ 5 hor... i look around then got alot 'ppl'... not the usual amt... they are one whole bunch lah... then i chatted with the lifeguard lor... hahaa... the lifeguard jacqed mi... jasmine was there lah... putting iodine.... hahaa... so she heard everything lor...hahaa... then i go closer... the gers there lah... then see see....FOR A WHILE.... but then ... not very hot lah... so nvm... hahaa... then swim swim... then they go change i oso need to change for land training liao mah... then i sat there... then i realised... the bunch of gers... one of them is kai wei...hahaa... no wonder they walk out looking at mi.... then alot of ppl walk in... dun haf to name rite? all the DB gers lah... then kok there ask mi .... " u noe alot of ppl hor" ..... alot meh? hahaa....
PIPC die lah... sure fail lah... still got wad else? erm... tml... actually got dinner one... but no one going... so not going lor... then k box they cancelled so oso not going lor.... but still got AGM lah.... most prob going... cuz got time.... but see first lah...hahaa
& our love goes round and round;
8:09 AM
