Tuesday, October 12, 2004
okie... today... i dunno if today's my day or wad.... haiz... today... i wake up juz to think how's her day at work... she looks tired... haiz... anyway... i'm so forgetful today... one thing to show it... went to meet others at sports hall to play badminton... thot i forgot to bring my fone out with mi... sitting there stoning for a while... decided to go back home TO GET MY HANDPHONE... so i took my ezlink card from my bag... where everything is inside.... i walked a few courts away... b4 turning back to take my keys... without them, i cannot even enter the house... so i turn back... to take my keys...can't find it in the first place... scramble ard... heard it rattling under MY HANDPHONE... i continue to dig for it.... then.... wait!!... my fone's on my hand now.... starks... then i went back to stoning... haiz.... went to training...ran rather slow today... i'm such a slacker.... then first time wear wetsuit... then erm played 2 games today... the gers played 1 today... i was like cheering all the way... hehee... okie... maybe that's too exerggarating... but... yea... she almost score okie !! and yeah... my performance still sucks today... i think i cannot get into team liao... haiz... then after training,.. i was like... took out a coin... heads...15.... tails...23.... i flipped... heads... heads... the third one... it was standing upright in btw my hands... i flipped few more times... non end up in my hand... took a break... flip again... heads... heads.... i started to stress lor!! she's so far away... how am i gonna take the same bus as her.... then i tried to follow up.... she's not there liao... i flipped the coin again.... a double heads again.... wad on earth~!! i dunno why the heck i got so much heads lor... haiz... waited for the net bus for 15mins!! haiz... haiz...i wrote so much... so obvious.... but i doubt she will read my blog again...but i will still write something.... that's for her
erm...
i noe.... erm.... u may be shocked by my sudden change in attitude towards u....
cuz i cannot help myself...
from liking you more and more each day.....
your words had made a change in my life... really.... juz a few words....
to make mi realise wad is impt to mi....
yes.... probably... i am not anyone whom u like....
and ppl may sae my chances are slim....
or even negligible....
its diff to accept mi....
but i'm not buying it....
pls consider...
cuz i wan to be the one there to comfort you in your darkest moments...
and to share your joy in your everyday of your life....
cuz i wan every moment of your life to be your happiest...
this i promise you.....
maybe this may not be appropriate.... abd it may sound confusing and bits and pieces.... i dunno anyone wuld understand it
& our love goes round and round;
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