Thursday, November 04, 2004
okie.... still nth much to update today.... feeling quite quite down now.... but i got 2 songs that i like so much now.... its so so nice songs.... cuz it got mi enlighten this afternoon....
one being welcome to my life by simple plan.....
the other is the girl you used to know by rouge....
........... well dun ask why i sae that and why these 2 songs....
then today... got canoe polo training.... but heavy rain.... kinda suck today lah.... and got alot of scolding today lah.... today i got alot of attitude problem oso... the junior guys really muz wake up and improve ourselves... look into our mistakes.... dun reject any comments.....
and today.... got alot of thoughts lah.... had a wonderful dream last night.... *not that we being together... i swear* can't afford to think that way.... anyway... its so nice... i wish it was true....but today makes it so impossible.... !! hey i thot my dreams always true !! or only nightmares are true.... anyway.... its like.... everyone wish that they could put the past behind and hope for the future.... well.... i dun wan!!! i so wan the past to come back to mi.... cuz i so miss the past.... i hate the present.... and i can't see my future now.... i'm facing backwards.... i'm lost.... i'm scared.... i can't take it anymore.... but..... but.... i juz haf to put up with it.... cuz its not only mi on this world.... i haf to put consideration of the others..... esp her.....
i can't think anymore now.....
& our love goes round and round;
9:44 AM
