Thursday, December 30, 2004
well... wad can i sae... i feel like the suckiest person on earth... i'm a burden to the world... i nv do things rite... i juz hate myself... i dunno why can i do such foolish things.....
learning the truth is already a lame stuff to do... why muz i always learn the truth... and not live in the dark quietly...
on the verge of tears.....
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2004 is going to end... and yet... 2004 dun even noe mi yet.... thinking that it is a good year... no its not... its ending in the most sucky way....
anyway... wad's my pain compared to the tsunami rite?
haiz... dun really noe wad to sae... thot that a blog is meant to be a place to let out everything in my heart... but i juz bottle them up... haiz... tml i will not be at home... outside... i dunno if i will enjoy myself... or letting others enjoy....
anyway.... aiyah... signing off!!!
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8:22 AM
Monday, December 27, 2004
hahaa... okie... today abit terror abit fun... started out the day REAL BAD!! hahaa... got class at 8... i woke up at 7.50!!! again... then chiong to skool on cab lah... reach there.... sajini nv scold... got 3 of us late... first is xinyee.. then mi... then jas... hahaa.... 3 of us always late together one.... then start doing some lame shit stuff.... finish liao... nth to do... go com lab... do the survey finish liao... went to eat... then we went TM lah... then haiz... find no food... suck... went back to TM... went to get some stuff b4 rushing back to skool for FC lab.... reach there... tok tok... went in... all lethargic.... all dun bother to do things lor... wanna rest... then after lab... went for CSAS... then do alot of activities and tests today lah... then.... finish liao... mi and xinyee went to pilates class... okie lah... at least there's more guys as compared to kickboxing.... 2 to 1... hahaa... then after that went to meet clement to cut hair,,, hahaa,,, at west mall... mi cut hair only... he go highlight hair... then after see the colour... i call him ah beng sia... hahaa... and hor i like my new hair.... SO JAP!!!! i really look like a jap now!! ahah... jk jk !!!..... then went home lor... reach home 11+ haiz... now need to slp liao... cannot late for class any more!!!...
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8:22 AM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
hmm... today quite fun sia~... wait... i start from the morning first lah... early morning... woke up by my new alarm signal on my phone... damn noisy... then went to change and got out as soon as i can... reach there juz in time.... nv eat any breakfast.... was damn hungry... others went mac to eat then nv jio.... then we set off for NUS liao... reach there to find very little food!! wanna buy pao... only got 1 pao left... then juz buy lor... waited 9 freaking matches b4 i can play... and when i can play... my boat sank!!! like its only 2min into play... anyway... guys...u all did great!!! good job!!! then after that... everyone reward themselves with a drumstick....
then we all went back to TP lor... and throughout the whole morning... the stupid aldwin offended mi lor... i almost wanna hit him lor... kok wei stopped mi... then went to eat.... after eating we went to meet ray qi and joan at eastlink... then including mi and cheewee... we went orchard to look at the rash guard lah... quiksilver one and roxy one.. then we saw a few quite nice one... took photos of it and take down the code lor.... b4 that we went to find bel at the funfair... then she gave us 5 booklet to use... hahaa...then we sae we go find the stuff first b4 coming back.... after find rashguard... went to taka to eat... then i very sua ku.... like first time see christmas lightings liddat.... took photos....then reach taka liao... went to buy some cheese sausage.... then went yoshinoya eat... joan mixed kino and yoshinoya together... hahaa... then went to buy some gelare... cheewee went home liao.... after that we went back to the fun fair... saw bel's mum.... then her mum ask us to play the haunted house.... joan like very scared... hahaa... but all 4 went in together... see see then come out liao... hahahaa.... okie lah... then joan went home liao.... only left the 3 big guys with 50 bucks worth tiks... we went to play this music dance thing lah... it spun real fast lor!!! walk down headache... hahaa... went to play the viking ship.. hahaa... 3 of us shout until no voice liao.... hahaa... then after that end off with the last ride on the spinning thing lah.... fly until 90 degrees and 7 metres up leh.... hahaa... really wanna vomit liao... hahaa... then find bel last time b4 we go.... then we discuss abt when's the last time we actually play that...it was like 8-10 yrs.... haiz.... enjoyed alot today lah... fufilled HALF of my wishes lah....
tml got skool... muz go slp now.... nitezy....
PS: who saes guys can't shout when playing vikings!!! hahaa
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8:09 AM
Saturday, December 25, 2004
haiz... only left 2 more mins of christmas... nv expect it to end like this... where is christmas this year... i missed CCIS.... i forgot to go see the lightings at Orchard.... i had practically no serious christmas prezzies for this year... and... i spent my christmas... w/o the way i wan it to....
well... its 26th... i oso dun think i haf anymore things to update liao....
end off...."where's jesus this yr?"
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7:57 AM
Monday, December 20, 2004
haiz... its like... 4 more days to christmas!!! die!! am i really gonna spend my christmas eve alone? nv had ilor... i dun wan this yr to be the first lor... pls God!! pls.....
its like...things are starting to suck gradually now... i dun wan... can things be more smoother... be more on pace... okie okie... how abt juz for 3 days? 24 25 26? huh? can can? haiz.... no one's listening... i suppose....
well... like i said... i wanna try to ask her out... but its like... think its impossible now... now that... she's all these and all that... wadeva!! i dun even noe wad i'm toking abt!! i think no one will understand wad i'm toking abt!! haiz... somebody save mi!!!!
haiz... mind so blank... only can think of her... i so sucky she wun like mi..... and christmas... i wanna ask her out!!! can??!!... and chocolates... they are not done yet.... and NUS.... sucks... how am i gonna win the trust....
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7:20 AM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
haiz... a way to start out my blog isn't it? its not that i wanna sigh... but its inevitable... i really dun feel any good at all... and probably i bottling up my feelings and secrets... and not actually putting it out on the blog.... well... probably i should sae sorry to some ppl... anyway...
it sucks man!! i dun get it... its coming to christmas... and still... everyone's going out with someone... weiren, ernest, nicholas... all sure go out with their fifi, joan, and char... rite?? wad abt mi? wad the?? out of the 4 i'm the only one left leh!! it used to be only nicholas with char.... now its like... haiz... despo despo... but... sorry!! juz wanna feel.... whole~
haiz... i juz... blank mind... cannot think... juz that... i tok to her... mind blank blank... dunno wad to sae to her.... haiz... okie fine...
argh~... i like her... opps!! but it seems that results always the same... its juz like showing a positive result.... all the same one... juz that its defined as negative effects....
well... i can't sae anymore... so late liao... i'm tired... i dun wan to continue... prob next time...
sorry....
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7:20 AM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
haiz.... now in skool do nth... chao sian... muz wait until 3 for pipc lab... haiz... still got other ppl beside mi looking at mi writing blog... hahaa... haiz... damn tired lor... juz finish Bmic lab.... it sucks when haf to chiong to skool on cab... hmm... all thks to ystd man... ystd reach home abt 2+ haiz... stupid work... if not... i wun wake up late liao... start the whole story from ystd lah
ystd after skool rite... i chiong straight to work liao... reach there on time... the guys working oso.. didn't expt them to work cuz they sae rest until N lvl... got company lor.. hahaa.. then erm... today for the first time in my work history... whole raffles ballroom open for wedding... haizx.... big sia.... then somemore 1st course presentation at 9!!! can u believe it... means dessert at 11.30... woah kao!! haiz.... then stupid praba kept us until 1230... then can take transport home... reach home 2+ liao... PS: gurgkas are handsome ppl... so? but they can't work and are very sloppish ppl... haiz... anyway....
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juz came back from training to continur my blogging.. hmm... where was i... okie... i got scolding by my mum.... then today hor... if not for da jie's call... i will not even wake up for lessons... lesson start 11... i only wake up at 1040... haiz... reach skool in a cab... hahaa... said in earlier in the blog liao.. hahaa... i still wanna sae wad... i didn't noe chantel has a sista!! ahh.. hahaa... wad the??!!.. hehee... chantel rox man!! hahaa....anyway... tired... got lessons early morning... so.... tata!!
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10:27 PM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
today... started like wad... 8??!! went to interchange to take 69... long long long queue... how long? all the way to the mama shop... hahaa... but den lucky lah... saw kaiying... cut queue... then ros oso came... 3 of us late liao... then bus come damn late.... only portion of the queue can go in... we very lucky... hahaa... reach there.... late liao... went to the lecture level.... saw yeetin wan khoong and szehuey... waiting for candice... hahaa... she oso late... then we went in first lor... then audrey oso late... hahaa.... everyone late.. hehee... and hor.... XINYEE U ARE THE LATEST!!! hahaa....
afternoon... nth much... after lunch... rush back for lecture liao... then extra half hour break... went to settle the lunch thingy for tml... then went to jupiter to get some stuff b4 going back to lecture.... saw leo on the way back... finish lecture liao... still hungry... got some things from mobile... then everyone was complaining that the mobie increase price by 30%... hahaa... then somemore not nice liao... haiz... disappointed.... went to pipc with august... finish early....august was like shocked that i still got training...hahaa... chiong down to training.... juz on time... hahaa... normal stuff lor... today match... i damn sucky lah... cannot paddle fast at all... i still lacking on my weakness.... dunno when can i improve... like no improvement liddat.... haiz... anyway... its a 4 v 5.... tiring... went to eat at techno... hmm... went home quite late... cuz of the announcements.... now at home liao... haben do tut!!! hahaa... anyway... gtg now~! peace.... haiz... got personal stuff... dunno wanna sae nort... haiz.... flirty mi~... change so fast... dunno when come next one.... haiz... hehee... but.... she's so nice.... and... come what may..... hahaa... my vision for life~
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8:34 AM
Monday, December 13, 2004
woah... so long nv blog liao... make my blog seem so plain and old... hahaa.. now got blog liao... hehee... hmm... lemme see... where should i start... okie... erm the last time i updated was 25th of nov... now 13th of dec... hmm... 18days... woah... okie lor... its abt 2 weeks of hols and 1 week of skool lor... hehee... was working during hols... missed some trainings... will try to catch up with the trainings as much as i can.... hmm... work work work... but pay still as low... so haiz... i'm still tight on cash... anyway.... let's not tok abt it... hmm...
skool starts a week ago... still not used to it... hmm.... cuz very tired... then nth much happened lah.... i went a few places lah.. cuz free mah... then... fell sick lor... but better liao.... hmm.... nth much lor.... i got nth much to sae liao lor... cuz.... 18days leh!!! cannot rmb much... excpt for a few occasions... too shy to sae lah~... hahaa.. wan can ask mi in private... hahaa... sign out....
PS: today went to TPSU GL briefing... decided to join GL instead of sub comm.....
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7:55 AM
