Sunday, December 19, 2004
haiz... a way to start out my blog isn't it? its not that i wanna sigh... but its inevitable... i really dun feel any good at all... and probably i bottling up my feelings and secrets... and not actually putting it out on the blog.... well... probably i should sae sorry to some ppl... anyway...
it sucks man!! i dun get it... its coming to christmas... and still... everyone's going out with someone... weiren, ernest, nicholas... all sure go out with their fifi, joan, and char... rite?? wad abt mi? wad the?? out of the 4 i'm the only one left leh!! it used to be only nicholas with char.... now its like... haiz... despo despo... but... sorry!! juz wanna feel.... whole~
haiz... i juz... blank mind... cannot think... juz that... i tok to her... mind blank blank... dunno wad to sae to her.... haiz... okie fine...
argh~... i like her... opps!! but it seems that results always the same... its juz like showing a positive result.... all the same one... juz that its defined as negative effects....
well... i can't sae anymore... so late liao... i'm tired... i dun wan to continue... prob next time...
sorry....
& our love goes round and round;
7:20 AM