Saturday, January 22, 2005
okie... today early morning wokeup by mum to go wash face... then go out to go red star lah... mum go bring grandma go... then went there... very little ppl.. hahaa.. good... can find good space... and RED STAR ROX!!! hahaa... the food all so nice... still the best dim sum in singapore... hahaa... eat until so full.. hahaa.... then godsis come... we all finish liao then they come... hahaa...
then i rush back to skool for the i-guides stuff... okie lor... started out with TP mass dance... the tradition and pride of temasek polytechnic!! hahaa.... shortly after that i leave liao... scared i late... hahaa... so i chiong all the way to SP for the game... reach there juz on time... hmm.... then we change liao... practice abit... my shoulder do still hurt abit... but alright... but its wad that cost us the game lah... hmm... my shots are like chicken lor....
during the game... i was like so so gan cheong... i freak out the moment the game starts... i was like... i ought to get scolded by albert lah... my ball handling sucks like hell... i missed the ball and almost let the opponent fastbreak.... it was only luck that the ball went out... then i missed alot of freaking balls lor... haiz... play until golden goal oso no goal went in... finally play till the penalty shootout... and we won!!! yeah!! i am very happy with today's team!! hahaa.... but still not good enough... come to think that we're playing with SPD... haiz... mi still no confidence... and that tml got more ppl... dunno i still can play nort....
erm... hmm... i was like hoping if some miracles will really happen today... but... aiyah... thinking abt the impossible... hahaa... none of them happened... hahaa... erm.... 'if tml... haiz... hahaa... forget abt it... dun sae....
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6:38 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
hmm... today hari raya haji... morning wake up damn early to pei mum to eat breakfast... dunno where to eat... then go parkway parade to eat crystal jade dim sum... very not the nice... then go jalan jalan awhile around parkway... until noon... cannot find the stuff my mum wants... decide to go all the way to causeway point... took 966... then at causeway point metro found the stuff... we bot liao... then go find food to eat... at swensen's after that went back home on 168 liao... damn tired....
then at home... i watched spy kids!!! hahaa... its funnie lor... AMI oso... damn stupid... hahaa... anyway.... tok abt tml lor....
tml haf to bring moi grandma go red star eat dim sum (again... so typical yum cha family.... today i was still luffing at typical over-40 balding hongkie father stereotype... hahaa) then after that need to report to school for i-guides workshop... then need to rush to SP for SRRR.... game at 4 pm... haiz... will sure be tired lor....
dunno wad sunday i doing lah... but monday early morning is camp liao.... means i need to find time to study... gambatte!! hahaa....
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9:40 AM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
haiz... juz now watch finish soccer match... do csas until now.... do until like siao~... damn cock up lah... then b4 that... i came back from SRRR... liddat lor... experience lah... hahaa.... so tired liao... then realise need to blog... haiz~~.... hahaa...
tml got csas1 term test... damn jialat... haiz.. wanna die ah!!! juz finish doing the stupid learning journal lor... then i haben study lor... die die...
hmm... today.... really damn freaking tired.... kinda injured my left shoulder abit... but nth much lah... abit then okie liao.... only if none of the bastards go ka jiao it lah... typical of them one... only noe how to sae ppl weak.... wadeva....
wad i wanna update ah... i forgot liao... hmm....
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dun get it? nvm....
its not meant to be read by u... anyway...
oh yeah... an update to last night's blog... i forgot to write something... erm... jasmine ho jia hui!!! how many times i said liao... i wun like the 'her' whom we were saw and were toking abt ystd... trust mi... for AT LEAST ONCE... huh?? then next time dun scold mi liao... later i low self esteem... hahaa... LOLX... jk jk... hmm... moreover... we were only aqquaintance!! hahaa... wad else? i'm a changed man now... hehee... gotta trust mi ger~
and sista~... dun sound so disheartened like u did this afternoon... there's always 2006 and 2007.... wad's done is done... all gaf in wad they should and they could at that point of time... cheerie okie??
that's all....
& our love goes round and round;
7:12 AM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
today is the 1st day of SRRR... sucks man!! not that the gameplay suck or wad... is i today cannot play!!! so sad... i last min got eye infection... haiz... that really sucks lor... juz becuz of a sickening eye... cannot go into the pool.... then cannot play... haiz... sucks man.... then all sae my vision minus 5.... i think minus 8 liao lor... swollen until cover eyeball... hahaa... but TPC play very very well today... esp. for the 1st game... against the rookies... eh.... national team leh~... hahaa.... if got mi... i think the game will be very jialat... hahaa.....
erm.... then hmm... only get to sit there throughout the day lor... then look look ard.... then suddenly allie turned around and gaf a shocked when she saw behind mi... then i was like... huh?? i thot its like her sis or wad lah... then i turn behind... i go the shock of my life.... actually... day.... hahaa... turn behind and saw chantel.. hahaa.. i was like... jaw drop... then mi try to recover from my shock... then she kind enuff to sae hello... so i oso return my greetings lor... hahaa... then hmm... its actually jennifer, her fren come see bf play... in SPD one... hahaa...
after that we had lunch outside pool... initially wan eat KFC... but so early close liao... left with pizza hut... then share with meizhen eu and des the reg pan pizza...then the auntie gaf us alot of free stuff... hahaa... eat finish... go in... then i go home liao....
hmm... that's all lah... dun tok so much lah... muz sleep early.... tml muz report early.... nitezy!!!
& our love goes round and round;
7:00 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
hmm... today start out by going to TM to buy stuff lah... went up to 4th level cuz clement wanna play arcade... i see no time wanna go buy the cake... then da jie call mi... then saw where she was calling mi from... meet them.... they bot a skirt for eileen....then i saw ade's new hairstyle.... very nice... i told her look very young... (ade... my definition of young and matured diff from others one... hahaa) then they wan us to buy a appropriate pair of shoes for her... cuz not match... then bot liao... went to buy some food eat....
i rush to buy cake go back to skool celebrate... after that we go lesson... after that everything was fine... went to the bus stop at east gate... haiz... nv noe things still go that way... went to swensen's to eat anyway.... cuz eileen got free mah.... hahaa... then all of us shared an earthquake.... after that got one very special presentation... hahaa.... by jianhong... hehee... hmmm....
afterthat we went to TM... wanna hang out there for the rest of the time.... at 77th street... cuz da jie wanna go find her cousin...went to charles and keith after that charbohs wan see shoes.... see finish go home....
then hmm... of course... the host need to be escort back home... mi and azuan saw them... hehee...
haiz... 2 more days... i'm still not prepared.... i wanna relax and face the things.... but i'm running away... i'm not facing it...
& our love goes round and round;
7:23 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
haiz... long time nv update the blog liao... and then for another long time will not update... need to study for term test... cannot afford to fail... hmm... alot of things coming up... SRRR... my spirit still not there.... i dunno can play not.... for sure i will warm the bench.... hehee... then erm... I guilds... oso another stressful one... hmm... need to juggle btw the 2 lah.... next is GLTC liao... oso... in btw... i need to do all these stuff... abit stressed out now..... well.... for mi... usually is can complete it one..... but.....
things are different lately... mood is very very low nowadays... hmm... i oso getting stressed out nowadays.... i dunno how to relax... i get tensed at things... i get anxious when pressured.... hmm... i oso gif myself unneccesary problems....
Someone.... help mi.... haiz....
& our love goes round and round;
5:42 AM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
hmm... okie... kinda thot over wad i wanna write on the blog juz now on the bus ride home.... i really thot over all those stuff that i wanna write now...thou i forgot parts of it.. cuz it seems to be the most shameless thing or the most wadeva thing ... juz sorry guys....
well... last week was one of my most dreaded week.... i really really nv expect to end 2004 liddat... that whole week i really start to hate myself... i dunno wad to do... christmas wasn't wad i see it to be.... i was so sad that my christmas was liddat... i hated it... so much~... although i enjoyed my boxing day... it was only for one day.... well... hmm... then go back to skool... was painful... i wasn't doing well in cp... well... strange was thots of taking steroids went thru my mind... suck it!... anyway... the week got worser and worser lah... i start to heck it lah....
all the way until new year's eve... then i can be happy again... cuz i found wad i wan... but oso... it did not last long enuff...
okie...
i'm losing my train of thots....
wadeva~~>><<.....
think enuff liao... very tired....
end off with something... today... my frens walked away from mi when i got the most dreaded scene.... did they even saw what was happening... at that very moment... i got stuck~... lights went out... in my heart... lifeless... jaded....
& our love goes round and round;
8:22 AM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
ppl complain my blog long~... as if its THEIR blog~.... aiyah... long dun read lah~... oso not meant for ppl who mind to read one.... har... still can accuse mi of writing something that's not there... very very tired today...the quizes seriously suck lah... use up too much of my energy... my frens suck lah... always wanna deny... then make mi repeat... haiz... take flight oso wrong~
haiz... tiring to be the good guy u noe.....
SRRR coming liao... my fire so so so weak... my body as weak as my spirit... due to all the injuries... then ppl still can go worsen it... thks lor.... i haf nth to sae liao man!!.... clash with term test.... pray i can pass......\
nth else liao.... bye bye!!
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8:38 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
today is 2/1/2005... time flies man... 2004's done.. packed up and gone... but i'm not done with 2004... nvm... wad's gone is gone..and yeah... gone means gone... lost everything juz b4 the year ended....
the week's been not very nice.. as u can see from the previous blogs... yeah... one saddest thing is i lost one of my life support... my favourite stuff.. my choker... i can't live without my choker... haiz... how can this be... then i lost my interest in alot of stuff liao.. haiz.. dun sae wad stuff... i really really hope i can recover my interest...
then oso... erm... this one not lost lah... this one.. i oso dunno how to describe... juz that i regretted evrything i've done lor... if i haf not gaf her those stuff... everything will still remain as normal... everyone saes i'm too rush... too hasty.... aiyah... anyway... its still the same if i giff sooner or later... cause... result's still the same... that's the truth... well... now... really like losing something... i think i'm losing a fren liao... or rather someone to tok to...
i nv spend any time to reflect over 2004... neither did i think about wad's ahead in 2005... no new year resolution... they suck...
the year 2003... i put alot of hope on 2004... indeed... the starting was sweet... nice... memorable... it ended off with the worst month i could ever rmb.....
well....
okie lah.. dun all sad sad stuff... i'm now down with a viro-illness lah... irritating nose and mouth... itchy itchy... whole body now very weak... cannot go anywhere oso... the whole face swelling... hmm.... pain~
tml got quiz.. day after got quiz... hmm... wadeva....
anyway...i spent my last few hrs of 2004 in church... or in pasir ris lah... cuz after church went to park for canoe polo bbq stuff.... well... kinda enjoy it... initially... nv expect much from that night... i thot juz go church then go bbq then no more... but step into church... my mind 'peace' out!... had some dinner... watchnight always liddat one lah... got games dinner then service... then left halfway to to go to the bbq.... went there again got good food to eat again... then we played alot of stuff... but the most enjoyable part is the present exchange part... very fun... cuz got very funny present come out... but come to tok abt present... bring back damn sad memories... come to think of it... i dunno wad happened to those stuff now... haiz... i think they are not call present liao... dunno wad they become now....
the last time i gaf something liddat... was to joce... well... months after.... mei mei ask her where is it.... she dumped it away... well... kinda like.... normal reaction... nvm... so... i would expect the same reaction...
very tired... need to rest... haiz....
& our love goes round and round;
1:36 AM
