Sunday, January 02, 2005
today is 2/1/2005... time flies man... 2004's done.. packed up and gone... but i'm not done with 2004... nvm... wad's gone is gone..and yeah... gone means gone... lost everything juz b4 the year ended....
the week's been not very nice.. as u can see from the previous blogs... yeah... one saddest thing is i lost one of my life support... my favourite stuff.. my choker... i can't live without my choker... haiz... how can this be... then i lost my interest in alot of stuff liao.. haiz.. dun sae wad stuff... i really really hope i can recover my interest...
then oso... erm... this one not lost lah... this one.. i oso dunno how to describe... juz that i regretted evrything i've done lor... if i haf not gaf her those stuff... everything will still remain as normal... everyone saes i'm too rush... too hasty.... aiyah... anyway... its still the same if i giff sooner or later... cause... result's still the same... that's the truth... well... now... really like losing something... i think i'm losing a fren liao... or rather someone to tok to...
i nv spend any time to reflect over 2004... neither did i think about wad's ahead in 2005... no new year resolution... they suck...
the year 2003... i put alot of hope on 2004... indeed... the starting was sweet... nice... memorable... it ended off with the worst month i could ever rmb.....
well....
okie lah.. dun all sad sad stuff... i'm now down with a viro-illness lah... irritating nose and mouth... itchy itchy... whole body now very weak... cannot go anywhere oso... the whole face swelling... hmm.... pain~
tml got quiz.. day after got quiz... hmm... wadeva....
anyway...i spent my last few hrs of 2004 in church... or in pasir ris lah... cuz after church went to park for canoe polo bbq stuff.... well... kinda enjoy it... initially... nv expect much from that night... i thot juz go church then go bbq then no more... but step into church... my mind 'peace' out!... had some dinner... watchnight always liddat one lah... got games dinner then service... then left halfway to to go to the bbq.... went there again got good food to eat again... then we played alot of stuff... but the most enjoyable part is the present exchange part... very fun... cuz got very funny present come out... but come to tok abt present... bring back damn sad memories... come to think of it... i dunno wad happened to those stuff now... haiz... i think they are not call present liao... dunno wad they become now....
the last time i gaf something liddat... was to joce... well... months after.... mei mei ask her where is it.... she dumped it away... well... kinda like.... normal reaction... nvm... so... i would expect the same reaction...
very tired... need to rest... haiz....
& our love goes round and round;
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