Wednesday, January 05, 2005
hmm... okie... kinda thot over wad i wanna write on the blog juz now on the bus ride home.... i really thot over all those stuff that i wanna write now...thou i forgot parts of it.. cuz it seems to be the most shameless thing or the most wadeva thing ... juz sorry guys....
well... last week was one of my most dreaded week.... i really really nv expect to end 2004 liddat... that whole week i really start to hate myself... i dunno wad to do... christmas wasn't wad i see it to be.... i was so sad that my christmas was liddat... i hated it... so much~... although i enjoyed my boxing day... it was only for one day.... well... hmm... then go back to skool... was painful... i wasn't doing well in cp... well... strange was thots of taking steroids went thru my mind... suck it!... anyway... the week got worser and worser lah... i start to heck it lah....
all the way until new year's eve... then i can be happy again... cuz i found wad i wan... but oso... it did not last long enuff...
okie...
i'm losing my train of thots....
wadeva~~>><<.....
think enuff liao... very tired....
end off with something... today... my frens walked away from mi when i got the most dreaded scene.... did they even saw what was happening... at that very moment... i got stuck~... lights went out... in my heart... lifeless... jaded....
& our love goes round and round;
8:22 AM
