Sunday, February 06, 2005
erm... its been 2 weeks since i last blogged... counted quite long liao.... hahaa... erm... i had nth much to blogged actually... although things had been happening over the past weeks... well it all only end up that i worn out by all those stuff lah.... well... actually had nth much to sae abt the hols... cuz it sucks... had a camp... noe more ppl... being a GL... fancy having a test during hols... went to a stupid supermarket tour... more trainings... i guide's BOL seminar... i nv had any rest for my hols... everyday i come back to skool... none of the days i was able to go out to relax....
skool term starts... tension and anxiety juz build up volunteerily.... i had been wooried abt failing badly again... after wad happened last sem and how i fared the test to be lah... i was like thinking i would fail like freaking hell bad... when like got the pass/fail results on wed... i almost break down... i almost can't move and almost puke lah... sucks...
fri... i finally found a day to buy all my clothes... bot some thou... i didn't noe cny was approaching fast like hell... how i hope i could take a rest juz b4 cny.... i can't find one.... troubles juz build up in mi sia...
i really need a rest.... maybe not physically... i dun ask much... prob juz mentally... i juz can't think properly... neurons go havoc in my brain lah... that's oso why i nv blog for so long... actually.. i dunno wad to do to correct it... i oso dunno wad words to sae now.... haiz... taking a deep breathe didn't even help man~...
& our love goes round and round;
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