Sunday, January 27, 2008
hey hey.... its sunday night.... 12.12am... hmm... tml still got training leh... haiz... sian... 8.30 muz reach HTA.... from bedok to cck leh!!... but dun complain... at least dun haf to walk in today... anyway... like to blog on some stuff b4 i go sleep....
Thursday 24 Jan
hmm... actually organised an outing for a surprise eileen's bday party.... hahaa... no one noe... except for ade... who actually forgot oso.... power rite? they thot actually juz a dinner outing... but actually plan it becuz eileen's bday gathering was delayed for 2 straight weeks.... think tt liddat really upset her... personally feel disappointed for her... so decide to call everyone out in the evening for dinner.... @ MOF.... b4 that... went to meet the 47 guys, maniam @ sim lim cuz he wanna buy hard drive... then suppose to meet 1pm leh... everyone... but power... nvm... maniam sae meet me in sim lim @ 12.15.... come at 1pm... 45min late... we settle everything @ bugis le... we went to somerset.... so on the surface we're late rite?... well.... went there... twiggy arrived first... then yong.... the list ends there.... hahaa... well... the rest were still @ home at 1.45pm... hahaa....while waiting for them.... went shopping at heerens and cine shop shop.... went to levis to buy a pair of jeans.... bot 509.... intended to buy 501... but too loose.... find the skinnies quite cool.... but mud looking... hahaa.... then finallt kar hian, wan and fir come.... hahaa.... went to watch The Mist..... damn nice damn cool damn fantastic.... and damn irritating..... hahaa.... when Mrs Carmody died.... everyone in the cinema clapped... hahaaa... tt's the only spoiler i gonna give on how irritating it is.... hahaa... after tt i left them to go meet ade and eileen @ bugis... then the rest start strolling in... had dinner.... went to buy cake secretly.... no one noe... hehee... i abit cheeky i noe.... then manage to surprise eileen with the cake lor... then after that... .cuz everyone tired... all worked the whole day le... except for me.... so decide to go home lor... then there's some things tt made me quite upset and quite heart shattering la.... i tried to control myself le.... shouldn't make myself so obvious.... haiz... tt day actually ended with an heartache and a wet pillow lor... not my drool hor....
Friday 25 Jan
went for posting @ HTA.... hahaa... waited a while for the rest @ cck... then we went back to HTA.... no more T pass!!! hahaa... then went to posting... met the OIC... think temporary one la.... he is SSI2 Chia... same surname... hahaa... i call him Tung no.2.... although he higher rank than Tung... he got the exactly same story and attitude as Tung... tt's why.... hahaa... went to Bedok HQ.... found out like those ppl i asked.... only me stay in Bedok... hahaa... shiok.... then eat lunch... find mom @ her workplace...then went back to play pool... SSI2 Chia came along to play with me.... stress ah!!!.... i like dun wanna live liddat leh... i go win him.... die liao die liao... then go back... most of the time.... do nth lor... then we try asking him qns abt our posting lor... then really... he shoot me... hahaa... friendly friendly one lor.... nice guy for first impression... hahaa... then after tt go off @ 5plus... went home.... try jio-ing ppl for mahjong.... cannot.... finally manage to jio wei xiang... go clubbing... then i forgot to ask him go which one... stupid... rush to MOS.... then i reach funan then rmb to ask him... hahaa... they on their way to phuture... haiz... took 195 rush down... hahaa.... reach there.... no food!! aiyoh... forgot to eat dinner leh... only got 1 hotdog stand there.... eat lor.... then went in.... $30 leh!!!.... sian.... my budget was $15 only... MOS mah... then went in.... drinks oso ex!! haiz... had those cheap cheap drink.... not nice somemore... then took photos.... 1st person we saw find very familiar... stupid thing is... i still kidding kidding tell weixiang... tt person look like FI fauzi leh... like so difficult to find a person's look a like... hahaa.... then weixiang shoot me.... sae tt 1 is REALLY FI fauzi... hahaa... i stunned for a moment....weixiang dared me to sae hi... hahaa.... cont dancing.... saw MR chia kok wei.... obviously ABC-ing there... hahaa... (Alligator-Buaya-Crocodile) then saw the Beins sisters... hahaa... chantel and rochelle la... with their cousin natasha... from new zealand.... then cont dancing with wei xiang and frens.... suddenly saw 1 guy.... ADAM HARRIS LEE.... sian..... tt stupid guy oso noe how to club meh.... come to this kind of place oso wanna act big f**K leh..somemore manage to recognise us....haiz.... sian one la.... dance for awhile... hop ard with the sisters and weixiang.... weixiang and frens left early... so stayed with the sisters.... until 5?.... 1st visit to phuture?... fine... very squeezy.... prefer MOS.... went home with them... same street mah... convenient hor... hahaa...
yawns.... i'm still at friday ah?? sian.... think rest first.... tml then cont blogging... good night!!!
& our love goes round and round;
8:12 AM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Howdy!!
juz came back from my KL trip!! woohoo! was fun man...kinda go relax myself b4 stressing myself up for more challenges ahead...juz needa blog on wad actually happened for the last 3 days b4 i go to slp... actually only had less than 12 hrs of slp since saturday.... yawn!!... issit?... wait... didn't slp on sat,slpt 4 on sun,didn't slp on mon either,slpt on the bus,slpt abit on tue... ya... ard there la... hahaa....
Monday 21.1.08
went back to HTA to do full de-kitting.... got into PIC @ G division... hmm... slack job... went to see tung... he actually told everyone that abt my reccommendation.... tt's the stress part... dunno if the HQ actually willing to take me in not.... haiz... stress!!! then, was delayed in going back home cuz of ryan chan zhen liang nv cut his hair... then went to meet my mum for lunch @ causeway point... met ming rui there.... anw... mum brot baby esther along... hehee... then after lunch, mum went back to woodlands i rushed back to home to pack bag.... was freaking late lor... becuz of the hair cutting thingy.... haf to take cab down somemore... haiz.... meet up with william and mud@ kranji ....then after that reach there, we took the yellow bus ( Causeway Link ) to Larkin.... reach there haben even step into the terminal, we alrdy bot the tickets le... hahaa... fast right... 7pm bus.... then we took the bus all the way to a place we thot is KL... cuz everyone blur... and then broken telephone... then 2 of kip insisting this is KL this is KL.... then i see see... this is seremban leh... then they ony realise its not KL when we ask someone... hahaa... nvm... stayed in seremban for a night by doing havoc things... like walking ard quiet streets and eating mee goreng and playing snooker @ 1am in the morning... and end it off by playing dota till 4plus... hahaa... after we went back to the bus terminal to get tickets to KL.... then board the bus... confirm reach KL then we alight... hahaa... alighted at central market... it was still dawn when we alighted......
Tuesday 22.01.08
6am in the morning... reach there... of course first thing to do in a last minute trip.... is to go find a hotel.... william and mud had juz found a new hobby.... call HOTEL-HOPPING... hahaa... so funny... @ first we were lost... then we decide to start out from pudu raya... since that's like the hub of KL buses... manage to find pudu raya... then we decide to go find hotel 'novo' as told by mud's bro.... nothing in sight... so we decide to go to the nearest hotel to ask for a room and a map... but the hotel seemed so grand... we thot it was like expensive but eventually found out it was affordable...but didn't stay there lor....
then we follow the map to find more hotels... cuz 'novo' is not listed in the map i got... so we walked towards an area with a hotel which is call novotel... but that's like a high end hotel wad.... anyway... we reach bukit bintang... we saw not only a few hotels.... but alot of hotels!!! that's how the duo's hobby stirs up... hahaa.... so we actually hotel hop for whole 2 hours... hahaa... but actually settling with a hotel named corona inn..... then after that we showered and change into comfortable clothings... with our well-planned route... (pic to be posted later)... and then we left hotel @ 10am.... then we went to nearby shopping malls to walk lor... BB plaza,Sungei Wang,Lot 10,Starhill, Pavilion which is a newest and coolest place in KL hahaa.... had carl's Jr there.... then we go to Berjaya Times Square to walk.... mud forced me to take the stupid roller coaster.... TWICE!!!!>.... william chickened out.... then after that we went to petaling street.... cool place!! hahaa.. but the shops closing early... b4 polis come raid for piracy... the red light destrict oso near there...hehee...of coz nv go la... hahaa.. then we went to central market... walk walk... b4 taking train to KLCC.... Petronas Twin Tower!!! hahaa... finally see the real thing... hehee... so big.... had secret recipe and a&w there... b4 heading back to hotel to shower....
head out of hotel @ 10 again to catch a movie at the pavilion... watched Cloverfield.... i find it okie... but they find it stupid and waste of money.... dunno??... hahaa.... wadeva.... went back to hotel rest....
Wednesday Today 23.01.08
woke up... the other 2 pigs reluctant to wake up... went down to hotel's cafe for breakfast.... after that pack up change and check out to go to pudu raya.... time to go home... had lunch @ a nearby pudu raya's kopitiam... had mee and nasi goreng and roti canai.... teh tarik..... nice nice... then bot dunkin donuts for mom and rest!! hahaa... will pass it to them tml.... hahaa... then tried to board the bus... but there's some stupid misplanning... then eventually juz gif in as long as we reach Spore... then reach Spore.... home sweet home....
hmm... the trip did gif me a time to step away from all my problems... of cuz the problems are still ard... and i wun leave them unsolved.... but there's some things still stick with me whereever i go.... even when i'm in KL.... i means things like dejavous.....memories.... and even thoughts like ' wish u were here' and 'hope i can bring u here on the next trip'.... really hope that things can turn out well for me.... i pray....
wishing for u....
& our love goes round and round;
8:57 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
HAIZ>>> SO TIREDDDD!!!!.... wanna slp le... but think blog first...
hmm finally come back home le... from this 2 days of havoc and etc.... saturday morning wake up to accompany mom for breakfast b4 going off to meet some ppl @ vivocity.... hmm(reminisence)... to go sentosa lor...hmm(reminisence)... meet fir,william,yong,twiggy,kenny,xun @ there to go siloso... plan to sun tan but no sun.... irony is... all of us had too much sun tan for past 2 weeks le... except for kenny la... cgk!... ystd juz to go even out the tan only la.... hahaa... played frisbee and volleyball until damn tired... then there's a pre planned thing... there's a clubbing session in the night... fir,kenny,me discussed wanna go not... in the end oso go... hahaa b4 leaving sentosa it rain-ed... awhile only... then we bath and go to eat pasta mania... after that we went to vivo to walk...hmm(reminisence)... then chiong home to change and come out... cuz we oso abit budget wad... hahaa... muz catch the early bird ticket... hahaa... 15 only but 1 drink.... then meeting mingsen oso and wei xiang with 2 of his frens.... then went in and out juz to get drinks.... bo liao... hahaa.. then went to mac to grab a bite... there was fireworks @ chinatown then saw abit lor... i kpo mah... after that went back to MOS.... guys NV BUY DBL CHEZBURGER MEAL!!! cheat $$ one... then after tt club until 2 the guys wanna go le... boohoo... left me and weixiang and his 2 frens.... until 4plus then go home.... after that reach home 6 then get into bed..... 8 plus wake up.... help mom with baby ruth's full month's stuff b4 going to woodlands.... get to see my 2 cute nieces is my only purpose of going to woodlands.... hahaa... baby esther was sick... but abit only la.... the mother wayang until like wad liddat.... then i eat abit i faster siam.... go meet clement and gerald.... went walk walk... then to central eat ramen.... full~.... after that go home lor.... PS we walked from orchard wisma to central... and both of them did't scold me... hahaa...
hmm.... some reminisence thingy abt vivo and sentosa.... was actually due to a period of time.... which falls between late april or early may to juz before june..... prob late may... becuz... that period was actually the most happiest... most remembrance... most lovely.... most unforgetable... most treasured period of mid-2007.... can nv forget the times @ vivocity and sentosa.... every footsteps that had been left there... still can be seen thru my teary eyes.... haiz... regretz.... things juz haf to be different now.... how can i haf the power to make things back to wad i wanted? someone pls tell me....
hmm... juz a few words for gerald.... i noe u dun mind me breaking this news in my blog.... i noe ur break up isn't very good feeling at all.... mine wasn't too... in fact... you noe.... i mean... juz try to take it in ur stride... think that really wad i said juz now abt wad ger for u? true-hearted advice.... but juz hope that u dun make the problems revolve ard u.... nth will happen.... if u think there's a change need to be made... change it go ahead.... u juz haf to make things happen... if u think u need a new gf... if that's wad u wan...go ahead.... dun forget u haf a bunch of good buddies supporting u... and of cuz believe in urself.... worked in the ppl ard me... and i'm glad for them.... i wan to do the same for u.....k? make things happen....
& our love goes round and round;
7:44 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
hmm.... finally POP parade over le... ha... feeling supposed to be gr8t... but i wasn't at all... i mean... not that i'm blaming anyone or anything... juz not happy lor... but tt's juz personal feelings la... of cuz betta not implicate on my squadmates lor... come back home complain to myself can le...
haiz... i mean.... cannot force things to go my way mah... but i believe i still can confess my true feeling on the blog rite?... Frankly speaking, i can't be any sadder than tt moment... the feeling of wasn't able to ask her come see me doing something JAI.... the feeling of the moment of pride and honour yet she wasn't there to see.... the feeling of unable to let her see the confidence and the change that had happened in me.... i tried to do everything i can to change myself from the person i regretted being to the person i wish she can see and smile @.... to sae that i'm the one to spend the rest of her life with.... again....i really wish
frens may think i'm stubborn and stupid.... but it is the xing fu i wanna pursue... she is the ger i can't afford to lose... the ger that is too good to be true.... the one and only ger that can put a smile in my life.... the one that i wanna take care of the rest of my life... the one that i can't resist holding her close to me and nv let her go.... it is a decision that i persist... i mark my words....
this confession oso abit too candid... too detailed le...
but 1 of the days i still haf to sae it out one...
& our love goes round and round;
8:52 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
hmm.... its 18th Jan 2008.... 12.03am.... 1st hour of the day i'm passing out from HTA... hmm... elations of coz... but covered with disappointments too... no corporal rank... no posting.... not really grand thing.... no tip top condition... very bad flu.... or dunno wad is it.... and most disappointing is... wasn't able to fufill my dream.... tt's too bad... can't force things to happen... juz can make them happen only...
haiz... wasn't able to make it happen though... through quite a series of attempts.... but things aren't going my way... haf to respect it... sad though... but its an obligation... there's always other chances rite?... juz believe in myself.....
that i can make things happen!!!! anyway... tired and sick.... wad to do?? still muz march.... today abit suay lor... hmm... cuz last night in HTA la... then this morning SI Desmond showed up in the coy.... juz becuz he found someONE.... SHIT in the BASIN!!! hahaa... nvm.... each squad volunteer 1 guy.... stupidly.... i raised my hand.... went to wash it away.... disgusting... almost puke.... cannot even eat lunch ah...
but rest of the thing was okie lor.... the hot weather like make alot of ppl fustrated ah... i betta not touch anyone ah... later get scolded.... hahaa
LAST DAY AT HOME TEAM ACADEMY!!!! HOORAY!!! POP OHHHHHH!!!
& our love goes round and round;
8:02 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
juz wanna release some fury in me... so erm... ppl dun haf to bother wad i'm saying okie??
WATCH OUT!!! ONE OF THOSE
FAT, ROUNDED FACED BESPECTACLED,HORNY LOOKING, DESPICABLE, OILY HAIRED,
OLD GUY!!!! u noe who u are!! betta not let me see u coz u had juz met a wrong match....
but ya... ur match is a loser.... tt's me...
but i will fight...
& our love goes round and round;
8:26 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Hmm... .juz came back from ivan surprise birthday party... hahaa... ppl old le... anw jean had did a very impressive job on it... very initiative and thoughtful... hahaa... happy for ivan ah... got such a gd girlfren... so obviously it was gr8t in a way it wasn't boring la... did a surprise cake cutting @ TP after open hse... then me and sinee went to TM to get a gift for him and then meet up with jenna to go to katong.... waited for bus 10 very long.... so was ABIT late la... hahaa... had nice nice food.... IVAN'S TREAT!!!! THKS BRO!!! : )
then there was quite a no. of us... like ivan, jean, jean's fren, yanning, me, jenna,sinee, OCT tan, joe & gf.... the 4 of them went home early.... BOO....then ivan's other good fren came later.... got a van to go ard... so we went to ice cube @ serangoon gardens... hmm... been quite a while since i stepped in there.... not really a place to go.... since memories will step up eh.... hmm....bad thing abt having good memory.... a good thing tt is not so good after all... hmm... had a long long~ chat there.... after tt we went home....
Though having enjoyed abit today..... there's sorrow deep in me.... well.... wun sae the obvious one.... why not juz sae recently.... rmbed last night ALumni Party?... hmm.... it was a great place for some to meet the ppl u wan to meet.... and ya... i met Terence and nv to miss out.... Hock Chuan!!!.... i miss him alot... but wasn't really ready to tell him wad happened to me.... but recieved a bad news.... tt his conditions had reversed... so he's going to more medications etc.... the moment i heard tt from him.... i was like.... i dunno... empathetic?concerned?crashed?.... i mean... he is the one who helped and taught me alot in TP.... an advisor, a mentor, a good fren, an inspiration.... haiz... didn't wan to see him tt way.... real worried for him... hope tt god can bless him with a good health....
Life's so uncertain.... how sure are u that things could or could not happen? who has the answer?
& our love goes round and round;
10:50 AM
Friday, January 11, 2008
hmm... juz came back from camp via TP.... juz went for the TP Alumni Party... okie... more or less quite fun... minus the food... everything's alright... with booze...and frens... i felt like an irony there... hahaa... cuz... like i feel so old being an alumni... but i am the new batch of alumni!! hahaa... there's alumni that tracked all the way back to 99s... and even 96!!! hahaa.... that makes me YOUNG!!!
hahaa... so... over the last week... my timetable... chio~... only got 1 statement.... POP Rehearsal.... hahaa... quite fun but quite tiring.... really tiring... i mean... imagine standing under the hot sun for few hours.... sweating and burning.... like the boots are melting la... hahaa...the kiwi really practically melts... i'm serious... not only that... there's morning session and afternoon session.... but i believe everythings gonna worth it....
hmm.... been quite stressed nowadays... wun sae wad issit abt... i mean... i gotta admit... although i can change myself for that VERY CAUSE.... i will do anything to make it happen.... but i guess the flaw i can't change is being stubborn.... but only for particular reason....i juz haf to sae i'm sorry to my frens i've let u all down.... but i really can't do wad u all had said.... either way,its still hard for me.... why not i choose the way i wan it to be... I ADMIT.... i'm suffering... but i've decided on wad to do.... pls support me.... i believe 1 day u all will, rite?
though saying all these... i still bottle things up to myself.... i still can't bear to confide in frens... they haf their own happiness... why add blues into their smiles....
but think i'll be stepping out of Spore for a while after POP.... juz to relac myself... tryin to see something different.... breath in fresh air probably.... not sure... hahaa... really need a trip
& our love goes round and round;
8:11 AM
Friday, January 04, 2008
yawnnzzz!!!!!
eh... wad happened?? it seems like 2 years ago since i last blogged....
hey.... i'm botak now... no more in poly... in NS now... in HTA... in police....
oh.... i'm all alone now....
hmm.... seems like things had changed so rapidly.... everyone had started working and i had ended up in Police... hmm... and this blog abit dusty le... dunno for how many donkey years i haden update liao
for those who had been waiting for a blog update... hehee... sorry to make u wait for 2 years.... hmm.... heehee...
times change.... ppl changed.... i had changed too.... i hoped that i had change to become better.... cuz the old me had made me a regrettful person... for losing the most important person in my life...things may seems to be too late.... but i will persist.... hope that a change could be a better drive for my repentence and to find back wad i had lost.....i am really missing wad i had lost... i will give all out to have back her.... even if it takes everything from me...
think i not feeling well... cannot really think of anything to blog of.... hehee... wanna go rest awhile...ciao
& our love goes round and round;
5:43 AM
