Friday, January 18, 2008
hmm.... finally POP parade over le... ha... feeling supposed to be gr8t... but i wasn't at all... i mean... not that i'm blaming anyone or anything... juz not happy lor... but tt's juz personal feelings la... of cuz betta not implicate on my squadmates lor... come back home complain to myself can le...
haiz... i mean.... cannot force things to go my way mah... but i believe i still can confess my true feeling on the blog rite?... Frankly speaking, i can't be any sadder than tt moment... the feeling of wasn't able to ask her come see me doing something JAI.... the feeling of the moment of pride and honour yet she wasn't there to see.... the feeling of unable to let her see the confidence and the change that had happened in me.... i tried to do everything i can to change myself from the person i regretted being to the person i wish she can see and smile @.... to sae that i'm the one to spend the rest of her life with.... again....i really wish
frens may think i'm stubborn and stupid.... but it is the xing fu i wanna pursue... she is the ger i can't afford to lose... the ger that is too good to be true.... the one and only ger that can put a smile in my life.... the one that i wanna take care of the rest of my life... the one that i can't resist holding her close to me and nv let her go.... it is a decision that i persist... i mark my words....
this confession oso abit too candid... too detailed le...
but 1 of the days i still haf to sae it out one...
& our love goes round and round;
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