Friday, January 11, 2008
hmm... juz came back from camp via TP.... juz went for the TP Alumni Party... okie... more or less quite fun... minus the food... everything's alright... with booze...and frens... i felt like an irony there... hahaa... cuz... like i feel so old being an alumni... but i am the new batch of alumni!! hahaa... there's alumni that tracked all the way back to 99s... and even 96!!! hahaa.... that makes me YOUNG!!!
hahaa... so... over the last week... my timetable... chio~... only got 1 statement.... POP Rehearsal.... hahaa... quite fun but quite tiring.... really tiring... i mean... imagine standing under the hot sun for few hours.... sweating and burning.... like the boots are melting la... hahaa...the kiwi really practically melts... i'm serious... not only that... there's morning session and afternoon session.... but i believe everythings gonna worth it....
hmm.... been quite stressed nowadays... wun sae wad issit abt... i mean... i gotta admit... although i can change myself for that VERY CAUSE.... i will do anything to make it happen.... but i guess the flaw i can't change is being stubborn.... but only for particular reason....i juz haf to sae i'm sorry to my frens i've let u all down.... but i really can't do wad u all had said.... either way,its still hard for me.... why not i choose the way i wan it to be... I ADMIT.... i'm suffering... but i've decided on wad to do.... pls support me.... i believe 1 day u all will, rite?
though saying all these... i still bottle things up to myself.... i still can't bear to confide in frens... they haf their own happiness... why add blues into their smiles....
but think i'll be stepping out of Spore for a while after POP.... juz to relac myself... tryin to see something different.... breath in fresh air probably.... not sure... hahaa... really need a trip
& our love goes round and round;
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