Tuesday, February 26, 2008
okie... i am trying to blog some stuff b4 i go slp.... i oso forgot where i ended the last time.... anyway...
22.2.2......008
hmm... my off day!!... rottttttttt.... until cannot rot...
23.2.2008
work......
24.2.2008
working in the evening.... and ky went back to perth in the morning... cuz her semester starts the next day.... i rot at home until going to work.... so got alot of rest... but stupid tio sentry.... told mdm... i dun like sentry.... she oso agree dun put me sentry... i stand there tt day becuz the other 2 haben try ops room and charge office.... so i wash my hands off sentry from now on le!!!... wahhahahaahaa.... then got wierd things happen like drunk lady and lizards fighting la.... hahaa... wah... police job so fun....
2400 -------- closed book on 24 feb 2008 -----------
0001-------- open book on 25 feb 2008 -----------
then off work.... walk home... guess wad?? saw ms beins chantel elena marie... she like from far i think i tired le.... cannot see properly.... hahaa... then thot she smiling at the guy in front of me.... but he nv react... only until 10 steps away then i realise its her.... then i suan her lor... i going off work... she's going to work... hahaa...
rot.....
26.2.2008
rot until 3pm... me and mum went to lunch... then went tamp.... saw jia yi there.... hahaa... think the other guy with her his bf ah... hahaa... nv tell me... hahaa.... then went to sengkang to meet joanne jie jie for dinner.... she treat sushi... tio toto!!!!... hahaa... then go suki sushi la... mew one... okieokie only.... then after that come home lor.... went jogging.... should go slp now...
ps: hmm... realising my feelings are the hardest diamonds in the world... had tried using some other saw to cut it... but it didn't even budge... well... a relief after realising tt... but still a constant heartache everytime i thot of the absence.... thot of where it went to... shattered me completely.... issit possible for me to turn the wheel?? juz 1 more chance to try.... haiz....
ps of ps: I REALLY LOVE YOU....
& our love goes round and round;
7:59 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
CHEAH WHYE KEAT!!!!! U R SO USELESSU R SO IDIOTIC U R A GOOD FOR NOTHING!!!!u can't even impress her properly... u cannot even sae the proper things.... u can't even make her take notice of u....no matter how hard u try u are still not making any progress!!! stupid dumb dumb u!!!! haiz... really feel like crying now... why can't i hug her? when i fell sick why she wasn't there for me.... useless me....
& our love goes round and round;
7:59 AM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
hmm... a week plus nv update blog... so sian... hahaa... but oso lazy la... hmm... oso dunno blog on wad... blog on my job? dun wan la... hahaa...
hmm... okie la... saturday i went to clement's hse go bai nian... then play blackjack with them... until 5 plus... i need to rush home to change and then go work... dunno why so busy.... work until so tired.... then next morning went home to rest.... rest liao... suddenly the guys call me... wan to go watch jumper... hahaa... but i abit shagged leh... hahaa.... then watch the show abit tired la... but cuz the show interesting so nv doze off.... hahaa...
talking abt jumper.... how i wish i could haf the power of the jumper.... i mean... there's so many places that i wanted to bring her go... yet... too late.... haiz... how do i get the chance again??
like i said, if i haf the power of the jumper.... the 1st thing i do is to jump to genting to buy the strawberry donuts.... for you....
hmm.... and then.... hmm.... nth much happened thru the week oso leh... if got things to blog then blog la....hahaa...
& our love goes round and round;
6:55 AM
Monday, February 11, 2008
wow... 1 week nv update.... cuz busy and tired... haiz... do some brief summary abt the week will do.... hahaa... lazy mah....
Monday and Tuesday 4th and 5th Feb 2008
- went for this life savers course in HTA... partner with mudd.... took alot of photos....hahaa...
the worst injury i ever had.... hahaa...
frenching anna.... hahaa...oops!!
my new fren...name's anna...
my creation...
mudd's.... whose better?? hahaa....
boring course though.... for the 2 days... we tried to keep ourselves awake la.... but still manage to make some fun out of it.... cuz the 2 days is juz b4 CNY.... monday went to bugis with weiming and hanweng.... then david oso going there with his frens.... then tuesday i oso went out with them to queenstown.... hahaa... both to find for more new year clothings though i had alot le la... hahaa... but haben buy shoes and nei jai mei... hahaa... bot both @ queensway....
wednesday 6th feb 2008 chinese new year eve....
went back to G division... got our roster... i was considered somewhat lucky for getting the longest leave.... then after a while jiu release us le... then went back to TP for lunch... the mensa western food auntie still rmb me... so pai seh... then shaowei was so shocked.... hahaa... then had yi pin guo for reunion dinner.... had something inside that i like alot... the baby abalone... then it was also bot by someone special... didn't realise... but it was really really nice...
thur & fri 7 & 8 Feb 2008
GONG XI FA CAI!! WAN SHI RU YI!!!!
chinese new year.... go bai nian and all lor... wad u expect? okie la...
sat & sun 9 & 10 Feb 2008
went to chalet that was booked for my grandma to enjoy when she come out from the old folks home... tt's all
wanna upload some pic of my beloved niece.... but too tired today...other day ba....
hmm.... Thursday coming.... wad am i supposed to do.... dun wanna spend it alone.... but not in the mood to go out any mary susan or lulu.... see how first ba.... sian...
& our love goes round and round;
8:34 AM
Monday, February 04, 2008
hmm.... nv blog since last sunday.... i guess i'll juz put a very brief blog on it....
last sunday.... hmm wasn't much happening except tt i went to parkway.... start to feel a little bit unwell.... came home to rest for next day work....
so monday morning when i woke up.... i totally cant move!! cuz every nerves in my body was paralyse for a moment.... then i force myself up, change and went to camp.... didn't feel really well the whole trip... can't even hold my stuff properly.... keep dropping it cuz i haf no strength to hold it.... then i started to get scared la.... but i haf no one to tell of my pain.....
then tahan all the way to camp.... attended first day of the PIC training.... hard day.... then i went to find mum in simei... was feeling better by end of the day.... reach simei.... mum still doing pedi.... manage to ask ade to pei me walk walk until mum is done.... then did some shopping b4 going home.... back at home... at night... i start to feel all the trauma and relapse... i felt so cold and terrible all over.... i was in pain!!!! all night i can't stop the chills.... was so cold.... so helpless.... haiz.... suffered all the way till morning.....
then woke up with the same sypmtoms.... agaIN.... had to tow myelf all the way to camp....was so painful.... then after work, went to parkway to get some stuff..... then went home.... and again.... painful painful.... i dunno how to describe.... my feeling at that time.... i dun think anyone will understand.....
wed... thot it would had like subside or wad.... but was still feeling feverish and all.... by right was suppose to go k with ade and eileen.... but cancelled due to sick ppl.....went to CGH after work.... waited till 9 plus 10 before i get to see a doc... haiz.... b4 tt somemore did a wrongful diagnostic tests on the wrong guy with my name.... then they call me... claim tt i did all those bp and blood sugar test.... got everything very high.... like going to die liddat.... then found out its the wrong guy..... then went home..... 11 plus.... went to rest.....
thurs felt better.... after medication and all.... went out with desiree after work.... she no mood to shop so went to watch movie... .27dresses.... then went home.....
fri.... felt alot better.... after work.... went out with david to bugis.... bot some t shirts.... then walk walk see see.... went home after that cuz he wanna catch the 9pm show....
sat and sun nth much happened... juz spring cleaning.....
today.... dun wanna tok abt today.....
haiz....
i juz dun wanna be angry with anybody.... i'm juz shocked on how frens could do things that i thot they wun do lor.... but seriously.... i felt hurt.... u really hurt me this time.... i oso dunno how to trust u le....
but if really if u all dun understand how i feel.... i rather suffer in pain alone.... although she wun noe..... rather than resulting in wad happened now......
& our love goes round and round;
4:38 AM
