Wednesday, September 03, 2008
hmm... maybe i can use this time to pour out some of my emotions??...
haiz.... it really sucks to be alone.... when i'm alone... i will think about her... but she can nv be right by my side... the thought will always get me shivering alone... losing warmth in my body... i hate being cold... no one to hug me and warm me up... too take care of me... although i'm a guy, big size and all.... but i still will fall sick... i still need someone to take care of me... to show me her concern... and i lost hers.... totally........
I really dun ask for anything... i can't ask for anything now... i juz wait lor... and complain abit lor... i still haf my work to focus on... i still haf my responsibility... i still haf my hope to await ur return... pls come back when i'm ready... its not over yet.... i haf faith... trust me...
maybe i should put one list oso....
I WANT:-
- to get married.... and haf a dream wedding... with my dream girl....
- to earn more money... so that i can take care of u....
- to finish my studies.... so i can work in my dream job...
- to own my dream car.... mini cooper S JCW.....
- to achieve my limit in running... standard chartered 42.95... aviva 70.5... adidas sundown 85(maybe half la... hahaa)
- in the end of my life... to haf a happy family....
- to treat my friends well....
- to learn how not to sae "how much"....
- to maintain my attitude.....
- MOST IMPTLY,,,,
to win her back into my life.... pls dun restrict urself....
& our love goes round and round;
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