i need a hug

2009-02-03T11:40:00.000-08:00

3.40am.... cannot slp... tml needa work.... stress....

2009-02-02T09:19:00.000-08:00

i very long nv blog le.... maybe i should listen to my good fren advice to pen down wad happened on the blog... hmm... after toking to u... i realise my prob not sae only can liao... i realise i got alot alot of prob.... but i dunno who to tell and no one to tell to....

hmm.... i dun really noe how to start... but i only can sae i am really stress lor... prob the stress is so invisible so much so that i chose to deny it.... but putting an humongous weight unto me... i dunno if i am really proud of my work or not.... i can't sae wad is really going to happened to me... but is wad i really looking forward to... on the contrary... all my pride is balance by holistic fear and incurring doubts... i dunno wad is going to happen to me....

next is my studies.... i was so looking forward to my studies... and i finally made it in.... but next challenge is would i be able to cope? would i be able to attend my lesson? would i be able to excel??.... haiz....more to come for my studies....

then friendship....i reserve my comment on this first la....

relationship wise.... long long long story.... but fuck it... guess no one read my blog anw.... hmm... 1 and a half years le.... these 1 and a half years i had nv been happy.... even if i smiled, i laugh... it wasn't anything close to happy.... it will all go back to square one.... i had nv had a nice night for this times.... i am very sad.... since tt day... i really lose everythng...everything.....these times... i tried to forget u... at the same time... was reminded that u are the one that i love and always will... and it awaes turn back to a status quo.... i can accept myself having another person.... which seems so impossible.... i can only sae... i really love you.... but i am not forcing u... u choose....u boss....

"jiu suan wo you le zhen ge shi jie, mei you le ni, ren shen hai you se me yi yi.."

2008-11-02T07:15:00.000-08:00

hmm... tired tired....

finally... finished my ops capture cycle... so now moving on to another stage of my career... going into ANOP... which i actually dunno wad's the full meaning for it... wahahaa... tml needa reprot to CNB office for work liao... dunno wad will i learn in there... but good thing is it is at DHQ... save on transport for 4 months... woohoo... hahaa... but now very tired... becuz i juz completed my night shift... then went to I guides camp.... then come home sleep... suppose to go out... buden... becuz of something something that's why nv go out la...

anything... i did went out to buy dinner... decided that botak jones is good choice... went there buy come back... to find out no coleslaw... nvm,,,, hahaa... then whole day do nth cuz cant do anything.... yawnzz./... wad else i can blog abt... hmm...

A FEW WORDS:

to changi , thank you for the hospitality and the land rover.. hahaa... enjoyed the food at changi village... officers...extending my appreciation to angel,roxy and allie... the famous bahpoks of Lor Bokukong....and the OCH visit every night...

to i guides, well done on the camp... impressive on the effort and impact u had done on the guides... smile more and dun 'siao ji' anymore....

erm erm... i alittle too tired to diary down my personal feelings.... shall do it prob tml k...

2008-10-29T11:02:00.000-07:00

hmm... i really wanna update some stuff on blog... buden like no time... no strength... no motivation... haiz... hehee... so i think i TRY to sum up the week... issit a week?? yupp~... it is~....

from last monday until now... keep doing ops capture... so we juz patrol around in our land rover... go round and round and round... clocking milage... visiting premises... eating at changi village... not to miss out interacting with bah poks... oops!!... hahaa...

then... next week onwards is ANOP... woohoo... work 3 days a week... wearing plain clothes... its november... really looking forward to recieving a letter from SIM... haiz...

tired tired... update other day... hehee...

2008-10-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

yes ah!! got time to blog abt my real run le~ hahaa

okie... here goes...

19th October 2008 Sunday
woke up early in the morning 0530hr... chiong out of house to walk to tanah merah MRT station to take the shuttle bus to Changi Exhibition Centre... woohoo.. the trip there was like amazing... u get to see the mist and the sun rise... very the nice~... too bad i looking it alone... haiz.. hahaa.. reach there then walk walk see see look look for a place that i can take off my pants... then i saw KC... juz nice he oso alone... so we decided to run tgt... hahaa

walk ard... wait for flag off... then when flag off... dunno why wanna go toilet leh... sian... plus another sian thing... adam harris lim oso there... that one ultra sian... no one wanna see his face lor... veyr nice route... run through 4km trial... uneven... hard to focus... but challenging and fun lor... then normal route... see dan on the way... thks KC for pacing the first 8 km... then after that was the returning point.... 11.6km is the beach... for 4oom... everyone felt like baywaatchers... wahahaa... juz kidding....

then reach the finishing point shuang... but the last stretch is long straight and sunny... i oso becum abit tanned le... then go find banana no banana... wait for lucky draw... take goody bag... and also sian the natural valley granola bar... hahaa... least to expect... i tio-ed 8th prize lucky draw... woohoo... and prize is more granola bars... 11packs= X12 = 132pcs....
then walk walk... realise... shimin and the whole bunch of Team D 127th intake... they oso got run... 15km somemore... so after that KC went home first... then G div take the shuttle tgt... only me and shimin went to eat... after that we went home lor... the hamper too heavy... hahaa...

yawn.. wanna go slp liao...

2008-10-18T10:47:00.000-07:00

woohoo~~ 3.5hrs more i need to walk to tanah merah MRT station to take bus to Changi Exhibition Centre... for the New Balance Real Run 2008.... wahahaa.... hmm... first time sia... 3 different terrain... one of my greatest fear somemore... sian... but muz challenge~ hahaa

kk... hmm... should write abit...very very brief then... cuz tml i need to wear briefs... hahaa... oops... obsence....

basically wed was last day of work.... thurs off...till mon evening then report to changi NPC... bleah....

16 oct 2008
cut hair... then go and buy a prezzie for ms petite.... then go pass to her... hmm... sad sad... din get to take flyer... when its the most wanted thing to do... haiz... nvm.. can always do... with my flexi benefit?? hehee... but with who???.... then ate popeye somemore.... hehee... then... liddat lor....

17 oct
nth much
okie... wanna sae something only

my best fren... no matter wads ur decision whether rite or rong... i will always support u... but hope u can make the rite one... cuz no matter who else u r still impt to me k?? ;)

taa taa~

2008-10-15T08:14:00.000-07:00

HIYO~

hmm... long long nv blog... juz to keep it more alive... blog on some jives then....

ystd...went to DHQ get tickets for ms Mei Nu 4... then went out with meihua, leechye, hengquan, peishi and jiaxuan irwan... eat at whitesands first... then they wanna go change.... then go SAFRA go play pool until dunno wad time sia... there got alot of ah nehs playing bowling take up all the space... sian...then go eat dinner... after dinner... send meihua home le... leechye wanna play basketball(which we planned to play la...) until midnight plus sia.. tired... then go home lor...

day before... 13th oct... met up with jerome... go watch storm rider... okie okie only la...

12 oct sun night... 2nd shift... attended one msg... din noe irwan was there... hahaa... abt a malay guy and a chinese girl... the girl got pregnant... then the father dun allow them to get marry... then i get the particulars... guy 1980(i really hate the year) girl 1987..... i really wanna F**K that guy... CH** B**.... KNN... nvm... i hold... professionalism... but tt F**ker only asking for trouble if he meet me... so basically... i tried to f**k him la... and i did... dun say leh... rather busy that day...

11 oct... shift 1?? cannot rmb much le... oh!!! ade's bday!! chiong to indochine with a cake for her... hmm... i chose carefully on how i wanna tok and who to tok to.... i mean... that was one very day i told myself that IT IS NOT A DAY KEAT SHOULD BE FU YAN AT~... true enough... no fuyan-ness.... and we watched a ridiculous show~... i'm sorry jianhong... its my fatigue plus the show is really ridiculous.... 4 plus then reach home... tired....

10 oct...went to shoot... pass... good... after that went to kak nazreen and abang sheik's house for raya... good food... watch iron man... hahaa... then went to novena to take race pack...

9 oct... cannot rmb...

8 oct... go out with meihua, leechye same group of ppl... they study for POA... hahaa...

can dun blog le mah?? tired.... i learn my lesson le... next time dun wait so long then blog... wahahaa....

vroom vroom vroom~

2008-09-29T00:47:00.000-07:00

hmm... i since last thurs got deployed for the SGP F1 race... hmm... do saikang only one... start from wed bah....

24th sept Wed
hmm supposed off... but got briefing for the f1 race... so haf to go DHQ there report... after that went home le... nth much.... but need to prepare stuff for my degree course... hmm... i told her about my degree course over the net the last night... but she doesn't seem to be confident about me... i oso not confident... but i wish i can show her results....

25th sept Thur
woke up early to go to unisim... had the interview... only a short one la... i first person to reach there somemore... hmm... then after that had breakfast le at the canteen...saw melissa and gowri... so after that i went home change to go to work... teoh come fatch me and sulaiman to work... then reach there change liao... got refreshment then shoo... 2 wongs drive van... hahaa... then almost lost our way la.... reach inside they like f1 racer liddat.... managed to see Felipe Massa, Mark Webber, the Jap guy, Fernando Alonso and Bourdauis.... nv see Hamilton and Raikonnien.... worked until 12 plus 1 liddat then leave scene... this time master wong and shahmeer drive... another f1 driver... hahaa... then after changing we go Simpang Bedok to eat... until 3 plus then go home....

26th sept Fri
first day of F1 Singapore race...oh ho~... report 10pm in DHQ again...shift is 1am to 9am.... then reach there ard 12 plus 1... then we all do sai kang lor.... sian... got car exhibit to see... nice nice but cannot take photos... hmm.. then still got wad... erm... morning report off.... its a shock of our life...the ifrst time i see so many girls... not normal girls... grid girls!!!! streaming towards us leh~~~ then CO wan us to leave we oso dun wanna go... its like... 10 times better than those grid girls u see on teebee okie??? 100s of them.... go home rest... cuz night need to report for work again....

27th sept Sat
need to report for work again... do the same thing again... haiz.. but start of work... happen from the flyer wan to walk to marina mandarin... there's a grp of social escort walked past me!!!! woah... from diff nationality somemore~~~ woah~~.... saliva drip drip.... same thing worked until morning... go inside pit stop... track... etc... woohoo...hahaa... then go back stn again... finish my job....

28th sept Sun
juz come back from F1... nv slp well for so many days... so went home slp until 5 plus... wake up to watch F1 finals... to see Felipe Massa to drop to 15th... Kimi Raikonnien to retire at final 5th lap... Lewis Hamilton to come in 3rd to pull apart the lead... haiz.... Ferrari ah Ferrari... why~~~~
managed to chat with her abit.... hmm... hope that it comes a time that everything can rewind to where i can set it straight....

I only can sae i really love you alot... i hope when there will come a moment u can give me a chance to prove to u what u mean to me... and ur place in my heart...

2008-09-16T09:20:00.000-07:00

okie okie.... blog abit then go slp le... erm erm.... from whr onwards.....

Friday 12 Sept 2008

busy busy day... why?? princess yanning's birthday... hahaa... so went to buy present for her and jenna and jean(belated)(and sinnee one i forgot!! bleah... i still wanna blame jenna... hahaaa)Clement jio-ed me out earlier... so went to town... buy stuff... bot mooncake for mum.... then chiong back home to put the mooncake and chiong to Eden Condo... to attend Eden's yanning's birthday... wahaha~ get to drive sinee's Toyota Camry 2.0... shiok car~... then quite number of us there.... think all of us there... cuz VIP mr PAUL ANG WENHUI was there too.... then after that we went back le....

Saturday 13 Sept 2008

wake up... wait for mr Jerry Lam to fetch me... in his Honda Civic Type-R hatchback~... hahaa... went to UniSIM openhouse... nothing much one... then went to eat at the canteen... hehee... went once there... with my only one... hmm that was long ago... anw... we went to see see the course then zoom to parkway parade... i went to buy present for Jason... then jerry pick up girlfren... then i chiong home to change... go out... go the birthday party....played quite a number of games la... hahaa.... mj oso lose money... sian.... hahaa... and stayed until 7am... hahaa...

Sunday 14 Sept 2008

Work... confidential... cannot sae.... like real... hahaa... dun wanna sae only.... hahaa.....

Monday 15 Sept 2008

Went out with jerome wanna buy jenna and sinee presents... but in the end nv buy... hahaa... after that went company.... until 2am??? hahaa

Tuesday 16 Sept 2008

Woot!!! off to Malaysia! Truly Asia~.... Selamat Datang!! hahaa.... woke up in the morning go PR West Plaza to meet Towkay David, Teoh, and Melvin for breakfast then went off to Woodlands meet Wong and the rest Team Delta...got Alvin, Annie Jie, Sir Terry and Collin... off we go to JB... hehee... then we went Jusco... eat lunch first... but not tat nice... then we went to sing k... sing until bo sia~... hahaa... lose voice... hahaa... we then go to pasir gudang to eat seafood dinner!!! hahaaa.... nice and cheap~... Towkay treat~... hahaa.... then went to wash car and then go home... and now i'm here.... hehee...

wanna go slp le... tml work~~~

2008-09-08T09:23:00.000-07:00

hmm.... okie... needa update abit k....

7 sept 2008
juz finish my shift... .phew... .and off to zoo!!... hahaa... not really... went to rooney 2 rounds first with shahmeer and k one k... then after that i have to leave le... then i leave to meet eileen at Pasir Ris MRT station... wait for ade to come... to think 88 very fast... so we took the bus lor... in the end we reach there quite behind time... (provided ADE WAS LATE and we walked ard whitesands....) hehee.... then met jianhong at AMK hub... went to buy some tibits... and then breakfast...2 packet of nasi lemak from TOAST BOX!! hahaa... then off we go~!!!! my fav bus service~138.... hehee... hahaa ...reach there le alrdy 1230... rmb the last time i went... was with my greatest love... hmm... wonder when was the last time she went... i better not provoke her.... then we took some photos... then proceed in.... with my ZOO CARD!! hahaa... admits 4... hahaa...

inside... make sure we go catch all the animal shows... but in the end missed all the feeding time... then we slowly go walk walk... first thing eileen wan to see is white tiger... but too bad... me and jianhong both got hair one...even the ang mohs there oso... haf "ang mohs" hahaa... so bring her go see the real "peh hor"... see liao we go on see other animals.... monkey orangutan....warthog.... and all the shows... the new rainforest show not very nice... the splash show not bad... the elephant the best... but i kinda fell aslp in the front part(refer to first sentence....).... then we move on to see other enclosure... fragile forest... reptile kingdon... kiddy world close for renovation... hmmm... but somehow or rather... its the location i miss the most... haiz... too bad... its closed for reno.... [i hope this is oso a sign to me]... like... its closed... so that it can change for a better self.... however... when it become better... it wan the old customer to come back and see wad changes was done??.... hmm.... eh... dun side track... okie... erm... then we walk to see last thing... giraffe and then polar bear.... then juz nice... close door... then we went to blk 608 in intention of eating botak jones.... however, botak jones shifted... only left with some charco chicken there... so we ate that??.... but not that fantastic... then after that.... go home....

hmm... then today is the task force briefing... go attend awhile le then we rooney... today i rooney-ed not bad.... hahaa... tired... dun wanna sae much now... hmm... i miss you.... tml needa work le... k k...

I WANT~

2008-09-03T07:37:00.000-07:00

hmm... maybe i can use this time to pour out some of my emotions??...
haiz.... it really sucks to be alone.... when i'm alone... i will think about her... but she can nv be right by my side... the thought will always get me shivering alone... losing warmth in my body... i hate being cold... no one to hug me and warm me up... too take care of me... although i'm a guy, big size and all.... but i still will fall sick... i still need someone to take care of me... to show me her concern... and i lost hers.... totally........

I really dun ask for anything... i can't ask for anything now... i juz wait lor... and complain abit lor... i still haf my work to focus on... i still haf my responsibility... i still haf my hope to await ur return... pls come back when i'm ready... its not over yet.... i haf faith... trust me...

maybe i should put one list oso....

I WANT:-
- to get married.... and haf a dream wedding... with my dream girl....
- to earn more money... so that i can take care of u....
- to finish my studies.... so i can work in my dream job...
- to own my dream car.... mini cooper S JCW.....
- to achieve my limit in running... standard chartered 42.95... aviva 70.5... adidas sundown 85(maybe half la... hahaa)
- in the end of my life... to haf a happy family....
- to treat my friends well....
- to learn how not to sae "how much"....
- to maintain my attitude.....
- MOST IMPTLY,,,,

to win her back into my life.... pls dun restrict urself....

2008-08-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

i will blog in next few days...

2008-08-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

hmm... shall update abit on today ba...

24th august 2008...
very unique day indeed... today went to run the Army Half Marathon... very nice run... although din get to train very it... jia lat... morning only got 2 hours of slp... then woke up change and chiong out... thot of taking train.. then no bus no train sian... somemore still take cab to MRT station to realise no train leh... bo bian... so take cab to padang there... wait for fir to come... then today we run together lor... do pacing... not bad not bad... too bad the carnival... all muddy and all... sian... so we din stay for lucky draw later.... we started running... saw quite a few ppl.... obs staff(forgot some of their name... hee)... mark... erm... jas ho at the finishing line... qianqin... erm... forgot wo else liao... the run was nice.... first through CBD... then sheares bridge... then fort rd... ECP... turn back... a loose gravel pathway to Marina Barrage... VERY NICE!!!... the view like... hard to experience oso... nice nice... then run down will be marina south... sands IR construction site... come out... but to CBD.... FINISH LINE~~~~~~~
hahaa... had carl's Jr after that... then go home... koon.`~

today oso quite memorable for me.... 1yr ago... its the largst turning point of my life.... losing my love one at the point of time.... 1 yr le.... hmm... 3 words for her.... "thank you" and "sorry" ..... all along... i only have myself to blame to have such bane to fall on me... although several factors contribute to adding oil to the fire.... but... solely... if its not for me... these factors would not even matter and she will not leave me..... so i wanted to thank her becuz of her decision to make me realise that i should change for the better.... and sorry that... for the past time... i had let her suffer silently for my own ego.....

I'm sorry....

but thank you...

I still love you....

2008-08-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

hmm... ABANG SINGAPURA HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH!!!... hahaa...

today... 9 august... singapore national day... earlier managed to ballot 2 tickets for NDP 08 itself... green seats... so due to some circumstances ah... i din get to watch it with HER...so i watched it with another person... hmm... bo bian... i myself oso wanna watch one... so juz randomly ask someone to watch with me.... my best fren oso engaged... hahaa.. hmm... anyway... we went to queue up at 3 plus...then we manage to get reasonably good seats very close to the centre stage.... hahaa... saw ros and linda... then call them... saw alot of other frens but nv call them.... hmmm.... waited long long... quite warm... then finally started... the drizzle oso started.... the band quite okie... contingent march oso not bad... i then msg- ed HER... then the airshow.... NICES~~~ then after that normal show... okie okie only... then the finale... FIReWOrks!!!....but disappointing... dunno why... its not tt fantastic... dunno issit boring or issit.... that... it doesn't feel the same anymore... the day that i lost the most impt thing in my life... i oso lost that feeling for such beauty.... its like only she can bring colours to my life....

haiz... how... how can i bring her back into my life... oh god... pls... dun play such joke on me anymore... u had nv been happy...

2008-07-19T10:08:00.000-07:00

hmm... i'm just here to blog abt wad i did ystd... ystd was a very memorable day for me... at least...

ystd... i managed to ask the love of my life out as i wanted to celebrate her bday... one being that i can't attend her bday party... second being i juz wanna spend some time alone with her.... so yupp... really appreciate she gimme this chance to do so....

and so... the day before... i manage to buy the pressie for her... day itself... bot the flowers for her... and then met her at her workplace... thereafter we took a cab down to the restaurant... Sweet Indulgence... at Stanley St.... then manage to haf a table... they help us to book a table thou we're late... hahaa...

then we ordered calamari... she ordered salmon... i ordered beef... then we had their specialty... warm choc lava indulgence... calamari... haiz... beef... okie okie... salmon... not bad... dessert... okie lor... seems that my choice didn't impress her enough... tt one i abit disappointed lor.... hmm... i juz wanted the best for her....

after that we went home... reach home le... then gotta see my best fren... mr chocolate!! hahaa... dunno why.. think he jian fei le... not that fat le... really miss him to bits... then i yang oh him for a while then i needa go le... chocolate and chocolate no.2 ...

.... i wonder she still rmb who is choc no.2.....

tt's how the day end... i really really enjoyed the night.... thank you.... and also the wet wipes.... hehee

2008-07-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

nv sae ppl blog dead when own blog is dead.... only got time to revive it when zjinyee mei mei ask me to relink... if not i will nv come to create new post oso....

well... have been a tough month for me... but i'm glad that i got through every obstacle diligently... however, there are times i still fell...

sometimes, i really cant take myself into not thinking abt my happiness and my only love... ppl may not trust that its all that i can feel about.... i seriously deeply in love with her.... but... things aren't always the same on the other end...

caught a glimpse of her hp wallpaper.... could really make me feel like dying~.... tell me... other than moving on... wad can i do.... i'm stuck... really stuck.... trust me... i'm not like others....

my frens... pls save me... i really dunno wads the next course of action i will take....

Save me!!!

2008-05-27T09:32:00.000-07:00

hmm... wad to blog abt... blog abt 24th may??

reach home at abt 9+.... then rush out to buy all those stuff that i haben buy one... then rush home to prepare the food... prepare until 4 plus... then alone oso dunno how to bring over to the place.... but in the end settle le... juz that i forgot to bring 1 whole packet of hotdogs and crabstick go...then damn tired... decide to go home rest instead... that's all....

25th may... woke up at 1pm...oso did nth much until evening go wedding dinner.... hui yi jie jie's one... then quite unique la... and full!!! after that go home....

26th may.... a day to rmb.... side track-ed.... okie... my last day of attachment~.... a morning of anguish la... because of a case... if i were to catch that guy in my own hands i will WHACK HIM like an SPONGE!!! that moron did something liddat is inhumane la!!!!!! shit!!!... then a moment of rejoice!! i got deploy to PR NPC!!! yah!!.... slack!!! hahaa....

27th may.... report to new NPC... but dun haf team assignment yet~... so only can do office hours now.... SIAN~~~

2008-05-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

hmm hmm...

update abt ystd lor... 21 may 2008
off day for me... return to DHQ to destroy my NS stuff and get back my NRIC!!! hahaa... then after that went back... baked some brownies for mei hua... then after tt went out to meet her lor... on the bus saw ivy nuanbing phyllis joce.. they gg to jack's place @ century square... so went to meet mei hua @ downtown east, with hengquan and clifton... after tt eat the brownie la... hahaa but i bu chua... cannot eat... hahaa!! ridiculous la me... but true la... then after tt we went to E! hub to play... had my lunch @ mr chicken rice... then after tt went to watch made of honour~... hahaa... damn farnie ah!!! hahaa... but the whole cinema only haf a few of us la... then after tt when exiting the cinema... we sawthe carpark exit.. .went outside to take some photos... hahaa... cuz the scenery very nice~... then after tt we go home le...

life's so sian.... how how?? haahaa....

ms lee mei hua... got blog abt u le... can read le... hahaa...

2008-05-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

there should be alot of things to write one... but i tuo tuo tuo.... tuo until forgot most of the stuff... maybe i write write write will rmb....

3rd May 2008
hmm.... rmb tt day to be my 1st off... tt day i faster go home catch some slp... then went out to meet clement, jianhong, gerald, victor for tampopo... got 50% off... then after tt i went off first to meet yanning for shopping... we went far east and then walk down... then went to meet zelda @ PP before we went to my DHQ old house... hahaa... former joo chiat station la... now the HK cafe... hahaa... then zelda power lor... come all the way to PP then realise she forgot to bring wallet... power~... then after that we went there... meet jean and ivan... then we start walking down... walking walking walking.... walk walk walk... finally when reach ah... oso din realise we reach sia... cuz we were lagging behind ivan and jean... they noe where's the place.... but we 3 tok tok tok.... until realise they 2 missing... then i saw this no signboard shop... saw them inside!! hahaa... then the 2 gers missed the shop somemore... hahaa...

then after that waited for the rest to come.... slowly joseph, shiring and jenna come... then ordered alot of food lor.... wanted to post it on blog one... difficult leh... i comp idiot... hahaa... only left with OCT tan stuck in his OCS training... so waited for him until 10+ finally come... then the cake come out... hahaa... 1 for me and jerome... the 'huat' cake... hahaa... really hope i can huat this year... and subsequent years oso... hehee... then shiring's is the mango cake... 2 cakes... 9 chi bao bao ppl... of coz cannot finish sia... hahaa... bring home.... hahaa...

then after tt we went to PP sit down slack only... tok cok tok cok... until late le... take cab home... bye bye~

2008-05-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg!!! i'm suppose to blog for like since.... 3rd may and oter dates ah... cannot rmb le... cuz i bz until forget... now lazy to update... will update soon thou... hehee

ciaoz

你最近还好吗

2008-05-09T21:50:00.000-07:00

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗忙碌吗
累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗

2008-05-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

hahaa.... wanna update abit la... if not ah... seriously... will collect spiderweb... hahaa...
lets start from... we back track la better... hahaa

29 April 2008
meet des and alwin go bugis shop shop... bot a pair of jeans from topman and 2 t shirt from sunday... then at the sunday shop damn farnie... hahaa... i told des i will blog abt it man~ let everyone noe DUN DO SUCH THINGS!! hahaa... when i was trying out clothes rite? there this another 'customer' outside this shop la... then wanted to jio the salegirl leh... cuz today dunno why the auntie oso not ard.... then heard the whole conversation la... ask him wanna buy shirt not... then he ask got wad nice one... wad suits him... blah blah blah la... then ask her wad's her name leh~.... obviously rite!!?? dumb guy.. think from the start he only wanna get no. only... then ask if he buy so he can get?... then ask for the no. ... the girl sae juz lost her hp!! hahaa... cliche la... can tell u why... when go home... for some reason i need to return to city hall la... then on the train i saw her... SHE WAS USING HP!!! hahaa... lost hp~ ya right~.... if i were her i oso do the same...the guy look very er xin... forgive me but i really cant stand ppl who tuck in all the way... aiyoh... and he looks .....old?? 28yrs old??? (YES!! I AM PREGIDISE SO WAD??!!)

then i went back city hall reason being uncle simon came back to singapore la... then mum's with him... so go find them la.. then eat abit at the hong kong cafe.... then after that we went home lor...

30 April 2008
labour day's eve!! hahaa... too bad working on labour's day.. so decided we meet up today since most of us can make it... then decide to watch ironman!!! woohoo!!... nice nice nice!!!!!! okie then we tried looking for tickets for orchard and cathay, h/ever to no avail(omg!! i'm typing like cubicon now!! ) hahaa... then we tried the amk hub one... still got 3rd rows... that was a 2130hr show!! at 1330hr!! aiyoh~... faster rush out of hse go buy tickets... then manage to buy the same desired tickets at 1530hr. infd by victor that he will reach at 1630hr... so i waited at the nebo club... check out the manager in the club man~ damn nice tan and she's cute la.., hahaa... then abit bah bah... looks very nice...like very sporty sentosa babe la... hahaa... then sat there waited for mr black to come ah... then we had lunch at the same place... until 6 plus 7 we slack there la... then go meet karen hakim for dinner... followed by arvind... then the rest gerald clement and jh... after the movie.... RUN off to catch the last bus... hahaa...

during my last 1st off ah... which is 29th april oso la... while we having breakfast ah...saw this milf... hahaa... she damn muscular la... hahaa... like those triatheletes la... but still a milf... hahaa...

today going to meet the rest for dinner!! woohoo!!! seriously... my iguides bunch is really near to impossible to meet up sia... but still able to make it sia today.... 1 month booking in advance... hahaa... lagi best~

ciao~

2008-04-21T18:12:00.000-07:00

update on my off season... hahaa....

start from last thurs??

17 april 2008
off work at 6am... but worked until 7.30 to clear all the loose ends... then after that i go home first... wanted to meet shi min and the rest for soccer later... anw... i reach home... wait for them to off work lor... but 10 plus shi min called sae no soccer today... so okie i go enjoy my slp.. hahaa... then 12 sharp he called me again sae got play... ask me come down... dragged myself off the chair... then go change get out lor... then due to some miscomm... i went to the wrong location lor... hahaa.... diao... by the time meet them... juz nice lunchtime le... upon meeting them hor... only left 3 of them lor... shimin masthan leon.... then we went tm ljs for lunch.. after that walked ard lor... see see look look... then leon and mas cannot take it le... nv slp for the whole night... so went home lor... only shi min terror whole night nv slp... still got energy watch movie... so both of us went to watch Street Kings... damn nice lor... woah.. hahaa... so true so true... but spore us not that jialat... tt's why i join!! hahaa....

18 april 2008
2nd off day... went out with maniam and fir to town... wanted to catch a movie one... but~... becuz fir dunno slp until wad time we dunno wad movie to buy... hahaa... then maniam went to make his tatoo... ppl ah beng ah... get tatoo... then i oso sian lor... by that time fir reach town le... so okie lor... after that we went to haf dinner at... er... pasta mania... cuz everywhere packed like ghost got no whr to go liddat... hahaa... then we went to wheelock... thot to haf some dessert... but all so full~... so we went to coffeebean for drinks and tok lor... after that went home... all 3 of us go diff directions... hahaa.. 1 up north... 1 to west... 1 to east... hehee...

19 april 2008
the day i turned 21... hahaa... went out with clement jh and gerald... went to watch forbidden kingdom first... then we went to haf dinner after that... at central... by the time we walk to central oso dunno wad time le... hahaa... had our usual ramen cuz oso the same... everywhere packed... and we haf a damn hungry monster clement... cannot choose le... go for the not packed one... but that ramen is nice okie... they treat me eat!!!! hahaa... then we went to cannery for dessert... at the nectarie.... the cakes are superb... except for the black forest that clement chose... haiz... hahaa... then after that we went to cathay... to catch 2nd movie... hahaa... doomsday... looks quite different from all the virus show... hahaa... quite nice la...

20th april 2008
working at night so nv go out... so long nv work... so need to adapt firs.t... hahaa.. so nv go out... stay at home to rest... go there... still same... think becuz do sentry... feel like slping on it... but i got a can of coke... a can of red bull... and a bar of snicker...each every 2 hrs... hahaa... sugar rush... diabetic... hahaa... buden... suppose to work until 8 only... i dunno why go be good worker... went to ops room help... then kena the stupid idiotic HOT... shit guy la... then work until 11 plus lor... sian...

hahaa... now need to go to geylang npc.... off day leh... sian... dunno can claim not... hahaa... best is

after 20 may i better not go back Team Delta DHQ!!!

2008-03-30T10:35:00.001-07:00

Monday, June 11, 2007

volcano eruption

I'm so tired but I just want to pen down my feelings before I go to bed tonight.

Yep! There's a massive volcano eruption in Blk *** Ang Mo Kio Ave 10 just an hour ago. *sigh*
I'm so sad. =(

2 years ago, I believed I was the most xing fu girl. I had a bf who was there for me, I had anything & everything I wanted. 2 years later, the feeling of being xing fu is gone. I'm no longer happy, flaws start to appear, quarrels begin to surface & everything starts to fall apart for me. I know, at this point of time, nobody can help me pull myself together except for myself. I cant depend on you to remove the scar from my heart because I know you too well.

I'm so sad la. WHY LIDDAT?
I guess this is revenge for ms huin xin yee. =(

Right now, how I wished nothing like all these stupid shit happened. It all started when.........
& then it gradually built up.........

Girlfriends are supposed to be there for their boyfriends. For the past 2years, I admit I was not a good girlfriend. PLUS i wasn't ready to let you face my world. But since a few months ago, I realised my love for you is so deep that I'm so so ready to intro you to everybody I know. To allow everybody to know that there's this special person caring & loving me.

but right now, i dunno. my mind's a blur. my nose is stuck. my eyes hurt, my head aches. my history keeps haunting me & i dunno how to overcome it alone. the nightmare etched on my mind. nothing i do will erase it.

oh good lord, what should i do?

*sigh*

Smile & let go.
I've done this and I'm gonna do it again. Its so hard! =(

Useless me! Piling burden to my bf. hais~

i'm so sad!

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this was actually quoted on 11th june 2007... the day i broke her heart dearly and she penned it down... actual story.. on our way home... my mouth only talk abt my best fren... thus had a quarrel over my commitment to her... me putting frens before her... and bring out stories abt being jealous of each other hetro-friendships...

and boom...
she could not take it anymore... she took out her ring...
... tears started flooding her beautiful eyes..
...wails soring her supposed sweet lustrous voice...
...aches of her fragile heart fills the emotions written on her ever heart-melting face....

the day i broke her heart dearly... i tried comforting her... i start to hug her... the moment i placed her in my once oblivious hard headed embrace... i felt her warmth and her truth which melts through to my heart...

from then onwards... i had nv know a second time that i will doubt my love for her....

haiz... till 1 fateful day... persisting on my attitude... i still lost her... 24th august... only kills me to rmb the date...

can't take the emptiness anymore...

2008-03-27T23:48:00.000-07:00

nth much to blog oso.... only can blog that i'm broke!!! hehee...

okie okie....juz take my day @ vivocity (finally!!!) and day @ CHC lor....

hmm which one first....

easter sunday... went to CHC with david ang choon choon his church easter celebration.... hmm kinda like a sign that i'm suppose to watch it la... hahaaa... after that follow him to have pizza at far east square lor... then after then went to cut hair then go home le....shh... its my birthday... hahaa

tuesday... went vivocity!!! with jenna mei mei... manage to walk ard the whole vivocity hahaa!!! bot a berms... then went to orchard to watch movie.... sky of lovee!!!! finally!! hahaa... so nice lor... but funny thing is the ppl sitting ard us lor... left side is a lesbian couple... diagonally left in front of us is a lonwely lady and worst of all... thhe coouple in front of us?? they're both guys leh...for god'ssake its sky of love and u're taking the couple seat... omg... haiz... was disgusted.... i somemore can confirm after the movie their affair leh... bleah~ er xin~... hahaa...then after that went meridian eat korean food~... nice~.... always my fav!!! hahaa.....

lazy to blog... next time then i blog again... hehee...ciaoz

2008-03-21T09:53:00.000-07:00

1st thing i wanna do now... the moment i step into the hse juz now is to turn on the comp and log in to blogger juz to blog this...

I WANNA THANK LORD JESUS CHRIST for helping me in times of need like juz now in the last min of GOOD FRIDAY!!!!!... missed the last train.... waiting for the last bus no.7 which doesn't go directly to my hse... procrastinating abt spending another buck on cab.... suddenly a NR7 juz popped out from out of no where?? which goes directly to my hse!!! wow!! hahaa... call tt lucky or wad... juz board the bus la... i still thot i hullucinating or wad... i almost dun dare to board that bus leh... hahaa... stupid rite?? i abit seh seh mah today.... Thank You for wadeva tt juz happen... to "dunno who or wad helped me"... hahaa... may be that's why they call it GOOD FRIDAY.... and yes... i'm sorry for making joke out of good friday going to church... hahaa... i promise i sunday go k... hahaa

other things... blog later la.....

2008-03-05T06:42:00.000-08:00

so long nv blog le... today is wad date?? kinda lost track of the dates oso... hmm... 05.03.08 rite? haiz... ard this time rite? i realise man... its not my time...

well... i oso forgot when was the last time i blogged oso... but didn't had much things happening ard this time oso.... i see... i juz blog abt impt events... well oso some impt impt impt things i think i should not blog abt... becuz i feel i myself noe can le.... i am really happy tt i did tt.... cuz it boosted my morale the next day... and also anxious becuz i took alot of courage to do it....

dot dot dot....

referred back to my last post.... was 26th Feb.... but oso forgot wad happened btw these 2 dates le.... hmm... 27th? work? 28th? work? aiyah... juz assume that i worked all the way till sunday okie?? oh no.... sat i went out with clement jh and bk to watch meet the spartans... then we went to eat @ meridian food court... then after that went to selegie beancurd to eat.... then go home...

sun 02032008
went to work... and why am i blogging my work again? oh... was freaking late... like i woke up at 8? tio 2hrs of extra work... but count myself lucky... cuz mdm is not ard... and why Aji who took over... so lighter sentence... and went home i did wad i wanna do for a long time... i can't deny i feel really good myself.... i noe... it may not be the same thing on the other end of the rope.... abit self decieving.... but at least i tried....

mon 03032008

need to wake up early to travel to old PA.... was one of the nicest place u can imagine a camp to be... well all the old english buildings... so nice... then i was taking the final test to making Singapore's next top PO.... take ippt la... did quite okie.... got silver!! yeah!!! PCG!! here i come!! anyway... i then went to find david ang choon choon lor... he quite like his job lor... good oso lor... had lunch there... then dunno why got this BIG patch of rash on my left hand... faster go buy ice pack put on it.... then went home clean up.... mum wanna go ikea... so i went lor... shun bian go courts which is next door to check on something... anyway... i thing i wanted they dun sell it there anymore... after that went to work.... damn shagged... had neck strains....

close book on 03032008 @ 2400hr

open book on 04032008 @ 0001hr

after work went home.... rest rest rest.... 1 rest word equals to 1hr.... then went to find mum for lunch.... tt's all....

then today got deploy for former ops white chocolate... current ops capture.... worked for like 15 hrs? ya.... doing nth in the first place...then need to travel ard after that....

wad if i manage to find that idiotic mas selamat ah?? promotions?? medal of valor?? good luck?? her attention??.... more than willing to do it man!!

bunch of us were toking abt secom today... deciding if it is a good post to be in... recruitment soon... after much discussion... PCG is still better... so dun think i'll change my mind....

anw.... the leap years was a very nice show!!!! should watch it man!! can't wait to catch sky of love oso.... but got no one to watch it with... haiz.... will think of a way though.... thought of it... this morning got someone told me something... when there's a will, there's a way..... cliche... but sets me thinking...

well not really... cuz i was like occupied like... with her in my mind....

haiz... not really in a nice mood... cant make myself to be in one anw.... so hard... i feel very low... very lost

2008-02-26T07:59:00.000-08:00

okie... i am trying to blog some stuff b4 i go slp.... i oso forgot where i ended the last time.... anyway...

22.2.2......008
hmm... my off day!!... rottttttttt.... until cannot rot...

23.2.2008
work......

24.2.2008
working in the evening.... and ky went back to perth in the morning... cuz her semester starts the next day.... i rot at home until going to work.... so got alot of rest... but stupid tio sentry.... told mdm... i dun like sentry.... she oso agree dun put me sentry... i stand there tt day becuz the other 2 haben try ops room and charge office.... so i wash my hands off sentry from now on le!!!... wahhahahaahaa.... then got wierd things happen like drunk lady and lizards fighting la.... hahaa... wah... police job so fun....

2400 -------- closed book on 24 feb 2008 -----------
0001-------- open book on 25 feb 2008 -----------

then off work.... walk home... guess wad?? saw ms beins chantel elena marie... she like from far i think i tired le.... cannot see properly.... hahaa... then thot she smiling at the guy in front of me.... but he nv react... only until 10 steps away then i realise its her.... then i suan her lor... i going off work... she's going to work... hahaa...

rot.....

26.2.2008
rot until 3pm... me and mum went to lunch... then went tamp.... saw jia yi there.... hahaa... think the other guy with her his bf ah... hahaa... nv tell me... hahaa.... then went to sengkang to meet joanne jie jie for dinner.... she treat sushi... tio toto!!!!... hahaa... then go suki sushi la... mew one... okieokie only.... then after that come home lor.... went jogging.... should go slp now...

ps: hmm... realising my feelings are the hardest diamonds in the world... had tried using some other saw to cut it... but it didn't even budge... well... a relief after realising tt... but still a constant heartache everytime i thot of the absence.... thot of where it went to... shattered me completely.... issit possible for me to turn the wheel?? juz 1 more chance to try.... haiz....

ps of ps: I REALLY LOVE YOU....

2008-02-21T07:59:00.000-08:00

CHEAH WHYE KEAT!!!!!

U R SO USELESS

U R SO IDIOTIC

U R A GOOD FOR NOTHING!!!!

u can't even impress her properly...

u cannot even sae the proper things....

u can't even make her take notice of u....

no matter how hard u try u are still not making any progress!!!

stupid dumb dumb u!!!! haiz... really feel like crying now...

why can't i hug her? when i fell sick why she wasn't there for me.... useless me....

2008-02-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

hmm... a week plus nv update blog... so sian... hahaa... but oso lazy la... hmm... oso dunno blog on wad... blog on my job? dun wan la... hahaa...

hmm... okie la... saturday i went to clement's hse go bai nian... then play blackjack with them... until 5 plus... i need to rush home to change and then go work... dunno why so busy.... work until so tired.... then next morning went home to rest.... rest liao... suddenly the guys call me... wan to go watch jumper... hahaa... but i abit shagged leh... hahaa.... then watch the show abit tired la... but cuz the show interesting so nv doze off.... hahaa...

talking abt jumper.... how i wish i could haf the power of the jumper.... i mean... there's so many places that i wanted to bring her go... yet... too late.... haiz... how do i get the chance again??

like i said, if i haf the power of the jumper.... the 1st thing i do is to jump to genting to buy the strawberry donuts.... for you....

hmm.... and then.... hmm.... nth much happened thru the week oso leh... if got things to blog then blog la....hahaa...

2008-02-11T08:34:00.000-08:00

wow... 1 week nv update.... cuz busy and tired... haiz... do some brief summary abt the week will do.... hahaa... lazy mah....

Monday and Tuesday 4th and 5th Feb 2008
- went for this life savers course in HTA... partner with mudd.... took alot of photos....hahaa...

the worst injury i ever had.... hahaa...

frenching anna.... hahaa...oops!!

my new fren...name's anna...

my creation...

mudd's.... whose better?? hahaa....

boring course though.... for the 2 days... we tried to keep ourselves awake la.... but still manage to make some fun out of it.... cuz the 2 days is juz b4 CNY.... monday went to bugis with weiming and hanweng.... then david oso going there with his frens.... then tuesday i oso went out with them to queenstown.... hahaa... both to find for more new year clothings though i had alot le la... hahaa... but haben buy shoes and nei jai mei... hahaa... bot both @ queensway....

wednesday 6th feb 2008 chinese new year eve....

went back to G division... got our roster... i was considered somewhat lucky for getting the longest leave.... then after a while jiu release us le... then went back to TP for lunch... the mensa western food auntie still rmb me... so pai seh... then shaowei was so shocked.... hahaa... then had yi pin guo for reunion dinner.... had something inside that i like alot... the baby abalone... then it was also bot by someone special... didn't realise... but it was really really nice...

thur & fri 7 & 8 Feb 2008
GONG XI FA CAI!! WAN SHI RU YI!!!!
chinese new year.... go bai nian and all lor... wad u expect? okie la...

sat & sun 9 & 10 Feb 2008
went to chalet that was booked for my grandma to enjoy when she come out from the old folks home... tt's all

wanna upload some pic of my beloved niece.... but too tired today...other day ba....

hmm.... Thursday coming.... wad am i supposed to do.... dun wanna spend it alone.... but not in the mood to go out any mary susan or lulu.... see how first ba.... sian...

2008-02-04T04:38:00.000-08:00

hmm.... nv blog since last sunday.... i guess i'll juz put a very brief blog on it....

last sunday.... hmm wasn't much happening except tt i went to parkway.... start to feel a little bit unwell.... came home to rest for next day work....

so monday morning when i woke up.... i totally cant move!! cuz every nerves in my body was paralyse for a moment.... then i force myself up, change and went to camp.... didn't feel really well the whole trip... can't even hold my stuff properly.... keep dropping it cuz i haf no strength to hold it.... then i started to get scared la.... but i haf no one to tell of my pain.....
then tahan all the way to camp.... attended first day of the PIC training.... hard day.... then i went to find mum in simei... was feeling better by end of the day.... reach simei.... mum still doing pedi.... manage to ask ade to pei me walk walk until mum is done.... then did some shopping b4 going home.... back at home... at night... i start to feel all the trauma and relapse... i felt so cold and terrible all over.... i was in pain!!!! all night i can't stop the chills.... was so cold.... so helpless.... haiz.... suffered all the way till morning.....

then woke up with the same sypmtoms.... agaIN.... had to tow myelf all the way to camp....was so painful.... then after work, went to parkway to get some stuff..... then went home.... and again.... painful painful.... i dunno how to describe.... my feeling at that time.... i dun think anyone will understand.....

wed... thot it would had like subside or wad.... but was still feeling feverish and all.... by right was suppose to go k with ade and eileen.... but cancelled due to sick ppl.....went to CGH after work.... waited till 9 plus 10 before i get to see a doc... haiz.... b4 tt somemore did a wrongful diagnostic tests on the wrong guy with my name.... then they call me... claim tt i did all those bp and blood sugar test.... got everything very high.... like going to die liddat.... then found out its the wrong guy..... then went home..... 11 plus.... went to rest.....

thurs felt better.... after medication and all.... went out with desiree after work.... she no mood to shop so went to watch movie... .27dresses.... then went home.....

fri.... felt alot better.... after work.... went out with david to bugis.... bot some t shirts.... then walk walk see see.... went home after that cuz he wanna catch the 9pm show....

sat and sun nth much happened... juz spring cleaning.....

today.... dun wanna tok abt today.....

haiz....

i juz dun wanna be angry with anybody.... i'm juz shocked on how frens could do things that i thot they wun do lor.... but seriously.... i felt hurt.... u really hurt me this time.... i oso dunno how to trust u le....

but if really if u all dun understand how i feel.... i rather suffer in pain alone.... although she wun noe..... rather than resulting in wad happened now......

2008-01-27T08:12:00.000-08:00

hey hey.... its sunday night.... 12.12am... hmm... tml still got training leh... haiz... sian... 8.30 muz reach HTA.... from bedok to cck leh!!... but dun complain... at least dun haf to walk in today... anyway... like to blog on some stuff b4 i go sleep....

Thursday 24 Jan
hmm... actually organised an outing for a surprise eileen's bday party.... hahaa... no one noe... except for ade... who actually forgot oso.... power rite? they thot actually juz a dinner outing... but actually plan it becuz eileen's bday gathering was delayed for 2 straight weeks.... think tt liddat really upset her... personally feel disappointed for her... so decide to call everyone out in the evening for dinner.... @ MOF.... b4 that... went to meet the 47 guys, maniam @ sim lim cuz he wanna buy hard drive... then suppose to meet 1pm leh... everyone... but power... nvm... maniam sae meet me in sim lim @ 12.15.... come at 1pm... 45min late... we settle everything @ bugis le... we went to somerset.... so on the surface we're late rite?... well.... went there... twiggy arrived first... then yong.... the list ends there.... hahaa... well... the rest were still @ home at 1.45pm... hahaa....while waiting for them.... went shopping at heerens and cine shop shop.... went to levis to buy a pair of jeans.... bot 509.... intended to buy 501... but too loose.... find the skinnies quite cool.... but mud looking... hahaa.... then finallt kar hian, wan and fir come.... hahaa.... went to watch The Mist..... damn nice damn cool damn fantastic.... and damn irritating..... hahaa.... when Mrs Carmody died.... everyone in the cinema clapped... hahaaa... tt's the only spoiler i gonna give on how irritating it is.... hahaa... after tt i left them to go meet ade and eileen @ bugis... then the rest start strolling in... had dinner.... went to buy cake secretly.... no one noe... hehee... i abit cheeky i noe.... then manage to surprise eileen with the cake lor... then after that... .cuz everyone tired... all worked the whole day le... except for me.... so decide to go home lor... then there's some things tt made me quite upset and quite heart shattering la.... i tried to control myself le.... shouldn't make myself so obvious.... haiz... tt day actually ended with an heartache and a wet pillow lor... not my drool hor....

Friday 25 Jan
went for posting @ HTA.... hahaa... waited a while for the rest @ cck... then we went back to HTA.... no more T pass!!! hahaa... then went to posting... met the OIC... think temporary one la.... he is SSI2 Chia... same surname... hahaa... i call him Tung no.2.... although he higher rank than Tung... he got the exactly same story and attitude as Tung... tt's why.... hahaa... went to Bedok HQ.... found out like those ppl i asked.... only me stay in Bedok... hahaa... shiok.... then eat lunch... find mom @ her workplace...then went back to play pool... SSI2 Chia came along to play with me.... stress ah!!!.... i like dun wanna live liddat leh... i go win him.... die liao die liao... then go back... most of the time.... do nth lor... then we try asking him qns abt our posting lor... then really... he shoot me... hahaa... friendly friendly one lor.... nice guy for first impression... hahaa... then after tt go off @ 5plus... went home.... try jio-ing ppl for mahjong.... cannot.... finally manage to jio wei xiang... go clubbing... then i forgot to ask him go which one... stupid... rush to MOS.... then i reach funan then rmb to ask him... hahaa... they on their way to phuture... haiz... took 195 rush down... hahaa.... reach there.... no food!! aiyoh... forgot to eat dinner leh... only got 1 hotdog stand there.... eat lor.... then went in.... $30 leh!!!.... sian.... my budget was $15 only... MOS mah... then went in.... drinks oso ex!! haiz... had those cheap cheap drink.... not nice somemore... then took photos.... 1st person we saw find very familiar... stupid thing is... i still kidding kidding tell weixiang... tt person look like FI fauzi leh... like so difficult to find a person's look a like... hahaa.... then weixiang shoot me.... sae tt 1 is REALLY FI fauzi... hahaa... i stunned for a moment....weixiang dared me to sae hi... hahaa.... cont dancing.... saw MR chia kok wei.... obviously ABC-ing there... hahaa... (Alligator-Buaya-Crocodile) then saw the Beins sisters... hahaa... chantel and rochelle la... with their cousin natasha... from new zealand.... then cont dancing with wei xiang and frens.... suddenly saw 1 guy.... ADAM HARRIS LEE.... sian..... tt stupid guy oso noe how to club meh.... come to this kind of place oso wanna act big f**K leh..somemore manage to recognise us....haiz.... sian one la.... dance for awhile... hop ard with the sisters and weixiang.... weixiang and frens left early... so stayed with the sisters.... until 5?.... 1st visit to phuture?... fine... very squeezy.... prefer MOS.... went home with them... same street mah... convenient hor... hahaa...

yawns.... i'm still at friday ah?? sian.... think rest first.... tml then cont blogging... good night!!!

KL trip

2008-01-23T08:57:00.000-08:00

Howdy!!

juz came back from my KL trip!! woohoo! was fun man...kinda go relax myself b4 stressing myself up for more challenges ahead...juz needa blog on wad actually happened for the last 3 days b4 i go to slp... actually only had less than 12 hrs of slp since saturday.... yawn!!... issit?... wait... didn't slp on sat,slpt 4 on sun,didn't slp on mon either,slpt on the bus,slpt abit on tue... ya... ard there la... hahaa....

Monday 21.1.08
went back to HTA to do full de-kitting.... got into PIC @ G division... hmm... slack job... went to see tung... he actually told everyone that abt my reccommendation.... tt's the stress part... dunno if the HQ actually willing to take me in not.... haiz... stress!!! then, was delayed in going back home cuz of ryan chan zhen liang nv cut his hair... then went to meet my mum for lunch @ causeway point... met ming rui there.... anw... mum brot baby esther along... hehee... then after lunch, mum went back to woodlands i rushed back to home to pack bag.... was freaking late lor... becuz of the hair cutting thingy.... haf to take cab down somemore... haiz.... meet up with william and mud@ kranji ....then after that reach there, we took the yellow bus ( Causeway Link ) to Larkin.... reach there haben even step into the terminal, we alrdy bot the tickets le... hahaa... fast right... 7pm bus.... then we took the bus all the way to a place we thot is KL... cuz everyone blur... and then broken telephone... then 2 of kip insisting this is KL this is KL.... then i see see... this is seremban leh... then they ony realise its not KL when we ask someone... hahaa... nvm... stayed in seremban for a night by doing havoc things... like walking ard quiet streets and eating mee goreng and playing snooker @ 1am in the morning... and end it off by playing dota till 4plus... hahaa... after we went back to the bus terminal to get tickets to KL.... then board the bus... confirm reach KL then we alight... hahaa... alighted at central market... it was still dawn when we alighted......

Tuesday 22.01.08
6am in the morning... reach there... of course first thing to do in a last minute trip.... is to go find a hotel.... william and mud had juz found a new hobby.... call HOTEL-HOPPING... hahaa... so funny... @ first we were lost... then we decide to start out from pudu raya... since that's like the hub of KL buses... manage to find pudu raya... then we decide to go find hotel 'novo' as told by mud's bro.... nothing in sight... so we decide to go to the nearest hotel to ask for a room and a map... but the hotel seemed so grand... we thot it was like expensive but eventually found out it was affordable...but didn't stay there lor....
then we follow the map to find more hotels... cuz 'novo' is not listed in the map i got... so we walked towards an area with a hotel which is call novotel... but that's like a high end hotel wad.... anyway... we reach bukit bintang... we saw not only a few hotels.... but alot of hotels!!! that's how the duo's hobby stirs up... hahaa.... so we actually hotel hop for whole 2 hours... hahaa... but actually settling with a hotel named corona inn..... then after that we showered and change into comfortable clothings... with our well-planned route... (pic to be posted later)... and then we left hotel @ 10am.... then we went to nearby shopping malls to walk lor... BB plaza,Sungei Wang,Lot 10,Starhill, Pavilion which is a newest and coolest place in KL hahaa.... had carl's Jr there.... then we go to Berjaya Times Square to walk.... mud forced me to take the stupid roller coaster.... TWICE!!!!>.... william chickened out.... then after that we went to petaling street.... cool place!! hahaa.. but the shops closing early... b4 polis come raid for piracy... the red light destrict oso near there...hehee...of coz nv go la... hahaa.. then we went to central market... walk walk... b4 taking train to KLCC.... Petronas Twin Tower!!! hahaa... finally see the real thing... hehee... so big.... had secret recipe and a&w there... b4 heading back to hotel to shower....
head out of hotel @ 10 again to catch a movie at the pavilion... watched Cloverfield.... i find it okie... but they find it stupid and waste of money.... dunno??... hahaa.... wadeva.... went back to hotel rest....

Wednesday Today 23.01.08
woke up... the other 2 pigs reluctant to wake up... went down to hotel's cafe for breakfast.... after that pack up change and check out to go to pudu raya.... time to go home... had lunch @ a nearby pudu raya's kopitiam... had mee and nasi goreng and roti canai.... teh tarik..... nice nice... then bot dunkin donuts for mom and rest!! hahaa... will pass it to them tml.... hahaa... then tried to board the bus... but there's some stupid misplanning... then eventually juz gif in as long as we reach Spore... then reach Spore.... home sweet home....

hmm... the trip did gif me a time to step away from all my problems... of cuz the problems are still ard... and i wun leave them unsolved.... but there's some things still stick with me whereever i go.... even when i'm in KL.... i means things like dejavous.....memories.... and even thoughts like ' wish u were here' and 'hope i can bring u here on the next trip'.... really hope that things can turn out well for me.... i pray....

wishing for u....

2008-01-20T07:44:00.000-08:00

HAIZ>>> SO TIREDDDD!!!!.... wanna slp le... but think blog first...

hmm finally come back home le... from this 2 days of havoc and etc.... saturday morning wake up to accompany mom for breakfast b4 going off to meet some ppl @ vivocity.... hmm(reminisence)... to go sentosa lor...hmm(reminisence)... meet fir,william,yong,twiggy,kenny,xun @ there to go siloso... plan to sun tan but no sun.... irony is... all of us had too much sun tan for past 2 weeks le... except for kenny la... cgk!... ystd juz to go even out the tan only la.... hahaa... played frisbee and volleyball until damn tired... then there's a pre planned thing... there's a clubbing session in the night... fir,kenny,me discussed wanna go not... in the end oso go... hahaa b4 leaving sentosa it rain-ed... awhile only... then we bath and go to eat pasta mania... after that we went to vivo to walk...hmm(reminisence)... then chiong home to change and come out... cuz we oso abit budget wad... hahaa... muz catch the early bird ticket... hahaa... 15 only but 1 drink.... then meeting mingsen oso and wei xiang with 2 of his frens.... then went in and out juz to get drinks.... bo liao... hahaa.. then went to mac to grab a bite... there was fireworks @ chinatown then saw abit lor... i kpo mah... after that went back to MOS.... guys NV BUY DBL CHEZBURGER MEAL!!! cheat $$ one... then after tt club until 2 the guys wanna go le... boohoo... left me and weixiang and his 2 frens.... until 4plus then go home.... after that reach home 6 then get into bed..... 8 plus wake up.... help mom with baby ruth's full month's stuff b4 going to woodlands.... get to see my 2 cute nieces is my only purpose of going to woodlands.... hahaa... baby esther was sick... but abit only la.... the mother wayang until like wad liddat.... then i eat abit i faster siam.... go meet clement and gerald.... went walk walk... then to central eat ramen.... full~.... after that go home lor.... PS we walked from orchard wisma to central... and both of them did't scold me... hahaa...

hmm.... some reminisence thingy abt vivo and sentosa.... was actually due to a period of time.... which falls between late april or early may to juz before june..... prob late may... becuz... that period was actually the most happiest... most remembrance... most lovely.... most unforgetable... most treasured period of mid-2007.... can nv forget the times @ vivocity and sentosa.... every footsteps that had been left there... still can be seen thru my teary eyes.... haiz... regretz.... things juz haf to be different now.... how can i haf the power to make things back to wad i wanted? someone pls tell me....

hmm... juz a few words for gerald.... i noe u dun mind me breaking this news in my blog.... i noe ur break up isn't very good feeling at all.... mine wasn't too... in fact... you noe.... i mean... juz try to take it in ur stride... think that really wad i said juz now abt wad ger for u? true-hearted advice.... but juz hope that u dun make the problems revolve ard u.... nth will happen.... if u think there's a change need to be made... change it go ahead.... u juz haf to make things happen... if u think u need a new gf... if that's wad u wan...go ahead.... dun forget u haf a bunch of good buddies supporting u... and of cuz believe in urself.... worked in the ppl ard me... and i'm glad for them.... i wan to do the same for u.....k? make things happen....

2008-01-18T08:52:00.000-08:00

hmm.... finally POP parade over le... ha... feeling supposed to be gr8t... but i wasn't at all... i mean... not that i'm blaming anyone or anything... juz not happy lor... but tt's juz personal feelings la... of cuz betta not implicate on my squadmates lor... come back home complain to myself can le...

haiz... i mean.... cannot force things to go my way mah... but i believe i still can confess my true feeling on the blog rite?... Frankly speaking, i can't be any sadder than tt moment... the feeling of wasn't able to ask her come see me doing something JAI.... the feeling of the moment of pride and honour yet she wasn't there to see.... the feeling of unable to let her see the confidence and the change that had happened in me.... i tried to do everything i can to change myself from the person i regretted being to the person i wish she can see and smile @.... to sae that i'm the one to spend the rest of her life with.... again....i really wish

frens may think i'm stubborn and stupid.... but it is the xing fu i wanna pursue... she is the ger i can't afford to lose... the ger that is too good to be true.... the one and only ger that can put a smile in my life.... the one that i wanna take care of the rest of my life... the one that i can't resist holding her close to me and nv let her go.... it is a decision that i persist... i mark my words....

this confession oso abit too candid... too detailed le...
but 1 of the days i still haf to sae it out one...

2008-01-17T08:02:00.000-08:00

hmm.... its 18th Jan 2008.... 12.03am.... 1st hour of the day i'm passing out from HTA... hmm... elations of coz... but covered with disappointments too... no corporal rank... no posting.... not really grand thing.... no tip top condition... very bad flu.... or dunno wad is it.... and most disappointing is... wasn't able to fufill my dream.... tt's too bad... can't force things to happen... juz can make them happen only...

haiz... wasn't able to make it happen though... through quite a series of attempts.... but things aren't going my way... haf to respect it... sad though... but its an obligation... there's always other chances rite?... juz believe in myself.....that i can make things happen!!!!

anyway... tired and sick.... wad to do?? still muz march.... today abit suay lor... hmm... cuz last night in HTA la... then this morning SI Desmond showed up in the coy.... juz becuz he found someONE.... SHIT in the BASIN!!! hahaa... nvm.... each squad volunteer 1 guy.... stupidly.... i raised my hand.... went to wash it away.... disgusting... almost puke.... cannot even eat lunch ah...
but rest of the thing was okie lor.... the hot weather like make alot of ppl fustrated ah... i betta not touch anyone ah... later get scolded.... hahaa

LAST DAY AT HOME TEAM ACADEMY!!!! HOORAY!!! POP OHHHHHH!!!

2008-01-15T08:26:00.000-08:00

juz wanna release some fury in me... so erm... ppl dun haf to bother wad i'm saying okie??

WATCH OUT!!! ONE OF THOSE FAT, ROUNDED FACED BESPECTACLED,HORNY LOOKING, DESPICABLE, OILY HAIRED, OLD GUY!!!! u noe who u are!! betta not let me see u coz u had juz met a wrong match....

but ya... ur match is a loser.... tt's me...

but i will fight...

MY Regrets.... MY Sorrow....

2008-01-12T10:50:00.000-08:00

Hmm... .juz came back from ivan surprise birthday party... hahaa... ppl old le... anw jean had did a very impressive job on it... very initiative and thoughtful... hahaa... happy for ivan ah... got such a gd girlfren... so obviously it was gr8t in a way it wasn't boring la... did a surprise cake cutting @ TP after open hse... then me and sinee went to TM to get a gift for him and then meet up with jenna to go to katong.... waited for bus 10 very long.... so was ABIT late la... hahaa... had nice nice food.... IVAN'S TREAT!!!! THKS BRO!!! : )

then there was quite a no. of us... like ivan, jean, jean's fren, yanning, me, jenna,sinee, OCT tan, joe & gf.... the 4 of them went home early.... BOO....then ivan's other good fren came later.... got a van to go ard... so we went to ice cube @ serangoon gardens... hmm... been quite a while since i stepped in there.... not really a place to go.... since memories will step up eh.... hmm....bad thing abt having good memory.... a good thing tt is not so good after all... hmm... had a long long~ chat there.... after tt we went home....

Though having enjoyed abit today..... there's sorrow deep in me.... well.... wun sae the obvious one.... why not juz sae recently.... rmbed last night ALumni Party?... hmm.... it was a great place for some to meet the ppl u wan to meet.... and ya... i met Terence and nv to miss out.... Hock Chuan!!!.... i miss him alot... but wasn't really ready to tell him wad happened to me.... but recieved a bad news.... tt his conditions had reversed... so he's going to more medications etc.... the moment i heard tt from him.... i was like.... i dunno... empathetic?concerned?crashed?.... i mean... he is the one who helped and taught me alot in TP.... an advisor, a mentor, a good fren, an inspiration.... haiz... didn't wan to see him tt way.... real worried for him... hope tt god can bless him with a good health....

Life's so uncertain.... how sure are u that things could or could not happen? who has the answer?

POP OH!!!

2008-01-11T08:11:00.000-08:00

hmm... juz came back from camp via TP.... juz went for the TP Alumni Party... okie... more or less quite fun... minus the food... everything's alright... with booze...and frens... i felt like an irony there... hahaa... cuz... like i feel so old being an alumni... but i am the new batch of alumni!! hahaa... there's alumni that tracked all the way back to 99s... and even 96!!! hahaa.... that makes me YOUNG!!!

hahaa... so... over the last week... my timetable... chio~... only got 1 statement.... POP Rehearsal.... hahaa... quite fun but quite tiring.... really tiring... i mean... imagine standing under the hot sun for few hours.... sweating and burning.... like the boots are melting la... hahaa...the kiwi really practically melts... i'm serious... not only that... there's morning session and afternoon session.... but i believe everythings gonna worth it....

hmm.... been quite stressed nowadays... wun sae wad issit abt... i mean... i gotta admit... although i can change myself for that VERY CAUSE.... i will do anything to make it happen.... but i guess the flaw i can't change is being stubborn.... but only for particular reason....i juz haf to sae i'm sorry to my frens i've let u all down.... but i really can't do wad u all had said.... either way,its still hard for me.... why not i choose the way i wan it to be... I ADMIT.... i'm suffering... but i've decided on wad to do.... pls support me.... i believe 1 day u all will, rite?

though saying all these... i still bottle things up to myself.... i still can't bear to confide in frens... they haf their own happiness... why add blues into their smiles....

but think i'll be stepping out of Spore for a while after POP.... juz to relac myself... tryin to see something different.... breath in fresh air probably.... not sure... hahaa... really need a trip

2008-01-04T05:43:00.000-08:00

yawnnzzz!!!!!

eh... wad happened?? it seems like 2 years ago since i last blogged....
hey.... i'm botak now... no more in poly... in NS now... in HTA... in police....
oh.... i'm all alone now....

hmm.... seems like things had changed so rapidly.... everyone had started working and i had ended up in Police... hmm... and this blog abit dusty le... dunno for how many donkey years i haden update liao

for those who had been waiting for a blog update... hehee... sorry to make u wait for 2 years.... hmm.... heehee...

times change.... ppl changed.... i had changed too.... i hoped that i had change to become better.... cuz the old me had made me a regrettful person... for losing the most important person in my life...things may seems to be too late.... but i will persist.... hope that a change could be a better drive for my repentence and to find back wad i had lost.....i am really missing wad i had lost... i will give all out to have back her.... even if it takes everything from me...

think i not feeling well... cannot really think of anything to blog of.... hehee... wanna go rest awhile...ciao

2006-09-18T06:12:00.000-07:00

hmm... now at work... less than an hour more to off work.. hehee... then tml off... hahaa... today morning woke up early in the morning juz to go for a Lab Specific Briefing.. not everyone have the whole LT only 9 of us... hahaa... then after that dear dear come and find me.... so i went up to concourse... saw a few ppl there la... azaun preparing for his interview... mine's tml... dear's 1pm... then i went to cuppo jx's nacho... quite nice leh... hahaa... $2.05 somemore.. hahaa... after that me and dear went to tampines central to eat... went fish & co. to eat... cannot finish ... alot... haiz... then after that she need to rush to interview i need to rush to work... haiz... thinking need to work with that dumbass... kinda sucks la...

Rule no.1: Nv work with a dumbass who noe nutz abt comp(trust me, that includes minimizing a window)... its like working with devil... and in hell!!

Rule no.2: Nv let a dumbass like in rule no.1 to ans a call... it would be like a closing down sales wihtout the intention of closing down... and without any single customer!!

Rule no.3: Nv meet a dumbass like in rule no.1 & 2... its like meeting death and next thing u noe... u're in hell!!...

hey.... the ppl in all 3 rules are the same person!!! wow... whose that?? oh... its tay cher heng no. 2!! aka chng ah may!!!

wad the hell....

anyway... this blog is since last wed... thurs to fri nth much... sat was great!! i got to see my dear!!.. hahaa... went to canberra CC to fetch her off work... then we went to orchard on bus... hahaa... then we kip toking abt a wierd topic... cannot sae... hahaahaa ... hahaa... hint la... 1 of the most toked topic nowadays... then we reach there we went to buy john tucker must die 1.30am show... with our free movie tickets... hahaa... then we went to cartel... so not nice... should have went other places lor... haiz... then we went to watch the show... quite funny... hahaa... okie lor the show... but it seems that more ppl are watching the pulse than john tucker... hmm... thot jap remake would be boring?? i mean i'm a horror freak la... not j horror... cuz very boring... serious... then we took NR7 home... went home of coz slp la... tired tired... wake up the next day by my mummy... sae i sleep like a pig... make her wait... then we went to eat brunch downstairs b4 going to woodlands... went to my bro's place... then went causeway point walk walk... bot cake and sushi... went back there for dinner.... liddaty only lor... nth much....

okie... gtg... ciao!!

2006-09-13T00:33:00.000-07:00

okie... today is wed...i promised to continue my updates.. where was i?? oh ya!! registration...

while we were rushing our stuff here and there... wallace, mag hor, siyuen and salem managed to come back on time... only left with jeff who went back home first after work to eat his fav homemade bak kut teh... hahaa... then all of us went up to hear the briefing before the real things starts. it started with some mass ice breaker games... during the ice breakers... some freak acident happened la... hahaa... i kinda miss my footing while climbing down the stairs... i kinda rolled down the half of the stairs la.... kinda hurt abit... knocked on my head... surprising thing is i didn't black out... so i juz go treat my wound and went back busy with my stuff... juz worried abt my back... shit man...

then it was my cheering session... need to teach a few cheers... taught them 3 thou... thought that its sufficient... kinda shout my lungs out during the segment... hahaa... my cheering turn rusty le... i swear i wun wan to cheer anymore... maybe... hehee... old le mah...

then after that, its the movie segment... suppose to watch a movie... rmb the titans... 1 of my fav movie... esp the part with the song... haiz... too bad some technical glitches... cannot watch... SO~... went on to the next part of the camp which is ice breakers by the mentors lo... hmm... more or less successful la... wun sae its excellent... the sub comm participants are quite active... ONLY to see that some main comms are disappointing... haiz... erm... to be true... were the expected one... nvm...
bo pa kay.... issit the word? hahaa...

the games were played till 11 plus?? i think... then its was the end of the day... little do ppl noe why... hahaa... the mentors had debriefing until 2.30pm... means that we only had 30min to slp... of coz after settling and all... its less than 30 min... haiz... then 3 am... we all have to wake up to prepare for the morning jog... ard the skool... i was in charge of leading 1 team la... siti was surprised that i still can jog after falling down the stairs... hahaa... the same thing happened... erm... i was very disappointed that i told wallace... but ya... things are that way...

after the run... everyone are to proceed to the room for more games... we conducted 2 gmaes... and something so fustrating is we actually ended up using a deck of cards with 51 cards!!!... i mean... i counted like so many damn times to get a nice figure... now that there's a deck of freaking 51 cards screw up whole thing... then... we went on to the last game... which is a card tower game la... imagine 6 am in the morning, u had only a few hours of slp... u now had to build a card tower... hahaa... anyway... the groups went into business and built their towers... then after that they need to proceed to a briefing abt wad they supposed to do... they will be having CIP projects... they will be helping out a few homes to refurbish and clean up their house... only got to s[plash my body and wash my hair b4 setting off.

i was the mentor for bukit merah view one... so we actually have 2 homes to work on... hmm... job was easy in the first one... wasn't in the second one... but the sub comms work it out quite fine over there... then we proceed to going to changi beach... where we will be camping there la... then we went down to business... we set up the stuff for our beach games... actually only 2 games la... 1 is clothesline... the other is the ping pong with the leaking cannister... everyone was wetted by the game... hahaa... anyway before that... it actually rained.... wetted everything liao...

then we went on with the night walk... spent most of the time @ the night walk toking and joking and gossiping... etc etc etc... i went into the OCH with shahirah, terence, and whose the other guy ah?? was it benjamin following us?? prob he was too quiet la..hahaa...

then went to accompany jeff at commando barrack cuz he alone... alison pang seh him... hahaa... then we need to go back to the camp... most walked back... wallace came to fetch us back... reach camp site le hor... we went into the tent to set up sleeping position... i cannot take it le i fell asleep... only to wake up last the next morning... asked everyone to clean their tents and fold them up... and then they have their breakfast... i went to have a bath... woah lao... there's a pile of shit at the last cubicle la... damn disgusting... the other cubicles weren't as dirty though... but still...

shortly after... the mentors' breakfast came... hahaa... was prata... hmm... mai hiam bue pai jiak la... then we set off on the buses to the houses again... more cleaning done... more purchasing done... i felt that these sub comm participants had done a great job in helping these families... really touched... hahaa

then cut off time was 4 pm... then we went back to school for debriefing... did some talks... photo taking... and wad's so funny abt me ah?? seriously... nvm... then everyone went home... we continue debrief... then chose the sub comms... till 11 plus... went home...

the next day we still went for EHS briefing... almost late la... took cab... then finally meet my dear... wanted to call her during the camp... 1 stupid thing is... my phone ran out of battery... great!!... the other thing is...everyone in the camp had their phones kept with us for security... ha!!... no phone...great... anyway... both of us went for lunch and then to work... so miss my dear... buden tue i meet her again... morning went to orchard with mum and dear to have breakfast @ food republic... quite nice la.. but ex leh... hahaa... then we went to buy movie tickets... went to buy dear's shoe bag... she sae she like the blue one... but dun haf... so i told her to buy the orange one then i give her my blue one in exchange... then the cathay got some promotion... we need to get chop from entertainment, f&b and fashion to change for a free movie ticket... hahaa... we got 2 movie chops, 2 starbucks chop, 2 fashion chop... 1 from NUM, another one from adidas... all for exchange of 2 free movie tickets!!! hahaa...

then we went shopping a while before taking mrt to yishun... then i felt alittle bit quizy... so i went to buy some penadol and had some fruit juice lor....

went to dear's aunt place for dinner... then was rushing la... abit of unhappy things happen... all thanks to M1... as expected... their service still suck la... then we went to watch the movie.... start to feel very very cold... i fell sick... went home to rest... then woke up this morning feeling the same... all my bones are aching la... haiz... so sad... need to make my dear dear worry... i'm sorry my dear that i nv tell u i was sick...

but anyway... i still come to work today... hope i will feel better lo...

2006-09-11T06:01:00.000-07:00

its been a week or so since i last blogged... hmm... was really busy recently... first with work... then with project... followed by camp...

work wasn't really much to tok abt... juz some neurotic u-noe-who was sitting at in front of my comp when i came back... got caught by me... before i could sae a word... he timidly scamper back to his workplace... shit u... anw.. he juz got a complain from a customer abt his attitude... which sounds like routine calls... hahaa... but i have yet to tell my manager abt it...

imagine u are a customer.. calling a cutomer service-oriented government organisation....

cust: may i enquire abt the yoga course?

shit: yes?

cust: wad's the fee like ah?

shit: 50 for members 60 for non members

cust: its the instructor good? is he professional?

shit: i dunno... i am not the instructor... dun ask mi...

(for god's sake, when ppl ask u tt.. of coz praise him la... and btw... all PA instructors are trained and qualified!!)

cust: then where's your CC located at?

shit: the one beside the mac...

cust: any other description??

shit: i dunno how to tell u... i stay in pasir ris i dun stay here...

(dumb la... wad stupid excuse is that??! u work here for god's father's sake...which is still god la)

cust: har... then how do i come to ur CC when u dun describe to me where's ur CC.

shit: aiyah... if u call and ask again... u tell the others sae that i dunno... rmb my name is j**n... *cupP*!!

(he hung up the phone... he hung up the freaking phone!!!!)

it was a bliss that the cust did not report to the HQ ah... hahaa... if not...

hmm... past 2 weeks were chionging- proposal week... nth much to tok abt the proposal too... juz a little bit worried abt it... cuz small wrongs may lead to big screw ups... so muz be a bit cautious abt it lor....

move on to abt camp... a great camp though... what more when its a touching one too...

its the ASc sub comm LTC la... and its also... as refer to wallace as the mentor's virgin camp... hahaa... but partially a disappointing one... in sense that of some aspects...

we start out first day busy and hectic... which cause a gradual fatigue in all the mentors... especially me and huilin... apparently.... wallace, mag hor, salem and siyuen went out to the hses for recce... which were for the community services... leaving me and huilin... i was late for 1 min... but huilin was late for 1 hr? hahaa.. we went to do some quotation on pickups and so... thereafter, we went to sheng shiong to purchase the food items la... the biscuits and milo were an ease... the prob lies with a carton of 12 X 1.5L of ice mountain water... hahaa... i actually strain my hands carrying it till some blood vessels in my fingers ruptured.

reaching school we went to put the stuff in AO... before going to do more admin stuff and to AC store to collect the logistics... we were chionging our time la.. cuz we collected it at 4.30pm... there's alot of stuff to collect and there/'s only 2 of us... then actually we made it on time... hahaa... good job both of us!!... after that we go up to the registration...

i should stop here cuz i'm going off work... shall update tml or wed... cya

2006-08-31T23:48:00.000-07:00

YES!!! I FINALLY PASS MY DRIVING TEST!!! Hahaa… finally I got a driving license.. I got my P-plate… I got my safety video watched…. Erm.. where’s the car?? Hahaa… no car for me… too bad… its juz that my dad preferred a bike to a car…. So??

Hmm… but there’s car sharing… but the procedures are so mind boggling I dunno where to start… and moreover I’m a P- plate… who will lend a car to me??

Anyway… I’m just happy I dun need to spend another cent on CDC… probably on bike?? Yeah… maybe… but I rather go army take bike training hor… erm… or even get into RSAF… hahaa…

Toking abt career again… haiz… I muz settle my career to give a good life to my dear… hor??

Anyway… sign off first… busy…

2006-08-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

40 more mins before i can go off work... haiz... how i wanna enjoy life like its vacation... apparently... i haden for like donkey semesters... but i need the $$... damn bored man... that stupid idiot tried to read my blog again... CRAZY GUY!!~!

anyway... juz wanna update some stuff...

23 aug- went to work in the morning till 4... after that went to meet my precious for dinner... and then i went to clark quay to find the rest of the guys @ wine garage... apparently, they were planning to go to MOS... which i can't make it la... becuz of work (u see!!!)... heard they had alot of fun la... haiz... all i can do is go home slp early next day got work...

24 aug- as i had said... went to work... eventful actually... but all the unwelcome guest streamed in 1 after another to give trouble... as if I AM the system... I AM NOT the computer... I CAN'T TELL U WHY THE SYSTEM IS LIDDAT... u bastard!!....

25 aug- which is today... work morning till 4.30pm... then go back to school to meet ms mah...about our MP... after that went to find the guys in the gym... went to eat kfc... then need to drag myself back to CC to work again... haiz... life eh...

been looking forward to tml... i can't wait for tml's 6.30pm i can meet her le...

K P O !!

2006-08-22T19:05:00.000-07:00

today is wednesday... supposedly my off day... but i come back work half day... to earn more money... later still need to meet wallace.. provided if kong's going too... hmm... ystd initially oso working half day... but mY sWeet piG wanna go out... of cuz i will choose the better one... we went to j8 to shop... then we decided to go eat the most traditional... KOPITIAM... cuz i feel like...

then we walk towards the interchange... i wanted to go to the 1 opp. bishan CC.. cuz its been 3 years since i ate there and i miss the food... memories were there too... but deaR dunno why we end up at the 1 on the 2nd level of bus interchange... very dull place... eat until half way then dear dear then tell she rmbed abt tt kopitiam i said... got nice food there... haiz...

then we shop shop awhile cannot find anything... only bot a bottle for dear... we opened dunno how many bank accts.. and a poluo char siew bun and shilin... then we go to likim's hse for tuition... bot some assessment books for shuling's brother... haiz... dunno how to teach...

after that, we ate dinner then we go out to orchard to shop a while... bot a shirt her shoes and dunno wad other stuff;... had waffles @ gelare... yawn*... i wanna slp le... how???

i verry xiang lian someone... since today i nth to do liao... after work go find her? dunno can make it on time not... haiz......

2006-08-18T04:18:00.000-07:00

since i am free... since i nv blog so long liao... then blog lor.. hahaa.. my blog look so rusty... hehee... alot of ppl scold me liao... for not blogging... wonder if ppl still read my blog... i want to change the skin so i decide to change after this entry...

things had been tough... had been packed with schedules... am going to be pack with more for another gazillian years... hmm... but still okie la... can manage can liao hor? at least suffer now... prepare for the future!!!... the future and away~~~~ ........ siao!

been working since the morning 830... another 2 hours i will off work le... i nv see her for 2 days le... wun be for another 1 more? hmm... boring... its not tt CC work life is boring juz that working enviroment and company are critical. the system here oso... abit wierd... no publicity one... no wonder no customer...

helping out wallace in a few stuff these few days... an exciting one...hopefully a successful on... heheee....

think tt's all i update now... my mind blank blank...haha....

i de love de u de dear de ! de ! de ! de !

last day of work

2006-04-15T06:00:00.000-07:00

yeah!! its my last day of work~!! finally... but the day after tml is my SIP commencement alrdy... haiz... and dun haf any mood to work now... anyway... its 9.24 now.... going to off work alrdy,... hmm... damn sian... i dun wanna blog le...

2006-04-12T18:26:00.000-07:00

*yawn*
juz woke up... in the office....
eh!... its been 2 months!
hahaa...
nv blog for 2 months liao... rusty blog...
hahaa... need to grease it...
by changing the skin... may later la...
hahaa...

now working... SIP starting soon!! haiz...
i got into Prima Ltd with metchelle and wanjun... at harbourfront...
my pay was written in daily...wth...
other people is monthly... only mine in daily...
and its also the lowest la... excluding those in hospital one la
working 5 day wk with 830-1800...
heard becuz i'm a guy... need to do the production
hmm... hope its the 'correct' prduction that i wanna do lor
dear dear's going off le...
haiz....
left 3 more days with her only... wth...
so fast...
...
..
.

did food safety induction le....
it sucks big big time la....
ask us to rush out a report in 3 days...
kinda stupid la....
being that everyone has a different mindset...
it may work out differently when 1 is doing the report....
without any other commitment...

been working in The Serangoon...
sucks big time...
damn stress... can't believe working temp could be liddat....
worth the pay? no...
imagine last time i worked in Anchorvale i wun feel so tired...
even thou i worked 7 days and till 2230 everyday...
but now... right after bathing... feel like slping le....
wth rite?...

but nvm...
the colleagues juz gave mi a parker pen and a keychain... hahaa

been reading bleach...
kinda addicted to it also la
but i'm abit slow...
cuz i juz finish book 4...
moving on to 5...
ard 30+ episodes le...
hehee...
will try to borrow as many i can...
try to finish it...

another thing...
my drving lessons....
i freaking finish all my modules la...
hahaa... within 2 months...
power?... power...
hahaa... now waiting to take my evaluation and revision
closer to date to my TP...
which is 06/06/06
hahaa...
nice date hor....

last but nice least...
ms huin xinyee...
together almost 1 yr le...
but our 1 yr... u not here hor...
i will try to make it up somehow or another one...
i promise u....
muack!...
hehee...
shy shy...
*hide face*

wanna change blogskin

2006-02-10T07:33:00.000-08:00

this morning after finishing everything that could be done, i went to xiaxue's blog again.... and i started to ponder again.... how great if i could actually blog as good as she can... that will make my blog look so nice and looonnngg... hahaa .... but den... with my limited vocabulary and stalled mind... i can;t blog much... provided with my lazyy hands... only noe how to play games~... hahaa

haiz... anxious abt osip results... it seems that i have very little chance to make it in la... dunno why... moreover... even if i get in... i would need to partner with kenny!!! wad the hell.... that;s like... worst than hell? omg... i'm not gonna survive 12 weeks liddat lor.... that's why this evening, i was like pleading mi to send mi off at the airport if i managed to get into osip.... sob sob... anticipation starts to stir in my heart....

actually got not much to blog today anyway.... exams are coming... hope i'm not debarred for any of the paper... haiz... how? pray god~~~ ..... will buck up and study one1!!!!

wanna change my blogskin le.... so obiang~... hor? now i think i'm not gonna blog so much le.... go change skin first.... tata!!

2006-02-08T06:49:00.000-08:00

woah.... so long since i've ever blogged...
hahaa...
so many ppl wanna kill mi liao le... haaaa
hmm... buden now oso nth to blog leh....
hahaaa... hmm... very happy cuz i had passed my final theory test... hahaa... still got practical to take... argh... muz pass.... juz now made a bet with paul... he wun get to pass mi his P plate... i gonna get 1 myself~... for sure~... hahaa... in 3 months~... hahaa....

hmm exams coming... i keep failing all my quizes and term test... how??!!... haiz... hope i not bebarred from exam ah!... wadeva... .haiz...

v day coming le... how to let my dear have the nicest v day she will ever have?? hmm... cannot think~... haiz... how?... no money to make it nice nice.... very sad... cannot make it grand for her... poor dear dear... muz follow a poor guy... haiz... hahaa....

now nth much to update oso... after exam sure alot of time to update one... so ade dun need to worry nth to read.... btw... ur blog cannot be found anymore leh~....

2005-12-19T07:24:00.000-08:00

juz wanna blog something 4 my dear dear...
juz now radio got a qn abt wad is the purpose of living on this earth....
my ans very simple... i continue living in this world becuz of 1 person... she is none other than my darling dear dear... hor? hehee... becuz of her... i live... juz to make her happy and satisfied.... without her...there's no meaning in life... all want to do is to live with my dear dear for heaven noes how long... hahaa... she is the only one in my life and i love her conditionlessly... is there such word? hahaa... dear dear... i love u!!!

2005-12-14T07:31:00.000-08:00

juz wanna blog something on my...blog?

okie... probably juz becuz wad i felt.... juz wanna thank you ade lor... wad she said is 1 tight slap wake up call to mi lor... i mean... yeah... been busy with all my stupid stuff... not knowing wad is important to mi... then not concern abt the things around mi... wad i should be doing is to hang out with my frens and do things with them... but then... i didn't lor... i simply didn't....

another thing was my health la... wasn't well until now... but... cannot help it... i dun eat medicine.~~!!!!! hahaa... been several weeks le... still haben okie... i mean i'm stressed out la... so i dun wanna bother about my stupid health which is a burden la....

most importantly... i neglected my dear dear.... didn't really take care of her much... didn't let her do the things she wan.... unable to gif her the things she needs.... so sad... i wanna take care of her... after term test i must take care of her wholly.... cannot let her be sad at all...

dunno wad i'm toking oso~ hahaa

2005-12-09T07:39:00.000-08:00

imagine how long nv blog liao... hahaa... today got scolding from ms xuan that my blog got spider web liao... better go blog or else my head will roll... lolx... hahaa... actually so long nv blog leh... then now blog again oso no 3 no 4... cuz update today oso not... update the whole month oso not... ahaa...maybe juz sae something lor....

nowadays, alot of things happened lor... so fast so furious... so sad... buden... it the nature of life we all need to face... when it is not meant to be means its not.... but for mi... still living a world of my own... feels that somethings should proceed while others hold lor... haiz... too late le... people so close to mi seem so down lately... hope for a better change.... rite?

next is abt myself lor... nth much actually... juz that i am so busy that i nv realise abt my surrounding so much... i get so short tempered... not good... may offend someone... that i oso not having a good health la... hope can recover... wanna excercise... where's my time and strength?... haiz... hope can get those back asap....

last and most imptly~... my dear dear huin xin yee... who else is most impt in my life other than her... think no one else lor... love her alot... for the past month... think nv take care of her properly... becuz got so many commitments.... after everything... i make sure i will wholy take care of her needs....

dear dear... wanna tell u something... but so paiseh... so many ppl reading... dear dear... though i not a good bf... u still love mi so muchy... thank you so much... i will commit my life juz to make u happy... i love u my dearest precious only one darling cutiepie.... muack muack muack
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2005-11-21T21:17:00.000-08:00

Finally!!! i haf come update my blog~ hahaa... ade force mi to an extent tt she used a knife point at my throat... wanna kill mi... she see my dear dear not here threaten mi... hahaa... jk jk... sian ah!! so tired... so stress... wanna die le... so many projects need to do... haiz... its worst than juz doing projects lor... we need to study and do projects at the same time leh... haiz...

The month sucked for me... and i hope November will pass asap~... haiz... nth went well for mi for the month... it sucks man... so many projects i need to rmb... i starting to lose memory le... haiz... die ah die ah.... shit man... now nic start straring at my comp... followed by ade oso now looking.... BOTH KPO!!! hahaa....

Was actually playing game... then juz now stupid wallace came in and chase us out... then need to come into ms hor's lab... which cannot tok and play and print... so i now blog is actually secretly blog one... on the red line... hahaa... sian... miss my dear.... today haben tok to her yet... then she going to bugis soon... she better come find mi b4 she go ah~!!!

sian leh... dunno wad to blog... wanna xu ku oso no use one... then might as well dun waste my time su ku

2005-09-27T08:17:00.000-07:00

woah... i really need to blog le... or else i got blog oso like no blog... hahaa... hmm wad shall i blog on...

2 weeks of work le... okie lor... all for the money earn... to give my dear wad she wans lor... pamper her abit... since i nv pamper her b4... hehee... then okie la... betta than the stupid factory work... which ask mi to look at stupid stuff... this one... although ask mi to enter stupid ppl's data... but then... good experience and noe how wierd names can be lor... hahaa... ng bee hoon( yellow rice vermicelli) or maximillian!!! this stupid name appeared thrice leh!!! hahahaa... then hor... now i felt that... all this time... we shouldn't complain abt clement's handwriting... although amongst us... his handwriting cmi lah... but hor... compared it to the population of singapore.... at least he still can survive by writing something... tell u ar... some ppl... i think they write something will oso kena kill by someone becuz of their handwriting ah... makes ppl mad!!!... lolx....

then... saturday clement went to celebrate his bday... victor oso... 2 bday bois.... i botak... i nv cut hair one... hahaa... then met them alittle late lah... had my dinner b4 meet him lo...with rae and alvin... went to brewerks... cuz wanna go try... then quite nice man... hahaa... and the beers... tried oktoberfest, steam beer and dunkel weisen... the dunkel weisen is nice... its a light stout... something in between... oktoberfest is good.... steam beer is tart and fruity.... taste more like a alcholic cocktail... and saw a stupid scene man... there's this 4 ladies... that's to be kind okie... i'm suppose to use fatass... they got the table with half a round of cushion seats and 4 wooden chairs... an 8 seater... buden... they all squeesed into the cushion seat... i mean... it may sound alright when 4 of them squeeze there... but picture this... IMAGINE ITS NOT 4 JIANHONGS.... BUT 3 AZUANS AND 1 JIANHONG.... jianhong's gonna be dead in 5mins man.... then the poor little lady had to compromise and let the 3 fatass squeese in the stupid seat... supposingly they were to celebrate their fren's bday... who apparently came late.... and i thot the cushion seat is the 'royal' seat... and for the special ger for the day... but... the fatasses seems to be vacuumed into the seats.... hahaa.... wadeva~

and then after that went to somerset area lor... when we actually wan to go alley bar... apparently some smartass thot she went the rite way and brot the whole grp ard and walked double.... wow.... diet after the meal?? crap ass!.... shared with azuan and ade a cup of coke and cranberry juice... hahaa... ade stamped non alcohol mah... hahaa... azuan... dun need to sae le mah... then anyway... ordered one more blowjob... hahaa... nice name? kahlua, bailey's and whipped cream.... its a shot... nice nice.... although shared among so many ppl.... hahaa... then somemore... while ordering... 3 of us was like... 'wanna try something new and nonalcohol'.... saw this 2 drinks... san perrygrino and something something??? ask the waiter... the waiter sae ' one is sparkling water... the other is still water.... next u noe.... 3x3=9 lines... hahaa...

met dear after that... went 2 chompx2... ate stingray and sotong and char kway teow and ice kachang and no more le... hahaa... went home le... very late le... hehee... next day got work somemore... but my work very slack on sunday.... work until 3 finish my job... then played ard the office until i go off lor... hahaa...

ystd was a nice day.... why? cuz mi and dear anni~!!!
hahaa... i gotta work anyway... so only can meet dear at 6... went to cine eat subs and watch movies.... met short denise and jingping... and then saw tall denise... then tok tok tok alot lah... my gf make a new fren!!!hahaa... watch movie... brothers grimm.... nice nice.... funnie.... hahaa....

then erm.... last thurs... got aa13's bbq.... pls refer to my dear's blog for more info~... thank you for ur cooperation....

that's all for now lah... type until sian le leh.... work oso type.... here oso type... hahaaa

2005-09-25T09:22:00.000-07:00

SO SO so sO so SO So long~... nv update blog le... hhaaa... alot ALot ALOT aLot AlOt alOT of ppl complain le... i myself so LONG LoNg LOng loNG lonG lONg nv vis my blog le... hahaa... but now i got no time to update.... tml then update... hehee...

2005-08-27T08:06:00.000-07:00

hmm... she ask mi to blog first then she wanna read... okie lor... hahaa... okie... today we got this spook show to attend with the rest lo... hehee... in the morning i went breakfast with mum... then went to take bus 25 to amk to meet dear... then when i almost reaching there le... called her again she said she juz woke up... haiz... so i went to j8 to PA game... but there no more arcade le... so i juz walk walk... then went back to amk central there to PA game... hehee... then after that went she msged mi i went to meet her at amk mrt station... she brot along her sister and her fren lor... becuz she wanna watch then her fren came to her hse... in the evening they going to church... hehee... then we took mrt to city hall to meet the rest... dear dear so scared we were late... but we weren't lah... we were neither late nor early... hahaa... then we waited jianhong for the longest one... hahaa... the one with the tickets was the lastest... hahaa... then we faster chiong to the suntec convention hall... then we went in and sat down... after that got all these ghost sitting around us and scare us lo... i suay enuff to sit at the end of the pack lor.... then got i stupid xiao lady sit beside mi with an umbrella... abit stupid le.... not scary then all go havoc fo wad? hahaa... siao~... hahaa... the spoook show was nice!! hahaa... very funny oso... then hor.... nice lah... hahaa... thks jianhong azuan and eugene for the tickets... then we went ard walk walk... then all go home le... left mi dear ah blur and the 2 little gers.... we went to n.y.d.c to eat... after that went walked back to convention hall to take a cab to PP there and sent the 2 gers to their church lo.... after that we went to PP to walk walk lor.... hehee... @ the katong laksa there... dear said there was an actor... but he's juz a kaylefe... hahaa.... hi class one... cuz got dialouges one... hahaa... then after that... we took 76 home... pass by amk ave 3 tt time there got some pasar malam... dear wanna walk... so we alight and shop ard... then after that dear took cvab home lo....

hmm.... dunno wad to do for tml leh... hahaa... tired tired... wanna go slp le.... hmm... i wanna eat banana prata leh... maybe find one day mi and dear go jalan kayu... hehee... joo chiat oso can lah... hahaaa...

2005-08-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

now is 27th august 2005... alrdy passed our 3 months anniversary... hahaa... this shows something... that i had spend the day to the fullest with her... hahaa... now juz said wad happened for the day lo... hahaa...

last night she gave mi a card... i waited until 12 am to open the envelope... hahaa.. the card is black and white one... nice nice.. hahaa... its saes something like " in the dictionary, there is no such word as MONTHSARY"... then inside wrote something like "probably whoever invented weren't as loving as us" .... so sweet of her hor... hahaa... 10q dear!! hahaa...

then in the morning met her... went to marina square to eat sakae sushi buffet... hahaa... finally can eat it liao!!... hahaa.. then we chose tt place becuz i lke the ambience and the design of the restuarant.... then it looks nice lo... but dear dun like cuz not comfy enuff... hahaa... then we ate alot alot... hahaa... then we play the zhong ji mi ma with our ice creams cuz very very full le... hahaa... first time 2 ppl play the game only... hahaa....

then after that we went around marina square shopping... hahaa...oh b4 that we tried so hard to locate the sakae... when its juz adjacent to us... haiz... hahaa... then we walk walk... walk until suntec...we went into minitoons... then i wan to buy sweets... those sour sour one... cuz damn full... buden i bot something extra for her... a sweet fruity smelling pooh bear for her... i supposed it should be fruity smell lah... that's wad it claims... then bot the sweets... then buy 3 bucks got goodies .... okie lo... turn out only a small mentos... haiz... got cheated... hahaa.... then nth to walk le... somemore abit late le... went to take mrt to amk... went to play arcade and pool... finish le hor... we went to her aunt's hse to get the keys... then after that send her home le... i oso chiong home lo....

dear... although past le... but hor... i still wanna tell u... happy 3rd monthsary... hehee... hope u enjoyed everything... and that u will rmb the moment and cherish my time with u... becuz i will be doing the same thing... hehee... i love u... hahaa.. i always do... but still muz sae... i love u i love u i love u!!!

2005-08-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

i so damn sian now!! i now kah jiaoing everyone in the freaking comp lab... hahaa... haiz... today finish lesson so damn early... like wad the hell!!! haiz... everyone so buzy... then i got freaking nth to do... wad the hell?? how i hope i was in rosjensi group hor... then hor.. i can haf something to do NOW~... hahaa.. hmm... juz update abt last weekend...

last friday was the last day for the sub comm interview... that's why it was the longest interview cuz have to review the sub comm for the last 3 days.... then after that chiong to tp interchange to meet dear... then after that we chiong to PS to watch movie... hahaa... we went to watch the maid... stupid show sia~ haiz... watch until 4+... then we stroll to heeren's.... she take pap's cab home... i take NR7 home... haiz... reach home... ... 5+ slp liao... woke up late on sat to go to esprit de corp... haiz... damn tired... then kena agitated by some biatch from elf... then we go back discuss long long before we went to S11 to eat... all like yao guis... all the bah chor mee got add mee one... even azuan oso wanna eat the bah chor mee... hahaa... jk jk!!... hjahaa... then after that i went to downtown east... my aunt's bday... hahaa... then dear come meet me then we kena forced to eat the bbq food... then went to play the arcade... then xbox... then we went back to watch tv... then no bus to go home so stay overnight... then we went to the dessert there to eat ice kachang... so romantic... hahaa... then we went back i piggy back her back to dte... then we tired tired... went to slp... the next morning we went home with mum... then eat breakfast at bedok... went home... mummy slp... then i bring her out... then we went to meet her aunt and uncle at their hse... then go compass point to eat dinner... i ate char siew rice... not nice... then she go home with them i go home myself.... hahaa... then i went to slp le....

today nth much le... woah lao... only 2 hrs of lesson... then went to pavilion to play pool with clement and dear... then go walk walk... damn long break lah... haiz... dun wanna write le... so sian... azuan wanna kill mi in 5 sec....

2005-08-13T09:38:00.000-07:00

hmm... i long long nv blog le... can see can see... cuz bz mah... all the darn projects... nvm... blog on the week can le... hahaa... start from NATIONAL DAY!! hahaa...

9/8/05
its national day... mi and dear with ade and kokwei decide to go watch fireworks... but in the noon i went out with mum to her stupid company's family day lor... got durian and bangala food... hahaa... so mi nv eat much... played foozball with stupid kids... then i cannot tahan... my mum ask mi to go first... then went to heartland mall to meet dear... then went home to change and bathe... cuz mi smelly smelly... was late when meeting ade and kok wei... hahaa... went to esplanade... difficult to find them... they camp there very long le... hahaa... then mi and dear go walk walk.... alot of ppl... aiyoh... then we watch the spectacular fireworks... with the one i love... so nice rite?? hahaa... then we went to marina cartel eat... saw lucas and cherin there... they went to the NDP lo... then gotthe funpack.. they dun wan... then ade took to see wad's inside... then we went separate ways le... hahaa... missed playing mahjong with them... muz call them up to play one day... but all chiong As... haiz... hahaa...

11/8/05
didn't slp for the whole night cuz i chionged my CDS project... then i do do do... left 1 hr... so decide to go find dear... fetch her to skool with breakfast... then we attended NLS... then skipped APFS... but went for our CDS... hers at 2 o clock... mine at 3... then i was late for my CDS... i went in 3.15... show my project... then the teacher sae.... okie... i give u D+... i passed!! hahaa... then i was the first few... then the teacher said... those i finish one can go le~... hahaa... then i ask the teacher i still need to come nort... she sae... dun need anymore... hahaa... and then she wish mi luck for exams... hahaa!!! so shiok!! i end my CDS 3.24!!! freaking 9 mins only!!! hahaa... and i irritated alot of ppl by telling them i finish my CDS le... hahaa... after that, dear finish at ard 4... full 2 hrs of CDS hahaa... nv happen to mi...yet lah!! hahaa... then we went to walk walk... then go home le lor...

12/8/05
today is the DAY!!... hahaa... AGM is today.. hahaa... then i wore the usual formal... and then i got this red tie that joanne dun wanna wear... hahaa... so i wear... then look like my chemical romance... hahaa... then huilin sae she like mi... hahaa... of cuz... not lah... hahaa.. the night b4 they pranked hafiz by saeing she likes him... hahaa... then think everything quite smooth lor... then after that mi and dear went to amk for booze... then go home le lor... hahaa... then actually today the horse face... today at FI catching all those risky ppl whose FI need more attention one... then i thot i will be called... but i was not!!... hahaa... so nice...

today...
today wake up until very reluctant... meet azuan at bedok... then go skool for Esprit De Corp... hahaa... then mi and fizo station in ASc to look oout for any lost sheeps... then after a while we went to ALP to meet the others... played a few games with them... then after that debrief... then go to have lunch @ CS food culture... hmm... after that went to k pool to play... i'm the only loser there leh... not that i lau ya.... really... haiz...

can't wait to meet dear tml... hahaa... last day of fireworks... hmm...

2005-07-29T09:58:00.000-07:00

hmm... nth to do... blog lor... hehee... sian projs getting onto my nerves... i still got 5 cds proj to do leh... sian... all difficult one somemore... sian... no more money to buy paint... hhaaa... hmm wad shall i blog?... oso nth much... skool's so routine...

ystd... can sae i and azuan practically nv attend skool lah...went to interchange eat nasi ayam... then went to skool to do proj... halfway go meet dear to make her TX acct... then went to eat... b4 got back to skool.... did the TT and D&D survey with the yr 1s.. tired and stressed... and then i only attend less than 1 hr cds.... hahaa... the rest of the time mugged in projects lor... hahaa... sorry dear, lucky my dear is so understanding!! love you dear!!!

today... went to skool for tuts lor... sian lah... although its a TGIF... but its like... TGIF is so clubby or chiongy... hahaa... hmm... then nv go for break... cuz i chionging for club stuff... hahaa... i did 'chiong'!! hahaa... then after that go fpqa... after that apel... b4 that... we saw shocking thing... AA12... they hafing maths... then they were hafing break b4 a test... then they can go all the way to mobile to buy things and bring inside sia!! then there's even milo ice and food with chilli... hahaa...

after apel... we went to design skool... fill up stomach... then go back to comp lab... then went to meet up with other club ppl... we started out our rehearsal... hahaa... had fun throughout the meeting lor... hmm... did alot of fruitful stuff there... then we take pic and played le parc kor... forgot how to spell liao... heck care hor?hahaa... then got bangkra night at plaza...we go see and dance... hahaa... then we went to eat eat at techno... waited for dear to come... then we eat fries and then went home after tt le lor...

tired liao lah... wanna stop le... hmm... oh... victor raj... sending some regards to u... take care of ur balls... dear... slp early!! u alrdy not enuff slp le... money... if u hear mi... come to mi? okie?... ade... ur sweet with xinyee... dunno if edible when u get it on monday notr... hahaa...

2005-07-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH NV BLOG!!! hahaa... then hor... since ppl wanna read my blog... i update lor... hehee... hmm... start from last thursday lor...

21 july 2005
my dear dear, huin xinyee is 18 years old. her current weight is 44kg and height is 155cm. becoz she is not pregnant but its her birthday!! hahaa... so no weight gain... hahaa... nls project... hmm... then i wasn't in skool... CUZ I WAS SICK!!! REALLY!! everyone thot i was faking... pls lor... got medicine one lor... aiyoh... 2 days MC pls~... then after she celebrated in skool... she come to my hse to nua until a while we went out to celebrate... went to town... play pool... after that we went to bits and pieces for our rings....then went to walk walk at the heerens... then we went to swensens to eat... cuz she wanna eat mah... hahaa... after that everything oso close liao... hahaa... so we went home...
keat.yee <==> yee.keat

24 july 2005
we went to orchard watch movie... watch red candy... haiyoh... stupid sia.. went into the show then we noe its a sequel of some stupid movie... hahaa... then hor abit stupid oso... after that we went walk walk ard.... then we took bus to bugis to buy my bag... then went to chomp chomp to get some noodles for my mum lor... then go home le....

25 july 2005
was lecture all the way... then i make dear dear skip her band then we went out to tampines... hehee... we celebrated early anniversary at cartel... she wanna eat the bread mah... hahaa... gian peng mah.... hahaa...then after that went walk walk awhile before we go home lor... hehee...

26 july 2005
its our 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!! hahaa... hmm... did nth much oso... i cannot keep track of the dates recently... i almost forgot... sorry dear... hehee... too much projects le... but today... went to get pay lor... then went out with her after her tut... she bot a new jacket... hehee... then went for gelare lor... but got abit hiccup... end up eating gelare in foodcourt... hahaa... then we went home le...

DEAR DEAR!! juz wanna tell u... no matter wad had happened and wad will happen... mi still loving u so much... that i wanna hug u day & night... i wanna be with you always... every minute of my time and yours!!!!

ILOVEU ILOVEU ILOVEU ILOVEU ILOVEU ILOVEU ILOVEU ILOVEU I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U .......................... I LOVE U DEAR!!!

2005-06-27T07:09:00.000-07:00

26/05/05
today is sunday... and also our 1 month... so nice so good so fast... and so long way to go... cuz we gotta go to eternal... hor dear? hehee... in the morning we went to orchard cineleisure to watch a lot like love... the show quite nice lah... then after that we went ard orchard walk walk buy buy things.... and even went into carrefour!!aiyoh!~... then we took 162 back to amk... took 265 back to her hse... then send her home le... she gaf mi a gift and a card... then i nv gif anything... haiz... hahaa... the time past so fast... haiz.. good times gone fast... haiz... anyway... enjoyed being with her the whole day... at least she's there for mi... dear... i love u...

25/05/05
saturday... went to skool from my god sis hse @ punggol... reach there abit later... cuz b4 that went to punggol plaza to eat bao yu mian... then my dear oso got eat bao yu mian hahaa... then we did projects in skool... almost done with our researches liao... tt's why dun look down on the guys hor~... hahaa... after tt we went to TM to catch a movie... they wanna watch initial D... i oso wan... but no money... they help mi pay first... then watch the 415pm one... went to eat... and then watc the show.... after the show went to watch clement play initial D hahahaa...lame... then after tt go back to my god sis hse for dinner...

today... 27/05/05
today purely lecture... abit slack lor.. hehee.. then did the pres challenge thingy duty during lunch... see if i can save any cash nort... apparently i did not... hahaa... then after tt... came my dear... who bot MENSA DESSERT for mi... which is like one of the food tt i worship... locally... hehee... then...today one is cheesecake with berries sauce... nice nice... the sweetest thing i ever had... cuz dear buy for mi one... then after 1hr of NLS we went to PP to gai gai... hahaa... she bot her stuff and we had famous amos... then after tt went back to her hse... then she go hme le... i oso go home lor... ]]

2005-06-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

hmm... i nv kip track of the date... again... i kena ppl sae i nv blog le... hahaa... today is wad date ah? 21st june rite? argh... can't wait for the weekends... i reckon this week will kinda pass quite fast oso lah.. hahaa... i hope... cuz alot of stuff to do... so need to pass very fast... hahaa... lame... now waiting for someone to msg mi lor... so long le the concert still haben finish... haiz...

this week... damn sian ah!! so many assignments due... so many quizes... then got stupid stuff like viva voce~!? a stupid name with a stupid lecturer? hahaa... then got consultation... reports due... haizyah~!!

hmm... dunno wad to sae liao leh... hahaa... next time then blog!

2005-06-18T22:43:00.000-07:00

hahaa... again... like nv blog for like 2 days liao... then still got some1 complaining i nv constantly blog... juz blog lor~... hahaa... now very sian... cuz got alot of project due dates and quizes... sian hor... such a turn off man... then somemore... go out abit oso get scolding... damn jialat... now alrdy 2st century liao~...

aiyoh... erm... then i update abit now... er... from ystd lah... sat... then nth much oso... woke up in the morning... went to skool with the guys go do catering tech project... almost done ah... i think... hahaa... then after tt azuan went to emily's hse with club ppl... mi and jh went to courts to buy his ipod shuffle... dear oso got ipod shuffle from her bro!! hahaa... then courts nv sell... went to best to get it instead... then after tt... went to play snooker @ k pool... after a while mi go to causeway to meet mom... then go to my cousin's hse... her boi's first year... then they used the same caterer as my bro's and sis's wedding... hahaa... cuz the food nice mah... after tt... actually she go my hse... but change of plan...cuz too late le... i went to meet her instead lor... then awhile only then she need to go home pass keys to her bro... after tt we went to amk central to buy papa day present... after tt go home le lor... hahaa...

nth much on fri oso... hehee... dun blog...tired... hahaa... bleah!!

2005-06-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

long time nv properly blog liao... hahaa.... i oso dunno wad to blog... juz blog on today first lor... today... woke up damn late... msg azuan... ask him go skool first... but he himself oso late with ah gu... hehee... mi took the other direction... then dear went to skool only after nls... then after breakfast got this SIP briefing... abit useless lah... hahaa... then after tt is the stupid apfs lec... then lunch @ design lor... thhen wanna wait for results to come out one... but only until tml then come out.... haiz... then after tt went to com lab to nua"~ then help dear to do her food records... then visit blogs and wadeva~... then erm... after tt we went pat tor awhile lor... b4 she went to her music... haiz... missing her...

dear... i missing u!!! hmm... now i blog until here lor... okie?
then next time i make sure blog ALMOST daily.... hahaa...

and again!! missed so many days...

2005-06-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

hahaa...so lazy to blog anyway...hahaa... but if u wanna noe... can go read my dear dear xinyee's blog... okie... so i dun need to blog hor... tired lah~... hehee

its been a long time...

2005-06-06T07:39:00.000-07:00

woah see the date oso noe i long long time nv blog liao... since last week plus 1 day... hahaa... start blogging abt ystd first lah... cuz other days are like skool days...

5/6/05...
early in the morning went to orchard to meet dear... went to wisma mac for breakfast... hehee... then we went over to orchard cineleisure to buy our tiks... manage to get the promos... so shuang.. hahaa.. got the very back seat... hehee... we watching my bf is type B... hahaa... cuz i type B she type A mah... hahaa... not bad the movie... can luff abit... hahaa... then after tt we walked cine and annex and far east... then lunch we went to chicken rice stall to eat... ordered chicken drumstik rice add $2 meat add innard... then end up $6 lor... haiz.. then had milo cuz fruit juice close... haiz... then after tt we took 162 all the way back to amk... we slpt all the way there lor... hahaa... then @ amk we went to play pool... after tt got pearly soya and pancake... then bot bread back for breakfast... then send her home liao...

6/6/05
today oso nth much... had lectures all the way... then today thot do finish the foodworks can chiong out liao... but muz wait until finish the review qn... then was almost slping for every lecs lor... haiz... then went to mac AGAIN with dear... then she went to meet her fren... i went back to skool for campaign briefing... after tt went opp. skool with ASc ppl... then go home with azuan... bouncy oso... then i almost forgot... bouncy was dear's AFA... hahaa...

3-4/6/05
the sianest day of my life... cuz cannot see my dear... sick somemore... haiz... wad the... stupid virus... all my fault oso lah... hahaa... nv take care of her... hehee... sorry dear!!

2/6/05
really... actually cannot rmbwad i did tt day... OH NO!! cannot!! cannot dun rmb!! cuz we 1 week... hahaa... had skool as usual... then went for lunch @... food junction... then she went back to bowen.. i went back to TP for colour & compo... stupid lah... haiz... then went to hougang mall to meet dear again... b4 she went music... then i went to cp... again.. its... then...

then b4 tt... nth much liao... so dun need to blog liao lor... hor .... too far back liao... hahaa.. *excuse*... ahaa

sis wedding cum meet the parent

2005-05-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

hmm... today morning wake up damn early... cuz sis's wedding... hahaa... then we got to meet cuz she came to my sis's wedding... hehee... dear came to my hse b4 we went to the chalet... hmm... my whole family get to see dear lor... hahaa... the response... abit neutral lor... hehee... dun care~ cuz i love her... hahaa... then erm... da jie msged us to ask us to help buy 4D... hahaa... stupid~... but cannot buy mah... then me and dear went walk walk ard changi after the solemnisation...and dinner... hmm... the food damn nice~!! rite? dear?... hehee... then we had our own personal time lor... hehee... then went back to take family photo... hahaa... then have to go home liao... send dear to bedok interchange with the chartered bus and then went to eat something... then while eating... got this auntie... can see abit unscrewed one... thot dear is my wife then ask her to eat more tonic... then ask her to take care of the 'baby'... hahaa... cuz she thot dear was pregnant... hehee... dunno why oso... then we went back to my playground to slack awhile b4 her aunt fetch her home...

then after tt... mi no keys lor... haiz... then the rest are still @ changi village... waited for them @ the kopitiam... watch match and eat prata... hahaa... until i sian liao... walk back they still haben reach... haiz.... now @ home le... quite tired... had the whole day liao... muz rest...

weekend go pat tor~

2005-05-28T10:56:00.000-07:00

hmm... nv blog for 2 days liao.... start with today first... today is sat... supposed to go and buy for my shirt... yee went to meet her fren b4 meeting mi cuz they long long nv meet liao... hahaa... sorry dear... coming too early... cuz miss u too much liao... hahaa... then after tt we went to town to buy my clothes lor... walking along wisma then drop by this shop with freaking ben sherman's clothes lor~... woah lao... hahaa... fyi... its some freaking famous sydney designer... then did not buy ben sherman's anyway... got this nice nice shirt... dear help mi choose one... i like~... hahaa... then we move on to enjoy the rest of the day liao... went to taka sq eat eat... then cine... then annex... @ cine... bot a nice belt for my dear... glad she likes it... hahaa... then went to annex to get my sis and bro in law's wedding gift... after tt go back to taka juz to get my sis stupid guestbook pen... then only can get 1.... then i saw the crowd very sian... cuz of the Great Singapore Sales... haiz... then we went up to AMK for dinner... @ ave 10 S11.... then my cousin was working... went to call her... she's the first one to see my dear okie~... should feel honoured... hahaa... then she treat us chicken wings... hehee... after that i sent her back home... slack @ her void deck... then cannot bear to leave her... sob... hahaa... then i need to go back home liao...

then the whole day... quite lame... saw alot of ppl... yee saw alot of her frens... then i oso saw alot of frens... saw mel @ citylink... then robin and gang @ wisma... then jess @ taka... alot alot lah... hahaa... then hmm... liddat lor... hehee...

hahaa... almost forgot to blog abt ystd... went to skool... met dear @ outside ultra supply... then both of us went out to buy cake... hmm... then attend lesson... back to back... manage to finish within 1 hr... hahaa... then went out for lunch... then da jie they all ka jiao my yee... haiz... hahaa... then after tt we went for the talk... stupid talk and its freaking cold lor... haiz... waste time only... then i send her home... slack for a while b4 i go to changi village to meet my family... then we went to enjoy @ my pap's familiar stall hahaa... bbq stuff... then my pap almost cannot find seats... my mom behind ka jiao him... thot he finding for tiger ger... hahaa... then went to the chalet.... damn big... hahaa... the wedding will gonna be @ there... hahaa... went home early...

i missing u dear.... tml is big big day wor~... hahaa...

the day we got 2gether.... 260505

2005-05-26T06:59:00.000-07:00

hahaa... probably i'm the happiest person on earth today... hehee... i will nv forget this date... today... went to skool for early morning 9am lecture... then yee wasn't there yet... mi was abit late too... hahaa... then everyone squeezed into 1 lt for NLS lec... totally forgot wad is it abt liao... hahaa... wadeva lah... then followed by ApFS lec... oso another damn sian one... then almost doze off during the lecture... mi and azuan decide to listen to radio... 987... then halfway the deejay decide to play hip hop and urban for half an hour... azuan switch it off and then play mp3... hahaa... then we kay kay like got listen to lecture liddat... hahaa...

after lecture... went to design skool for lunch... had lunch liao... then @ the canteen there saw alot of freshies lor... hahaa... tok to them awhile then i need to go liao... went back to AS skool... yee wanna pass her freshies the apel book... then we went to the stupid red yeast rice talk... damn stupid!! all chinois chinois thing one... then after taking attendance... mi and yee went out of lt... then saw tan kheng beng there... we faster hide lor... hahaa... then we haf to climb up 5 storeys to locker there to get her ma ti su... hahaa.... after tt she went to visit her ah ma... i waited for her... then we walked to interchange to take bus... on the way... she took the mochi ice cream from her ah ma hse... then we eat lor... hahaa... then i was like poping it into the mouth... nv taste properly... hahaa.... too cold... hehee... then we took bus 7 to orchard lor...

on the way to orchard... i popped the qn to her lor... was so elated tt it was a positive one... hahaa... i will nv let her go liao... hehee... i wanna hold on to her tight and NV make her feel sad anymore... hehee... took bus to orchard... decided to stay on the bus and go 1 round lor... hahaa... then reach clementi liao... we took back the opp direction to orchard again... reach orchard abt 6... then we went to find her cousin... @ the pasta place... his treat... hahaa... to yee's cousin.... thks for everything hor... appreciate it... hahaa... then we went to walk walk @ annex... tried to buy some stuff... but no money... she sae wait until got money then buy lor... hehee... then we walk all the way to dhoby gHaut... stupid mi... walk so fast for wad... gan jiong spider~... good times flies~... haiz... then walk her to the mrt... i took bus back home liao....

hahaa... i love u...

thks for support!!

2005-05-25T08:10:00.000-07:00

hahaa... yee go iron clothes... i blog... see who faster~... hehee... today 8am lecture... manage to wake up... reply yee's msg b4 wash up... then go out to meet azuan @ interchange... late abit lah... but i manage to get in front of azuan's bus... hahaa... then we chased for a bus... today morning rain mah... then floor abit wet... hahaa... but nv fell lah... hahaa... got to skool... everyone's there liao... went into lt for lec... okie lor... only 1 hr mah... betta understanding on pbl... then 3 hrs break... went to mensa for breakfast... then opp. skool to buy cake... visit da jie's mom stall... then went back to skool liao... cuz good time flies... hahaa... then went for lab... in microbio lab... dunno why eyes itchy... i'm the one in the grp with chocs ice cream... hahaa... yee wanted tt... then did hfla... quite interesting... but think reach research abit... haiz liao... hahaa... then went for catering tech tutorial... okie lor... did some identification thingy... then mini quiz... then gif out those assignments then cabut liao... hahaa... then pei yee to opp. skool to eat dinner lor...... haiz.... i lost liao... hahaa... she gimmi 5 more min... hehee... had sweet and sour pork and fried rice... hahaa... then eat full full liao... walk her back to skool liao... i go home lor... on bridge... saw jia yi... too easy to recognise liao... hahaa... cuz of the ceramic perm... hahaa... ask her abt skool lor... normal reaction... haaa...then my bus come liao... very pack... but got in... then reach home liao... mom sit there focus on tv only... haiz... ta yan li mei you wo liao... hahaa... jk jk... then she told mi she bot the satay fish... not nice one... 2 packets summore hahaa... bleahx... then went to rest for a while... tired mah... didn't noe my fone was in silent mode... yee msged mi i oso dunno~... hahaa... haiz... then now watching contender finale... stupid sia... anti climax leh... the 2 finalist like nv fight liddat... sian... later watching star wars... hehee... sure kena scolding one... hahaa... but who cares? hahaa

losing faith in myself

2005-05-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

today first day of skool... go back... got lecture from 9-1... but end at 12... then freaking lah... got tutorials for 1st week... haiz... woah lao lor... then after lectures went to TM to walk walk lor... erm.. the guys went to watch star wars... then i wasn't there cuz mi still in skool... then went for lunch @ food junction... then go to buy stuff for sue yi's birthday... after tt went back to skool for cca recruitment drive... after recruitment drive... met yee and desiree to go back interchange to buy things to fill up the budget... hahaa... after tt go home lor... today very sian ah.... haiz...

hmm... really dunno wad to do sia... really scared to do the wrong things...

woah lao... stupid u!!

2005-05-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

today morning wake up change clothes liao... took bus 7 to orchard taka there... waited for aw, zhixun, shooting, kaiwei... then bot gelato... then aw like sua ku... nv eat b4... hahaa... then after tt went to orchard mrt to meet the others... but all late until cannot late... denise and jingpeng walk past us... sae hello... will be meeting us later... then came melanie and teddy... then we walk to far east long john to eat lor... they meet yasin and ivan and jackson and joey and sally... after tt we go walk walk see see... then go pacific plaza... joey wanna buy bag... boon and hannah came... @ there rite... find tt the shirt mi and ivan wearing not suited for each other... then we exchange... then look nicer liao... hahaa... look like us... hahaa... then went to lido... actually wanna watch movie one... but no show to watch... skip tt... went to k pool...and there all the guys challenge arm wrestling lor... hahaa.... play awhile liao... yee came back to singapore liao... mi went to meet her lor... @ amk... ate mos... then went to buy bubble tea and durian... go to playground to eat... after tt... we go home le lor... hmm... tt's all lor...argh... tml still got skool... haiz...hahaa

missing u~

2005-05-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

hmm... today very sian... nth to do the whole day... woke up... got 2 msges from yee... by the time i reply to them she's not in singapore liao... haiz... hahaa... then erm... morning wake up... do nth... do liao... go back to slp... until 5 o'clock wake up... nua again until dinner lor... hahaa... no mood to do anything oso... hehee... then after tt... need to move stuff to my bro's hse... my dad made mi sit behind of the lorry... sian... so its like from bedok to woodlands~... deow~... haiz... then still need to from woodlands go all the way to telok blangah cuz bro in law wanna take car... then from there back to bedok... by the time back... hair all up liao... then @ telok blangah... i pass by CHIJ st theresa... they got one banner write... 'developing leaders,learners and LADIES... hahaa... damn funnie... then let mi thot of earlier on i watched the CNA's get real... they were toking abt lesbianism... hahaa...

haiz... tml oso nth to do... sian... wanna kill myself liao...

missing you~

tired~

2005-05-20T10:53:00.000-07:00

today... wake up ard 515... went to wash up... then sit down rest... testing my vocal.. hahaa... went to get breakfast... then went to meet azuan... woah.. today the bus damn early... haiz... reach skool 15mins earlier... then waited for the others lor... then after tt the same procedure... went to toilet... saw got freshies come liao!!... so early... hahaa!!

first part of the day.... nth much... welcome them sit down... then they start the library stuff and the skool stuff...then during lab briefing... mi and yee was drawing on each other's hands... hahaa... then after the briefing we move over to astroturf... from there... i go for briefing @sports gallery... tio crowd control... hock chuan let mi take in between IT and AS... hahaa... so good but in the end actually... no diff... cuz only left 3 ppl to guard the top... hahaa.... engineering pissed mi off... to sathfari: sorry to sae tt... but... your OLs... cannot make it~... sherman can only... cannonz... get him off the stage and loudhailer... hahaa... ppl complain liao.... like alex... hahaa....

then after everything... we need to escort the engineering students down... woah... some OLs still dare to argue with mi!!... I MAKE THE DECISION HOR~.... hahaa.... shh.... we move to reservior... hahaa... then we got regatta there.... AS won!! hahaa... who cares abt telematch... wad's so fun abt them.... hahaa...

then tpsu ppl need to move the board back... mi and alan push one back... then james and jovin another one... then compete who can push faster... race... then ours still got yiling on top leh~

then after tt... went back to AS skool... debriefing... finish liao... need to rush back to sports hall for jam and hop... haiz... stupid sia... first hr they put gigs... pls lor... TP music vox is famous for CMI one... then after that they put the deejay... until 930 then they put real music... haiz... sian hor...

i danced awhile with my freshies b4 i need to go liao... then we go home liao.. the rest stayed until 11 i think... hahaa... then mi now @ home lor... hehee

week 0 first day

2005-05-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

today is week 0... wake up damn early to report to skool... then when go there shortly after we need to prepare for the freshie's arrival liao... sian.. hahaa... then take attendence and stuff lor... after tt we do cheers and stuff... we actually went to meet the CP... suay suay... my class tio miss choo... she damn long winded leh.... make us late somemore... then after tt we went to sport hall to do the dance... buden need to do everything under the hot sun... haiz...

after tt is lunch liao... so went to get some stuff done back @ AS then went back to sports hall for lunch... sick... then cannot eat much... hahaa... so juz eat some liao... played icebreaking when i suppose to do tt during meet the CP~... hahaa... then went back to lt to await for the station games to ready... then cheer cheer cheer... haiz...

then got delay... think abt 1+ hr... haiz... then gotta rush abit... after tt start raining heavily... halfway cancelled... went back... b4 tt i got splashed by freshies... then very cold... hahaa... then after tt go back for desbriefing liao... dun wanna tok abt the debriefing lah... drop down to the same person... the stupid zhenling....

then after tt... we went to bedok interchange for dinner... then yee bot herbal tea for mi... hehee... then after getting her stuff... we went home lor... hahaa...

tml still got one more day... but no sound liao... hahaa... but nvm... tml i official... blow whistle only... hahaa~

sick day!!

2005-05-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

woah lao... juz now blog until halfway then my mum disturb mi then dunno why all the stuff gone liao... need to rewrite... so i gonna cut out all the crap... hahaa... tue got pbl briefing.. the stupid thing drag from 9 to 4... then after tt went TM walk walk... desiree wanna buy fren's prezzie... but cannot find ... then she went home lor... yee pei wo walk walk until the guys finish dinner... then after tt she go for organ practice liao... TM very unsafe.. cuz noe too much ppl liao.. hahaa...

today we lagi best... cuz only freaking halfday!! haaha... then after tt we went to orchard to walk walk.. hehee... we bot the shoes lor... and then basically... everyone bot something to wear on their feet lah~hahaa... then after tt... the others went home liao... then mi and yee went to get her cake... then we went to take the NEL and then she go meet frens... i go home lor.... take 87... dunno why cannot rest sia... hahaa... but reach home liao... then settle down... then nth to do liao lor... hahaa

tml still got week 0!!... the rest's been looking forward to it... so i muz let them be happy tml!! hahaa... hmm... hope tml the nose nth wrong... hehee... haiz... freaking lah... yao you ren guan xin... hehee... a bit crap lah mi... so weak!!hehee...

happy day!!

2005-05-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

hmm... dunno how to start up... decided to ask yee... but she oso anyhow biang one line come out... hahaa....okie... today morning woke up esp early... cannot slp... then went out to meet yee @ lavender... saw joe koh at the mrt station!!...hmm... after tt we went to beach road lor... hahaa... had tang yuan char kuey tiao and sugar cane... after tt went to army market walk walk... but very little stalls open... so we walked a while liao... took bus to bugis... there we walk walk again lor... then she bot a polo tee for her fren and oso my hp pouch... then we went over to bugis street... walk walk.. then she bot a pair of sandals... hahaa... then walk walk walk... until tired liao... went to bugis cafe to rest... then the bugis cafe open close open close one... hahaa...then dunno wanna go in nort... then we waited for ade and her date to meet us lor... hahaa... we sat down to haf some stuff... then after tt go walk walk somemore.. yee bot a bag... after tt we went back to shaw to catch hse of wax lor... quite okie movie lor... hahaa... went to toilet... saw their logo... damn stupid... " our 'aim' is to keep the toilet clean your 'aim' is impt to us" hahaa... like ...deow~

after tt ade and her date went home liao... mi and yee went to town... first go visit ah gu lor... then she selling the bag very aunty... very ugly... hahaa... after tt we went to have dinner @ heeren lor...went toilet... saw lili... she tapped mi... hahaa... so paiseh.. nv tok much to her...@ nydc... had 3amigos pasta and oreo sundae... hehee... after tt went to buy ink cartridge then went home liao... took cab home... cuz lazy to be a sardine lah... hahaa....

in short... today quite fun lah... hahaa... tml need to go slogg liao... hahaa

sianz....

2005-05-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

si bei sian... so many things happen... make mi wanna break down liao ah!!! haiz... wad happened~... i dunno wad to write oso... the computer sucks!! haiz... everytime oso cannot work... now oso cannot work~... haiz... the camp lost my hp... SICKENING.... how much i love tt hp.... no one noes... how impt the fone it is to mi... how~?? buying a new one wun be the same... cuz i lost something.... haiz... why.... i can't accept the fact tt i lost 'it'.... haiz...

then ystd.... friday 13th... something happened... dun wanna tok abt it... its so not wan it to happen ard mi.... haiz....

the camp... okie lor... there's alot of moments i did not enjoy like i did in workshop.... got forced in so many things.... lsot wad i didn't wan to.... confusions.... unhappiness... haiz.... stress!!!

i need to rest... but will someone gimmi tt.... i need love... can tt someone oso gimmi tt??

FOCworkshop 05/06

2005-05-07T09:29:00.000-07:00

hmm... ystd was too tired to blog... tt's y today then blog... haiz... damn warm now... hahaa...

wed went to camp @ 7am... hahaa.. then went for mac breakfast with emily and robin and sharon and val... then went back to student lounge for briefing and last min prep lor... then need to go welcome freshies liao... then mi and jackson and teddy go becum welcome party hahaa... then everytime got ppl walk past... then we sing the stupid song... hahaa... then after tt we went to join with the rest to cheer lor... then ice breaking... but the ice didn't break much... hahaa... then went outside to tamp central for games... after tt... went back... then i went off early to meet aud and ade... then we went to billy bombers for milkshakes and soda.... midnite liddat went back to camp lor

then thurs morning wake up... slp until very cosy... haha... had some breakfast... then freshies came liao... so fast... hahaa... then lesser ppl turn up... but nvm... spirit will still remain as high... then i afternoon went out to meet ade and eileen... then saw rayvin... then mi from tamp with rayvin mah... ade and eileen board @ bedok... so mi and rayvin pakak alrdy... when they board we ke ke dunno each other... to fake them... so when they oblivious ah.... i shock them by introducing him... hahaa... then rain... cannot go back to camp... so stay there until 7+ then go back to watch performance nite... then jam and hop... hahaa.... then end the day liao... went out for supper outside skool... @ 7-11.... then went back to skool to slp....

last day of workshop liao... muz give in all... hahaa.. then alot of ppl come.. more than second day... hahaa... then happy tt they enjoyed last day oso... hahaa... we got faked twice by the results... nvm... in our hearts... radon did a comeback and a true winner... hahaaa... anyway... went to cpf after tt to eat with freshies....

monday's the camp... tml mi going to chalet liao... need to bring xtra stuff there... haiz... wad the... hahaa... heck care!! oh yeah... after pre camp tt day... i saw mel... like wad the!! cuz mi and frens were toking abt her tt day... then saw her... haiz... wadeva!!

FOC 05/06 pre-camp launch

2005-05-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

today... nth much today oso... as my 'usual' mood go skool lor... got this pre camp thingy lor... went there meet up with bingwei and kiong cuz they got this ESC mentor workshop... then went back to mushroom to meet the others... then go to student lounge lor... @ there do nth oso... go hand in imdenity form and learn new cheers lor... after tt supposingly to go cpf... but mi nv go... instead chabut... oso end up in cpf lor... hahaa... mi, teddy, jackson, and ivan... then went TM walk walk... then i kena pang seh by them... sae got soccer thingy... woah lao... then i dun wanna go home mah... or else there think too much again... then i went to cheers... almost wanna buy drinks again lah... but then nv buy lor... controlled myself... then anyhow walk walk oso will think... so decide to go home lor... out there go home oso the same... lucky go home got ade to tok to mi... haiz....

ystd nite watch tv... then saw some stupid ad... tt like mi thot of something lor... damn stupid la... irrelevant but still can make mi sad... stupid lor... i'm juz a dumb ass lor... haiz... sucks man... tml i going to camp liao... will not be online for a long time lor... blog blog... u r one of my love... cuz of 'mo mo'(chinese) reason... muz take care... okie?? hehee... childish... boo~

drink drank drunk

2005-05-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

i start off from friday first...

friday 29.04.05:-
friday afternoon i went to collect my pay... then deposit into my bank lor... then after went to meet ade and eileen... cuz i dun wanna be alone... @ this time... being alone can die... lucky they got time to pei wo... meet them @ TM... but saw gerald @ tamp control station while waiting 4 them... went to walk walk... walked into ding tai fung... had a few xiao lung bao... then we went walk walk again... then after tt we went to ya kun to eat a set... after tt we went home liao...

saturday 30.04.05:-
early morning went to k lunch with the rest... had black pepper beef lor... the service forthe day wasn't very good lah... haiz... we keep changing room... da jie manage to get the room extended to 3... haiz... oso dun fell like singing... then after tt we went to PP to walk walk... da jie starting dig my pocket liao... wanna buy pretzel to eat... then we went to swensen's to eat an earthquake... then got a baby beside our table... quite cute... noe how to xian charboh... make the 3 gers so happy... mi there oso play with baby lor... hahaa.... then after tt everyone wanna go home liao... reach home... didn't wanna do anything much @ all... slack on sofa... scolded by mum.... all these and all that lor...

sunday 01.05.05
went to aunt's place... was totally sian.. so went out of the place to went ard walking... went to heartland... then went to hougang mall... then went to compass point... walk walk for a while... nth to do... then went to SRJC's opposite... the place renovate liao... quite okie.... got a few bottles of drinks... damn ex lar~!! 17++!! went to nearby void deck to sit down lor... drank everything liao... then tired... took a nap... woke up... drunk... headache... then quite late liao... took a stroll back to kovan... to sober myself up b4 going back to my aunt's place lor... then went back liao... they still playing mahjong... took a rest on the bed... woke up by my mum... damn tired... they sae wanna go eat supper @ S11... blk 107.. hahaa... cuz my cousin work there... they eat the frog leg porridge... didn't eat... went back home liao... got midnight charge... suck!

today 02.05.05
went to parkway again... cuz mama wanna go... stupid... haiz... went lor... very sian... very tired... went home early lor... haiz... thot everything wuld b alright today... but nah... i'm still thinking too much... then juz now saw the chase ad... okie... myabe i nv even step near there~... haiz...juz all my wishful thinkings....

tml onwards i got camp all the way to friday... gonna be shitty lor... haiz...

freaking week!

2005-04-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

juz came back from camp ystd... didn't actually wanna update anything at all... cuz my mood not really there... i had a freaking week... and actually dun wanna tok much abt it... the more i thnk abt it... it only hurts mi more...

nv had a good rest for the whole week... cuz the moment i close my eyes... i tend to thot abt it... only can dose off when i cannot take it anymore... but everyday woke up early... cuz cannot cont... feel very very tired everyday... i almost cannot take it liao...

anyway... i did went to camp... but the mood wasn't really there... didn't actually felt like going... but juz go becuz the others were going... then juz do wad i wanna do thru out the camp lor... did not enjoy it though... cuz of some stuff... personal one....

anyway... i wanna apologize to alot of ppl... esp xinyee... but i dunno wad to sae... and how to sae... .and mei you xing qing sae.... sorry~!

cannot cont blogging liao... i wanna rest....

mi mi yan liao~

2005-04-25T09:50:00.000-07:00

hmm... today... off work... nv do much thou... early in the morning... wake up damn early... dunno do wad... sit on the couch until paps walk out of room... saw mi sit there eyes closed... then wake mi up... go wash up... and then went to wash toilet and lauundry...then meet da jie @ bedok... together with tky and ade @ mrt... then went to bishan... they went there for some interview for promoter... hahaa... finish liao... then we went to paradiz centre for k lunch... sang until 3+... went to PS for snack... then grocery shopping... after tt we went home lor... reach home liao.. damn tired... cuz last nite only slept for 2 hrs... then doze off woke up alrdy 8+... waited for dinner until starving liao... hahaa.... anyway... tml going to camp liao... juz finished packing up... hahaa... now juz surfing ard and chatting lor... and blogging oso... hahaa

haiz...think dun sigh liao... or else get older.... hor? hahaa...

taking a week off~

2005-04-24T09:52:00.000-07:00

haiz... juz come back from work... haf not been blogging for days... reasons being (1) working (2) comp cannot work (3) dun haf the freaking mood to do it... nvm... juz start off from where i ended the last time lor... erm...

oso dunno where i end off... on thurs... report work @ 6... went there... work breakfast... work until 12pm only!! mike ask us to go home!!! all of us shock tio... hong tuan almost cry leh~... hahaa... he and mi actually wanna work until 5... but dun haf~ haiz... then all of us went to ottos for lunch... then mi and tuan there eat eat... until halfway... jaswant juz sit beside us!! woah lao... both of us scared scared...boss sit beside us... we faster eat liao... then siam... they kip asking us abt hp!! woah lao...

then after tt nth to do... mi, jie ming, hong tuan, gina went bugis junction walk walk... then nth to see oso... juz walk walk lor... then slack @ coffee bean... after awhile then we cabut liao... cuz they meeting ppl... i go home slp...

22.04.05
work 6am oso... went to work... with lokeman again... @ atrium ballroom... this one very sian... cuz is a meeting... IBM one... do breakfast... but got alot of leftovers to eat... hahaa... hide in morrison to eat... the hard roll with jam and butter... sedap!! hahaa... then extend until 4... atrium do until 2 nth to do liao... oh... lunch was fish and chips!! hahaa... after 2... we went over to raffles do set up... so sian... only 4 of us do set up... mi, benny, jaq, robert do only... haiz...

23.04.05
today work at chijmes wedding dinner... nth much abt the dinner... only tt... 1 look @ the staff... i ke lian jasper... 2 times leading chijmes wedding... 2 times sucky crew... hahaa.. haiz.. then jian wei got the partner rite? i see him... i oso cry... i went to teach him wad to do... cuz jian wei complain... then jian wei sae " woah.. lao jiao scold ppl liao" ...hahaa....

then when loading and unloading tt time... can tell u... only 4-5 ppl doing... out of 13 guys~... suck man!! mi and francis load 1st truck... alone!... then go liao.. mi went back with 5 ppl... unload... then 1st truck finish liao... jasper come back... complain to mi abt the staff... hahaa... he was like practically scolding them... i stand 1 side luff lor~!... no choice... after a while... bui tahan liao... work oso... all the stewarding ppl oso can cry liao~... hahaa... finish early... early in the morning... hahaa....

24.04.05
work 3pm... cuz OC cancel... sentosa one... juz to find that they use their own staff... sian... hahaa... then work meeting room... i sian~~ sian~~ sian~~ until 7 pm... then need to chiong liao... set up 6 meeting rooms with only mi!! haiz... stupid sham... dunno how to choose staff... woah lao... liddat work can die~... then 10+ jasper come help... then he joking all the way... can peng~... haiz... wadeva!!

gonna rest the whole week liao... cuz got camp and paycheck!!... hahaa... gtg slp!... bye bye!!

work again~

2005-04-20T08:32:00.000-07:00

okie... today woke up early early morning to go work... damn tired... lucky under lokeman... but suay sia... only 3 ppl do OC today... and then hor... the other guy damn lazy leh... becuz of him... i injured my hands dunno how many times... always kena giap by stuff or he drop the stuff then tio... haiz... nvm...

then i went for breakfast with him somemore... then he tok on the phone... it was the first time i see ppl can eat stuff while explaining to his ex gf that after she left him he cannot eat... i was like... huh?? wad the?? its liddat one ah? then he eat finish liao... still got second and third serving... i yi bian stir my milo... yi bian see him do tt... i abit gong liao... hahaa.... then he walked away lor...

after tt... gina and lokeman come in for breakfast... then they complain to mi tt guy nv do job... lokeman dun wan him... hahaa.. i told them abt wad happened... then they luff like dunno wad... lucky he not here... hahaa...

went over there we finish our job fast fast... cuz got ah kiong then i worked with him..... finish the moving in 30 mins... then tt guy again!! haiz... he damn slow leh~... lift waiting for him leh... he slowly move the table in... all 3 buay tahan him liao... lokeman wan us to help him work for tml... then ask us not to tell tt guy... hahaa... in the end ivy put us in house lah... sian....

after tt... we did our work fast... finish by 1130... too fast liao... far too fast liao... cuz we got until 3... then we sit down eat delifrance... tok cock... then 'supposingly' to be waiting for the banner ppl to finish their job so we can shift the tables... but until 130... lokeman said actually those can do tml... hahaa... then we go back to hotel lor... hahaa...

lokeman wanna take cab... then ah kiong dun wanna go back so fast... or else need to wash the canning plates... and tt's alot!! by the jap white flowere association one... all females association liddat... hahaa... we walk lor... walk walk to one fullerton... then to queen elisabeth park... woah.. hahaa... original satay club opening back there... then on the way... got this ice cream uncle... lokeman treat!! hahaa... went to the fireworks site... @@... then we finally got back... then we juz slack there lor... until 3... then off we go!! oh... inside raffles city we went to levis' and timberland... hahaa... stupid... then i tried the new square cut... nice!! hahaa...

then mi and gina go take pay... i got alot!! hahaa... nvm... then we went shopping... hahaa... nth to do mah... then went back for dinner... report to work... @ 430... tired liao... most of us worked for the whole morning liao... then now need to chiong again... 8 course in 80mins~ abit siao lor... haiz... its the jap again... early dinner... cuz they going to see fireworks...

thn mi and gina and alot others lah... the RCCC ppl... all wanna dismiss early... cuz tml got work.. then sit down awhile to drink... watch tee bee... then we change and go home lor... on the way... saw the firework... record it down... nice nice!! hahaa...

now here lor... tired tired... heE... tml need to report by 6am... sian... got my uniform in my bag now... hahaa.. tt's all...

haiz... my bday...

2005-04-19T09:45:00.000-07:00

haiz... long time nv blog liao... cuz i keep on cannot view the page... com got prob liao... haiz... then now oso dunno how i tai ko can get in... hahaa... scared later cannot post the jia lat... cuz gonna write alot... last time i wrote on sat... then sun i went to work... had been serving the rugby players for the whole day lor... they eat wad then i eat wad lor... lolx... then did nth much... go home liao... missed the stop lah... cuz bz toking to hong tuan... hahaa...

monday morning woke up early... then went to meet ade @ bedok... went parkway to k lunch... finish liao.. initially thot can go get pay... but in the end didn't get... cuz not ready yet... after tt... went on to bugis... walk walk inside then we went outside to bugis street... saw the bag tt xinyee wan... then call her to ask if she wanna buy it nort... then she come down after work for dinner lor... met liao.. then we went for dinner @ this mt faber nasi lemak.... i did not eat lor... then we went back to parco to buy hp pouch first... b4 i leave.. i leave liao... go TM to eat ding tai fung... okie only lor.. heE... then go home... finally got my jamie oliver book liao!!... hahaa... but still got shoes and perfume haben get only.... hahaa....

today... my bday mah... hahaa.. met early early to go to harbourfront via mrt... then reach there liao... liddat wait wait... ros dare to reach liao... then go walk walk... she late somemore... haiz... then after that we took bus into sentosa... went to sunset bay... settle down... play volleyball... soak in water and sun... got sun burnt liao... jia lat... hahaa... then after tt... routine lah... hahaa... wedges and bath... then we took bus back to harbourfront then to somerset... go heeren marche to eat... hehee... okie lor... got a few nice nice... mee goreng... beef stew... savoury crepe... hahaa... then tt stupid clement still can go buy a sirloin steak @ the end... then sae it goes well with red wine... then i juz grab his card and bot a red wine... hahaa... stupid!... but only shiraz... low grade liao... heE... erm... then after tt we went to gio to see... but got nth to get... so went to walk walk somemore lor... then go play pool @ cineleisure... oh!... b4 tt we past by xinyee's cousin the pasta shop... this time got ros mah... then oso got ade mah... hahaa.. get it get it?? hahaa.. then saw brian.. hahaa... tt guy going sp... doing some IT course lor... wasted.. hehee... then liddat lor... after play pool we take bus home liao lor... cuz nth else liao... hehee...

gtg liao... tml still got work @ 7!! scared cannot wake up... haiz... hehee...

work! work! work!

2005-04-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

haiz... juz got back from work today... nth much happened these 2 days... hmm.... only been working for like consecutively 2 3 days liddat... tired... ystd got work @ outside catering for the rugby sevens... went all the way to kallang stadium... haiz... move like tons of broad tables up the stairs... like... okie... 2 levels... erm... @ kallang stadium... 2 levels means 6 levels.... like... duh!!... we haf to move them up a narrow stair leh... haiz... in the end my forearm all filled with scratches and abrasions and bruises... heck care~... move until seh liao... b4 tt @ in hse... walked past padang... saw TP anniversary dinner!... hahaa... shocked tio... kill myself until 12+ then can eat lunch... then finish lunch liao... go back to work... lucky i got the upper level... dun need to move the tables for top back to ground level's player's lounge... hahaa... tt one is sai kang job... hahaa... then finish my job fast fast chop chop... go back to bus.... then go back to hotel liao.... need to extend hours... mi and jie min and hai tao worked @ the padang... means setting up for the anniversary dinner lor... hahaa.. set finish liao... we cabot liao... hahaa... then i msged yee if wanna eat dinner... but she batt flat... so nv eat lor...

today wake up... damn tired... go work early... but still abit late... to find myself working with a bunch of aunties... today suay... 500 pax.... the biggest bunch of yao guis i've ever seen... hahaa... work until shagged lor... then haf to rush to change all the settings... haiz... then haben evn finish setting... they rush out to eat again... woah lao~... cannot even settle the setting hor... they take the food and need to do clearing liao!!

mike extend us until 6... then hor... stupid sham caught mi and put mi to work until 7... for the rugby sevens dinner... haiz... need to run from atrium ball to stamford back to get 2 pathetic terrine and back... then erm... liddat lor... wasn't even off after 7... argh....

tml need to work at 6am... so need to sleep now lor... heE

true ~ ryan cabrera

2005-04-14T07:04:00.000-07:00

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life
to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know
what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life
to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life
to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

queensway & orchard

2005-04-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

today wake up early morning... pull out of bed by mum... to eat breakfast... eat finish... she go work... then i go home lor... slp abit more watch be cool... then afternoon go out meet ade @ bedok head... then took mrt to queenstown... walk to anchor point for haagen daaz... ppl regular customer wor~... hahaa

reach queensway shopping centre liao... xinyee on the way to meet us... we started walking first... ade bot 2 shorts... mi tried alot of pants... hahaa... then she scold mi for being so paiseh... hahaa...

then xinyee came liao... went to mac for light snack... walk ard somemore... until see most of the stuff... found a temporary tatoo stall... next week go do... erm... xinyee saw alot alot of stuff she wanna buy when pay come... hahaa... after tt bot some bubble tea... then we took cab down to ngee ann city...

went to topshop.... they buy stuff... then go to taka to find ros... she very difficult to find leh... hahaa... ppl told us @ level 2... we find the whole of level 1... hahaa... find liao... tok tok tok... joke with her... see see the bags there.... then hungry liao... sae bye bye then we go eat...

go down stairs eat shihlin xiao chi.... eat all the stuff on the menu... bot sausages oso... share... finish eating liao... start to move on lor... go watson.... walk walk until 9+ then go home lor... liddat lor...

nth much... now at home... mama nv scold... means can take things for granted liao... hahaa... no lah.... gtg....

shagged

2005-04-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

nth much happened today oso... juz tt started day earlier than ystd... hahaa.... today.... went out kinda abit early cuz my mum got chased out of her new workplace... jk jk... lol... cuz need to go get thyroid jab... had free lunch with her lor... nv spend a buck which i intend to.... then i go get my cash from workplace... booked this friday work @ 9am... hahaa... need money!!! haiz... then go training.. shagged.... alot alot of physical... i cannot take it liao...

now come home very shag liao.. hahaa... today sis showed mi a new hand sign... next time see her need to do it... hahaa... and wadthe!! she bot a mini mini cooper!! how can she! hahaa... sob sob... and then... and then... today bus damn slow lah... waited for so long... until eunice walk to ang keong and come back bus oso haben come... and thks kok wei for the livestrong band... was wondering if its live-strong... or li-ves-trong... .haha....

now online lor... not feeling very well now... dunno why... today gaf alot of crap abt the excessive build up of lactic acid in your body.... hahaa

haiz..

2005-04-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

hmm... long time nv update... again! hahaa... juz update abit so tt ppl can read lor... hahaa... erm... liddat lor... go back to where i ended off... which was 7th lor... tt day... banquet call mi to ask mi go back work... so go lor... work liao... then was dismissed off early... then went to haf dinner lor... since haben eat.... heE...

the next morning need to go to genting... so sian... haiz.. go lor... go there do shopping... play snooker... bowling... shoot shoot... eat only... all tt i can do... nv go theme park only... dun wan... bot alot of stuffs lah... hahaa...

come back to singapore... damn happy... missed everything here... hahaa.. then... so far so sian... cuz haben do anything yet... hahaa.... tml gonna book for work again lor....

tt's all....

looking @ stars.... hmm....hahaa.....

i got suspended!!

2005-04-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

haiz... i didn't noe i so long nv update my blog liao... hahaa... nth much happen during the week lor... april's fool day... msg some ppl to trick them lor... hahaa... they got tricked... hahaa... make the day abit more significent lor... tt day got work... work until like siao then all spent liao... haiz... then erm... after tt got training from sat... and 1 star course on sun and mon lor... went out on both days... then today... went out with charbohs lor... went to k lunch... quite fun... long long nv go hor... forgot how to operate liao... hahaa... then i got suspended!! tt sucks... its as well as i got sacked!! haiz... then erm... wad else... didn't expect myself to o home so early lor... haiz... sian now... anyway... i did not go home early lah... juz tt i left town early... sian hor...

nth else to sae liao... excpt on some stuff....

I NEED A JOB

I NEED A BREAK

I NEED TO KNOW

WAD??!!!

came back from chalet~

2005-03-30T08:28:00.005-08:00

okie~... juz came back from chalet... damn shag now... hahaa... nv slp much at all... anyway had fun at the chalet lor.... get to do alot of havoc stuff there... first day... RAIN~... haiz... in an optimistic point of view... it rained becuz to relieve the cloud load... so tt it wun rain when we bbqing... hahaa... indeed... it did not rain during the bbq... was a perfect weather for bbq instead.... not warm not wet.... anyway... met adeline first b4 going to pasir ris to meet da jie and eileen... then went for lunch at ya kun... lame rite... go suck on egg yolks... hahaa~....

then still early... went for groceries shopping... then went to downtown east.... waited for yee to check in.... went mac... continue lunching... hahaa... fat~... then played jenga while waiting... clement came... then play together lor....

check in liao... we play mahjong~!! hahaa... yee addicted to the game liao... we bad influence sia... hahaa.... ros oso got play... but 2nd day... desiree oso... oh no~! we pull so many ppl down the pit... then waited for the bbq food to come lor.... we manage to bbq then got ppl eat... cuz we only got 3 kinds of food... hahaa... fun sia... plus beehoon... alot of ppl eat... then after tt actually sae wanna go fishermen's... but in the end nv... cuz far... then got some tired... then we decide to go to 7-11 to buy stuff better.... walk there as 1 whole grp... then go dessert... hahaa....

went back liao... tried to watch movies... but cannot... pirated... see lah!!

hahaa.... so tired... wanna slp liao... nitez!!

not yet finish!! hahaa... ystd dose off @ com.... so nv finish... hahaa... after tt... cannot watch show... then we started playing different games lor... then actually forgot everything liao... play until dunno time... everyone got their shower and all... then those who wanna slp slp lor... then erm... some of us went out to tok tok... after tt we go to see sunrise @ the beach... play the sparklers.... then we walk back to chalet to get money... then walk out to have breakfast.... then after tt we went back i think... cuz some of them nv go eat... they slp... bot for them... then after tt mi and aud go swimming... then after that we went back... try to slp abit in between.... the rest went out walk walk... after that... when we wake up... we went to eat lunch @ food court... then after tt go buy cake... and some beer lor... wanna guan juai bday ger... hahaa... went back... we there play play and then eat the cake.... play mahjong for the last time... then watch ami oso... then mi and azuan there started singing... then sing so loud somemore... like i drunk liddat.... hahaa... i really drunk... hahaa.... jk jk lah~... ah dey~ then play play play.... then jas ho oso siao liao~!! she not only take alot... i mean alot!! of pics!! she sang so much!!!! she's hafing so much fun!!... hahaa... then we reckon that she's liddat... juz that she was confined by some presence... hahaa... only until the abstainance power not there then she siao!! ahaa hahaa... then after tt... play mahjong... start to crack jokes like POM.... principles of mahjong... hahaa.. then 5CUs... TP core subject... got got practical... tutorial.... pop quiz... hahaa... but some haben take exam yet... hahaa... da jie is the lecturer.... now even da jie da da muz listen to da jie... hahaa... after tt we go finish the game liao... we go to the satay club dinner... erm... ordered roti johns cheese... satay... nasi goreng... hahaa... we eat the roti john until nv pay attention to how the nasi goreng taste like... hahaa... take some pic... then go home liao... so fun~... hahaa... go home liao still try to come online sia... hahaa... tt's why will doze off while blogging... hahaa....

now... again... tired... go slp... tml got work....

finally !!!

2005-03-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

woah... no more exam liao.... for now... i hope!! haiz... erm.... long time nv update blog liao... cuz of exam lah... then erm.... start from thurs.... after exam...we went to opposite skool to eat with xinyee b4 she go work.... @ marybrown... first time try lor.... erm... quite okie lor... the skin quite tasty.... after tt she go off liao... we went to watch eye 10 @ PS... didn't expect to end up there.... then in the cinema damn irritating lah.... jh's ear almost blow becuz of a bunch of gers.... they scream b4 anything can happen.... spoil the whole mood rite?? thenn after tt we went where i oso forgot liao...

friday... nv go anywhere... they dun let mi go anywhere... so stay at home lor... except got go out dim sum and walk walk awhile @ taka lor... hahaa... treat my papa gelato...guai rite?? hahaa...

saturday...after pipc... finally... go meet the others @ city hall... went marina loft for lunch.... after tt actually wanna play bowling... but so many ppl... went to play other balls... snooker and pool... then went to heeren take photo... moi kena scolding from mama... hahaa...

very tired liao... that's why so brief~... hahaa...good nite!

exams exams exams~

2005-03-21T07:30:00.000-08:00

ahh!!! examination stress liao.... study study until mind cannot function ah~... die liao~... dunno how to survive the next 2 more days of studying... ahh... and 3 days of examination~ ahh... o yeah... STILL GOT SATURDAY!!! hahaa... haiz...

now nth to do sia... now waiting for xinyee to finish studying b4 playing games... haiz... so sian... now really dunno wad to do sia... although the whole day nv study... but nth to study... why? why? why? ..... oh yea... i love carrie chong... i hate kim wakerman... saw her blog... okie lah... like the standard biatch wannabes .... u noe u noe... pre mature biatch... cuz wad i see... she only has 1 pathetic skimpy skirt.... all the pic is tt skirt... the day i saw her... oso tt skirt.... come on lah!!.... link list so long~... hahaa.... anyway... if u wan her blog...lovekimmi.blogspot.com... enjoy....

now... wait....wait... wait.... wa... it...w..a..i...t...w..az..iz... zz... zz..... zzzzzz

my last words...b4 exam... hahaa

2005-03-18T20:56:00.000-08:00

today saturday... ystd friday... start from ystd first... hahaa... ystd... nth much oso... went to skool library to study first... saw lili there... kinda chat abit with her... got her no. ... which i nv got at all lah... hahaa... then she was doing business stats... very close to my maths stats mah... a common subject... hahaa... after that... abt afternoon... i left lor... need to go meet mum... took 518 to orchard... didn't expect it to come so fast... only waited for 30sec... hahaa... then i study on bus abit... shortly after reach liao... like freaking 20 mins!!! jaw drop... thot it wuld take 30 min leh... hahaa... walk walk ard... see got wad i wanna buy lor... went to nWo to enquire abt job... only for female... haiz... sadded... how i hope i noe someone from nWo ah... thne can buy discounted price... hahaa... went to walk ard level one... anyway...i was in far east lah... woah... all the sec skool studs... so shuang... got hols... hahaa... then we need to mug in books!!.. haiz... walked to heeren after that... wanted to hang out @ NYDC.... but no fun... went in annex... walk walk... saw the MTV mp3... hmm... nice~... anyway... no money to buy... sob sob... skip that... hahaa... muz work muz work muz work!!!.... then i went to down to mambo... to find stuff... saw joy and emily trying out clothes... then i stood behind them... hahaa... they nv realise!!!... lol... anyway... we walked ard together for awhile until i went to suntec to meet my mum... went into the food fair~... there's nth!! damn sian sia... walk walk walk.... then suddenly.... a skuffle took place lah... btw an ah lian mum and a mentally challenged auntie.... they were snatching seats lah... then the auntie happened to slap a little ger for the challenge.... then the ger cried... the mum saw and then scolded the auntie... she stood there awhile until the mum scold profanities the auntie throw fists on the mum... then fight fight fight...then got chair somemore... hahaa... WWE ah.... it seems that the focus for the fair wasn't food... but the show... my mum was like "free show free show"....... deow~.... i was like trying to pull her away from that place lah... or else ah.... kpo sia... hahaa... then i need to pull her out of the place... hahaa... go out liao.. the show follow us out sia... then mi and my mum start to joke abt the incident lah..... my mum scold mi... then i will sae wanna fite lah~... hahaa... okie... lame~.... hmmm....

then we went to woodlands... we took to jurong east.... then change to woodlands.... then my mum still can't stop abt the incident lah!!.... we got off the train... she act act wanna hold the handle... then miss the handle the hand hit mi!!!>... childish!!!.... then i looked at her... she sae wanna fite ah?!! then i sae my mum fite with u.... hhaaa....

then today... oso nth much lor... sat... big aunt(da ku ma) come to my bro's hse... visitation.... liddat lor... then my cousin oso got come... then i faster ask her abt her step son lor... who happened to see mi in skool.... surrounded by gers.... like duh.... it's food sci!!! then i was like asking her lah.... wad yr and wad course? woah lao.... yr2... alright.... hmm... then he's chem engine!!! like... wad the!!!... so close!!! that means he gets to see mi so frequent lah!!!... woah lao.. .. siao liao... muz be low profile in skool liao.... means.... cannot flirt... cannot fart.... cannot do any hanky panky in skool man~.... later ah... daily report to my cousin.... siao liao.... mum pull mi one side interrogate.... hahaa..... haiz..... why??!!....yeah... his name velon.... muz go see who... nv take notice of him sia....

haiz.... last nite... did a dedication.... but nv get to listen to it... siao liao.... haiz... wasted 30 cents... but okie lah... worth it for the msg lor.... erm... kinda got addicted to song dedicating liao.... haiz... hahaa... gonna make another one soon.... hahaa... exam coming liao... last update b4 exam... so one whole week wun come.... so.... bloggy..... take care hor.... hhaaa